Rumours...rumours...

i try to be as "dumb" as i cn n to say tat there is no such rumours flying....yeah being trying to myself tat but as each days go by i begin to tink the rumours r true...haiz....i was off coloured abit tis week bcos of being sick,schoolwork n tis...i am always kind n nice to everyone regardless of whether i like or hate them...so y r ppl making tis i dun know...tis thing is making me frm being a nice person to a person who is inconsiderate of ppl's feelings...n for me to talk to her i hv to be like sum secret agent n cant talk much wen face to face infront of them...it pains me jus now tat i didnt show any sort of concern wen she looks tired n stressed out...
so cn i kindly request tat watever happens in my personal life is none of any idiots business...n not all r idiots...till nxt tyme adios frm me!!

wat happen to courtesy??

sumtink happened to me yesterday tat make me wan to write tis....i was on a bloody packed train like everyday in the MRT goin back home after 6pm klas..n of course as usual wen the train stops at every station the amt of in ppl goin n out is super2 alot...anyways there was tis guy who came on the train...pushed me as if i wasnt there n of course i got a little pissed since i was already having stomach cramps....then the person goin off pushed me again...without a sorry frm any of tis persons i began wondering to myself...i hv of course seen tis alot of tyme happening but its the first tyme i really thought abt it...if tis is how s'poreans behaved then there is no way we cn b a worldclass service sector...tis was such a diff contrast wen i went to london...in the plane i met tis lovely old british couple n since being a singaporean since birth i wasnt expecting much..but tis two brits offered me stuffs to eat on the plane n apologise to me wen they accidentally knocked me n asked me how i was doin n etc...i know its a simple basic courtesy but many of us here dun do tat...ever since then i made a habit for myself to say thank you n apologise to ppl wen i knocked into ppl wen i got off the train...of course certain minorities r kind but the majority are still not doin it.... maybe its how s'pore has developed tat makes us ignorant to other ppl and everything tat happens ard us...complains here n there,punching ppl on public transport,bully n etc..sad to say tat tis probs grow as s'pore becomes more successful...I hope it does change but as of rite now i doubt so...till nxt tyme folks n hopefully a more happy post adios....

a f***ing miserable day

well....wat could i say??to put it as simple as possible the day has been really f**k up...no2 the frends were the same but my body is the one which created my miserable day...yesterday ard 5pm got a small stomache...went to the "business" then thought it was ok...but no the stomach decides to rumble2 on despite the oilment mom put!!!ok i was hoping at nite it would be quiet n allow me to get my beauty sleep but again the stomach decides to rumble on again...toss n turn n barely slept for the whole entire nite bcos of the nid to go to toilet n the pain which doesnt seemed to stop!!!!!!n for me wen i dun get my "enuff" sleep i will get freaking moody which i try to control nowadays....so tat started by bad day...came to skool wit stomache n half asleep n nothin could cheer me up not even my closest frends or her!!still try to put my "game" face on but anyone who knows me will know tat i was jus faking it all...the whole entire day the stomach rumbles n it wont f***ing stop!!NOW EVEN NOW!!!!i dunno how many tymes i hv to the toilet n still its there....SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!N my body feels like its not alive...i nid to sleep n i nid tis f***ing stomache to go AWAY!!!!I WAN MY SLEEP!!!haiz.....so till nxt tyme hopefully i will feel better adios frm me....

Dad's bday!!!

Today we celebrate my dad's 63rd bday....yeah he is old2 man...hahaha...tml is his actual bday but we celebrate a mini n i mean very mini celebration at my hse...hehe...ok2 his celebration even mini is bigger than mine a little bit..hahahaha...of course as usual bro n his family came to eat the nasi briyani mom cooked...yum2...mom cooks it the best n no one cn top it so far..nothing beats mom's cooks...hahahaha...anways didnt took the nasi briyani pics...sori for tat...hehe...but still got the "presents" n cake pics n of course the small kids..hahaha..The cook n my mom!!!hehe The old man's cake!!he chose it for himself actually....haha....

The 2 small kids...haha...o yeah sori abt the pic like tat but its the best so far since the kid likes to move here n there...haha

The presents......the top 2 are given by me n my mom but i paid tat all...cost me $351 in all!!!!! its part of the father's day gift as well....haha...mom still owe me money for her part...haha..n of course bro gave dad the $100...shld be more since he is quite rich...o well no complains since he at least give..hahaha.....o yeah sis we wish u could been wit us here n now...hehe...but i cn wait till u return for hari raya in 3mths tyme...then the 3 crazy siblings shall be reunited...hahaha....till nxt tyme adios.....

Sponsorship

signed my sponsorship today n i was happy...the most impt of all i got hv a good job in the future working at SGH where ppl hv told me its a good place to work in...the nxt reason i will b paid $850 per mth n god damn i nid the money now....hahaha....bloody school stuffs r goin up...haha..went to the old HDB building wit my bro n my sis in law...was supposed to stay until abt 12pm to hear the briefing n blah2 but my sis in law talk crap wit the person there n allows to singed n go home early....haha..thk heaven we dun nid to listen to the crap talks....cant stand it...hahahahahaha....after tat we went to buy sum soils(dad wans it) n went to CP to buy sum presents n moms bike....hahaha....tiring day n again saw the perasan gerl...haiz....even my bro tinks she perasan...hahaha...make quite a joke out of it actually...hahahaha...put the 2 of us together n u get mayhem of jokes tat r dirty n lame...hahahahaha....anyways thought of goin out wit tat sumone again soon but both got no tyme....next stop: transformers for us...hehehehe....hope god gives us sum tyme to go out...hahahahaha

Day Of Visits To Clinics

haiz.....one truly horrible day of goin to clinics...haha...woke up in the morning today n had to brush xtra hard cos i got a visit to the dentist..n yes i am still afraid of dentists despite my age...hehe...the first thing he said wen i went in was "do u wan bracers??"....yes i would like to hv but the money is not there...hehe...anyways i am still tinking whether shld do bracers or not cos my bank is quite dry atm...after the dentist visit n spending $100+ i wen to polyclinic for my chickenpox injection...yes2 i am lucky not to hv one in my life so far...hehe...got the jab(small but F*** its still painful) n hv to go for another in aug...costs me another $100+....altogether i hv spent abt $250 on health....haiz......everything money2...where am i goin to dig more money frm????tried reminding tat sumone twice to buy her file but she still forgets mayb she is jus too bz or hv STM..hehe...jus kidding........alright till nxt tyme...adios...

my first post

wow....never thought i would create my own blog...but hey its all abt my life....the sad one i hide frm ppl n the happy one i show to ppl....i hv two diff personalities in life...hope u ppl like my blog n welcome to my blog........