New Year

Wow end of 2007..another year of disappointment n joy..so since its 31/12/07 lets recap 2007...its been a successful year in sum sense if i look at whether i hv achieved my 2007 resolution...n wow its the 1st tyme i hv achieved almost all of it..lets see my 2007 list..hahaha

• Getting >20 for"O"levels-checked.
• get more friends-checked.
• be more happy-checked.
• be less sensitive-checked.
• earn more money-checked.
• reduce my weight to below 75kg-checked.
• Remain in contact with my sec sch mates-checked.

Ok...tats the "checked"list...hahaha..not goin to show my "unchecked"list..hahaha..tis year actually been a big change for me compared to 2006..i just had so much fun in skool despite the f***ing subjects tat i hv to take in nursing..tis yr certainly is the foundation for me to build on..n i also wish to say tat ppl i hv hated in the past i hope to reconcile wit em cos wat is past is a past..so wat is my resolution for 2008??heres the "draft"of my list..still incomplete list..still tinking of it..hahaha

• much more frends.
• reconcile wit old nemesis.
• improve my grades
• improve my self image.
• watch more TV!!
• more time for games!!
• playin soccer wit frends!!(tis yr whole year has been a "no-show"for soccer)
• maintain weight and have bigger muscles??

Ok...tats the draft list..sum things i would love to have in 2008 i wont put in my resolution list cos its beyond my control in sum sense..but for wat control i hv i will work at it..hahaha..n i am turning 18..wow..late teens...so called the age where teens are almost as "matured"as adults..n o yeah for every pain i suffer be it by others or self(falling down/high expectations n etc..i am nt a sadist..hahaha)it has improved me greatly(physically or emotionally)..so to everyone whoe has shaped my life, thank u for being a part of it...2008 here i come..a new year and a new look..hahaha..alritela amigoes..tyme for me to go n eat nw so adios amigoes n a Happy New Year to u all...may all ur resolution 4 2008 come true...jus work hard for it..

the "return of me"post

wat up ppl??yup2...i hv nt been posting lately...lazy lah and didnt do much things anyways....hehe..wat hv i been up to??errr...lets see..mon i went back to skool to do project wit my grp..then Hari raya haji on thurs and oso visit my aunt at the hospital...n ytd went to my fren's hse cos she invited us for kenduri cos her 2 adeks jus had circumcision...not much eh??hahaha..o well...tis hols is for me to rest anyways...
alrite lets start elaborating the stuffs abit..hehehe..project on mon was ok...finished one of it and nw left 2 more to do...went home earlier than expected..hahaha..hope wed's meeting will b the same..hehehe..lazy2 me...hahaha...then of course hari raya haji..n my bro has to work on tat day..too bad for him..haha..s usual for every hari raya my mom cooked delicious meal...alot of ppl agree so...she jus have tis "cooking hands"...hahaha..the sambal goreng and mee siam is a mus hv mates...hahaha..then we visit my aunt at the hospital...she was brought there bcos of the severe pain in her leg tat she cant moved...went to NUH to visit her...and its so close to my attachment ward..hahaha..n she reali looked sick..she rely on wheelchair or ppl to move ard nw..
then ytd...went to my frens hse for kenduri wit bunto,malik,hilman...suppose to meet ard 2pm and then go there but sumhow got delayed and onli went there ard 3..hahaha..anyways the food was reasonably nice and thks to hazirah's family for inviting us..wish more of our ex classmates actually go..hahaha...well we jus chill there until ard 5.45 b4 we chow..wanted to play soccer but our mate which have a soccer ball actually didnt wake up yet...n yes ppl..he slps frm morning till evening..his life begins at nite unless got sum occasion...nocturnal human..hahaha.since its late,we jus went to CP..jus me,bunto and malik..talk abt stupid stuffs we do last tyme along the way...aaahhh..great moment to rmb our "proud"moments..hahahaha...well went there to jus chill until we to Courts..and bunto decided to buy a DVD player..cheap but the functions r good..valur for money alrite..then was abt to leave for home wen we met more ex schoolmates..so we sat down at banquet and chatted more...n then went home ard 9.45pm...
n then today...wat am i doin??nothing actually...jus lazying ard...and sumhow my foot is god damn hurting rite nw...dunno y...n o yeah to all those celebrating christmas Merry Christmas to u all...alrite lah...tats it...tis is 1 damn long post...sori abt tat mates...on tat note adios amigoes

The "I want the sun"post

Back to posting today bcos well i hv nothing to do...hehehe...i intended to go out but the rain keep on raining down n i am feeling like crap...so here i am on my computer staring blankly...hahaha..usually home alone for me is fun but nw its so god damn boring...so i began "planning"for my 2 weeks+ hols...n my god its boring...almost the whole of the 2nd week is spent on project works...haiz...even though i like hanging out wit my grp, doin project is jus sibeh sian lah...so i shall look on the bright side,i hv the 1st week to myself...n i hv to cramp a few things to do tat 1st week to change myself....all i cld say is i hope to b different wen the skool restarts..:P...hehehe..nothing drastic lah jus sum minor tweaks here n there..i hope to add sum "spice"to my life after feeling lifeless lately..i reali nid the hols cos my mind is blank lately and sumhow feel the old self is returning...jus1 more week till i get tat break...1 week packed with things...hv to passed up hmk tml, projects and so on...damn2..nvrmind...shall look on the bright side...oklah...tats all for today...reali writing nonsense rite nw cos i am feeling the blues no thks to the "no-show"frm the sun...i wan the sun back!!!!rain pls go away...hehehe..i tink tat proves i am writing nonsense..haha..oklah,on tat note adios amigoes...

the "wat the f**k is wrong wit tat uncle"post

Wats up wit tat uncle at the south canteen jus nw...reali get my temper up n reali testing my patience...alreadi my patience has been tested tyme n tyme again tis past few months..1st of all a muslim rice shop is supposed to sell rice rite??well tats wat i thought...until the shop sumhow "ran out"of plain rice....wtf??!!!i am cool wit it cos sumtymes in business u do make miscalculations and mistakes...but the thing tat reali N I MEAN REALI test my patience was how rude the uncle was...he was hurrying us to make the decision on wat to eat in a very n i mean f***ing rude behaviour...we r the customers for god given sakes so where is the customer service???!!!n tis was jus the icing on the cake after previous experience of poor customer service by tis shop...the shop owners shld reali go thru customer service to learn sum manners for god sakes...ok enuff of tat...

today oso was the day tat proved how dumb i cn b in approaches...for god given sakes all i had to do was jus go up to her n asked for her no....wat did i do??i absolutely didnt realise she was walking alone...wat went thru my mind??well dreaming...hahaha...n tis is the 2nd tyme a chance has been missed...haiz...dumb2...n now i am reali gutting myself for the lost chance...ok2...ppl frm sec sch will know hw dumb i cn b in tis type of stuffs...hehehe...other than tat tml is goin to b my socio test..sibeh dry lor the topic...hahaha..n still got CCS essay to do due nxt week...haiz...alritela enuff of ranting today...on tat note adios amigoes...