Two different sides of me......

game-d

2009-10-06T17:35:00.006+08:00

hello. been 1 month plus since i last post on here. taking a new direction with this blog. will only post when its needed to post. no more updates on self anymore. just when something that needs to talk about then i will post.

so for this post.....lets shall say i am inspired to post about games. yes games. my rated games that i find good to play and at the same time brilliant graphics. lets rate the top 10 PC games that i have played and my reason:

10)Football Manager series: a boring game for those who prefers the action and adrenaline pumping games. but this game makes u think on the ball and at times its rubbishly "cheating" its still a fun game to play. not as easy as it looks. for those who thinks they more footballing knowledge than the current managers of club feel free to have a hand at it. Latest installment out early next year Football Manager 2010.

9) Prototype: brilliant graphics and gameplay. not those mindless killing type of games. forces the player to think before action. a mixture of assassin creed with the gore of Fear this game really is fun to play. eat up humans and disguise yourself as the human eaten. killing spree with spikes coming out from his body. all in all an extremely fun game to play. but gets kinda of draggy towards the end.

8)FIFA series: 1st got my hand on the FIFA series back in 1998. poor graphics and all but it was still great fun to play. unlike Football manager, the fate of the game is in the player's hands. and with the varying degree of difficulty it ensures even the noobs of games can still win matches. latest installment FIFA 10 out soon.

7)Heroes of Might & Magic series: 1st game launched on the back of a very successful RPG Might & Magic(one of the earliest RPG Dungeons & Dragons game out there)its a well thought strategic game. brings in the elements from Might and Magic and Heroes more than lived up to its predecessor. quite a difficult game to play but its a good challenge to the mind to outwit the enemy. Graphics improved termendously in its latest version but gameplay is more so the same.

6)Neverwinter Night series: Another brilliant RPG game. another successful Dungeons & Dragons game. absolute brilliant gameplay and graphics(better with the newer installment) it gives u freedom to shape your character from his skills to his alignment to his abilities. one of newer version of Dungeons & Dragons and its graphics slightly better than Baldurs Gate because of that.

5)Baldurs Gate: one of the earliest RPG game that i have played. brilliant storyline with brilliant game plays and had one of the best graphics in those days, this was game of the year by a mile when it came out. u create 1 character(hero or heroine)then the rest of your travelling party is up to you to choose. it gives freedom to choose how you wanna be. bad or good?mage or paladin?freedom is also given to choose your party alignment. the more evil people in your party the more evil your party becomes. certainly the best Dungeons & Dragons game out there.

4) CounterStrike: who would disagree with me that this game took the gameworld by storm when it was 1st released. any gaming kid who do not know what is CS will be deemed as uncool. its was such a popular game. created by the same team which brought Half Life into the world it pits a terrorist against counter terrorist. simply kill and kill. however u want it but the basic principle is kill. brilliant multiplayer and its so good that gaming tournaments today still has this has one of the competition. and also a landmark for me as it was the 1st game that i had a taste of online battle. how good was i?well lets just say it provides a good base for me in Call of Duty 4.

3) Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare: some may scratch the head how this made into my top 3. well it made into most gamers top 5 FPS games. it outshines CS as it has a storyline and a brilliant war effect in its single player. its multiplayer is also brilliant with such realistic graphics and not mindless killings. forces u to think and outsmart your multiplayer opponent. with punkbuster most cheats online are kicked out. and really the pinnacle of my gaming life with this game as i garnered alot of respect online with my gameplay. hell, i made friends online because of this game. who says gaming robbed u of social life?:P next installment in this modern warfare series is due out this coming november. rest assured :.NS.: will be part of it.

2) Command and Conquer series: 1st had a taste of C&C back in early 90s when my bro plays it using the very2 and i really mean old computer. it was like stickman moving back then. gameplay and graphics improved termendously over the years but the game is still as fun as it was back then. very strategic game and it needs alot of brains to win games. i am probably an avid player of this series as i have alot of their games from Red Alert to Generals to Tiberium Wars. the game that got me into gaming. hoping they released a newer series soon.

1) Starcraft: another brilliant game. the best game that i have played back in 1998-2000. another strategic game. it was so well thought off from the brilliant storyline to very good graphics back then. the game is long and difficult but it doesnt get draggy because the storyline makes u feel like u r in a movie. u wanna continue and continue to see where the story goes. good ending for both the original and the expansion set and really is one of the best games created so far. so far the new Starcraft 2 has hitched alot of the technical problems that its release date have been pushed from end of 2008 to 2010? hopefully the new addition to the series wont pull the success the game has brought so far. patiently waiting for Starcraft 2 to be released.

Games to watch out for:

Flashpoint-same effect as C&C from the looks of it. out in oct 09'

Left 4 Dead 2- will it live up to the expectations of L4D?time will tell. out in nov 09'

Call of Duty 6- Cod4 revolutionised gaming warfare. can this feel up COD4 big shoes? out in nov

09'

Starcraft 2-with all this hiccups, lets hope they will revolutionised the gaming world with this new series and not bring down Starcraft reputation. *indefinite date of released*

Diablo 3- another one of hiccups. so far diablo have been good. could this ruin diablo reputation?time will tell..*indefinite date of released*

assassin creed 2-missed to buy Assassin Creed 1. looking foward to it. out soon.

Untitled

2009-09-04T18:23:00.003+08:00

yo2...back to posting about well nothing really. just finished with exams and now on attachments. as busy as A&E(SGH) was, i quite like it. and i was scared the living crap out of me to go there initially cos of "pressure to perform in a tense environment" it is pressurise as in the work but the staffs there are nice so it kind of release the pressure/workload. tired,shagged and sleepy yet i find it one of the most fun attachment i have ever been to(except A&E Ortho-it was the most dull..lols)i guess its down to the good staffs. good people all around in there..thumbs up from me..:)

as PRCP approaches and starting real staffnurse work in under 7months i have been thinking which department to go to launch my nursing career. so far in random order of 3-A&E,55(urology and HEENT) and possibly my PRCP ward and/or medical ward. that's the 3 i guess. as PRCP approaches as well, i am more confident in putting up IV lines, preparing I/M medications(god knows how horribly that went in assessment in year 2), ECG(from dont know placement to able to intepret just abit) and many2 more. i guess for nursing that is "practice really makes perfect" and that is no such thing as 1 time perfect. its a gradual improvement and what makes nursing unique is there is never ending in perfecting a technique no matter how simple or easy or basic it is.

till next time folks...adios!!

time to dust off me blog

2009-08-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello2...wats up people?wow..i can't believe how long i have abandon this blog. seriously, from pre-FYP to post FYP heck its post- all projects. o well, time to dust off me blog. seriously, i respect people who can constantly post their blog. they have such full and interesting life and have enough time to post. alright2..lets get on with business.

Lets see...what have happened in the past days i have not posted. lets start with FYP. it was a success in terms of my group but failed as a whole project cos not many people came to visit my booth. it was so squeezed together that no one noticed we are stuck in one end of the bloody atrium. overall i would describe it as fun but no i would'nt want to do it again. no thank u..

next...finished off with all the projects..finally...:) cannot tahan liao. but yesh!!! its done. wohoo!! FYP presentation was good. it was very organised and most likely A for FYP :) socio of work(one hell of a difficult presentation) was not as bad as we thought. got a B despite the slides being ready lets see...an hour before the presentation..lols..good job team on getting it done......

and hmmm last but certainly by far not the least. we celebrated Sha's birthday on 7th august(her birthday is on 8th but its a saturday so we celebrate it on the 7th). it was a meticulous planning but we gotta outfoxed the fox. lol..cos she's always the planner for this type of things. so we gotta think outside of the box. overall it was a good success. :) hope u like the prezzies mate. and since we are on the talk of birthday...today is......................singapore's 44th birthday!!! wohoo!! Happy National Day everyone. it was one hell of a good show/parade today and hope everyone recited the pledge at 8.22pm just now..:)

And that's about conclude it. wanted to go watch GI Joe but alas it didnt work out. rather not say about that. must keep this blog happy..:) lets see..this coming week will be short week. monday is National Day holiday. only goin to school on tues,wednesday and friday..wohoo!!! and all short periods..ahhh..time to focus on the exams coming up..o yeah all pictures from FYP and sha's birthday party please proceed to my facebook account...thank u..:) and on tat note adios mates!!

fairness

2009-07-18T12:54:00.002+08:00

yo2 back to posting today on what was supposed to be a poster making day but alas yana got sick..dont worry mate..just rest well..:)

for the 1st time in some time i got some real time behind the computer..lol..yep..barely have an hr a day to play games or even touch my com. so since i got time to think through what i have done or not done this past week something just can't help but pop in my mind. every week when i have this 'flashback' for the week i always must include whether i have hurt anyone(accidental or not) or help anyone and how i can improve myself further. and this week i can't help but feel i have not done enough to find out why a friend is feeling down. instead i have been flying with my own assumption(not good one i might add) which is just not nice of me. we all have our down days(many for some)and i could have tolerated it better. especially this few weeks with all the projects and assignments to do. it sucks the life out of everyone. note to self...dont be too insensitive of others...

but hey this past week is not all doom and gloom or insensitive or watever. for the 1st time in a long2 while the class was united in doing the FYP packing. it was so well organised(in my view) and everyone was working for one another. hell,we controlled it so well that we pwned the other class..LOL...like it or not we are in it together. and all of us share the same opinion of the FYP. look foward to more of the same till the end of this coming week. yes2...the booth show will be on 22/7/09 wednesday for the whole day in NYP atrium. come on in if u want. LOL..i can't believe i have just promoted the FYP booth..lols...alrighty...time to chill on my bed and probably dozed off again..lols...till next time adios mates!!

Pay it Foward

2009-07-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

yo...back to posting.

so anyways...was watching this movie on HBO/Star Movies Pay It forward. now, this is an old show but what interest me was about basicly the principles of the story. basicly this story is about a young boy who during a social studies class, his teacher challenged them to create a way to help the society. so what this kid thought off was "do favour/good deed for 3 people and those 3 people must also each do the same for another 3 people and it goes on" now that is of course a story, i dunno whether it is true. but think of it this way. IF people in this world could do such a thing, wouldnt it be great? we could even see poverty possibly going down, hell world peace could even happen.

now the question is...is it realistic? possibly not. it takes alot of effort for such a movement to happen. now i feel even if each person doesnt do a favour for 3 people, i tink even 1 is more than good enough. i just wonder if it were to happen in the real world and it spreads worldwide how much good it will do to society. question is...are people willing to do it?

Untitled

2009-07-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

hello...my blog has been quite erm left to rot actually. been tinking whether to keep posting or just remove this blog. but anyways since its active, i will TRY not to make it so down and gloomy in here. after the last 2 post, this blog feels like someone just died in here. now..lets get the sun back in....

well, the last 2 weeks have been quite good. 1st of all, completed finally my room "renovation" yes!! finally i wont roll down the bed. aaahhhh...more spacious. LOL..its much better and organised now than before. better place for my books and well notes i need are much easier to find now..xD now all thats left in my room is just SCV!!! then i can hibernate in my room for the hold day except maybe for food..lol..

next up...my progress in the gym seems good. inspired by the regulars there to pump myself up further. of course i am still at beginners level but i am getting there. for me a balance between cardiovascular and gym works is important. 2.4km run is a must and well getting more tanned nowadays. lol..

and well, finally i am off the "blues" LOL. the day just seems brighter it seems. smiling more and joking more....aaahhhhh...i feel refreshed..lol. back to my well errr poly self. and no i am not off the 'blues" cos i got a gf. that part....issshhh....still a sore missing point..xD

well....i will get down and gloomy abit just abit for this post. the world will miss one great icon. R.I.P MJ...the icon who created pop and revolutionised dancing. may god bless ur soul good man..

lets see...next few weeks....its goin to be the "hell" week. everything from assignments to assessments is next week. o well..guess life is fair. it gives ya 2 good weeks and gives ya weeks of hell. bring it on..LOL...good luck to my mates for the assessments...we will graduate together..:) till next time adios mates!!

One song

2009-06-23T15:39:00.002+08:00

if theres one song that likened to my life..it would be Breaking the Habit by Linkin park..the song music itself is ok but the lyrics describes how confused i am or used to be..

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime beforeI had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
*All rights of song belong to Linkin Park. Lyrics written by Mike Shinoda and Chester Bennington*

That was the song that will always be attached what i feel in the past. i just got stuck in with no where to turn or go and worst still i have no idea how i have gotten so deep in the "disease." anyways, for now the stupid feelings still comes to haunt me and each criticism i faced brings it closer. But i have a much better coping technique than what i have done in the past. for me now i always tink for every such a person theres always good real friends like sha,yan or yana or my family or my religion. what important is IF u have a good friend/family members or whoever please go and tell that person positive things. they may smile and laugh and look happy on the outside but only god knows how miserable they could be. always remember, its harder to give positive comments than negative comments. so make the point to always give positive comments. and just in case some pricks think this is how i garner sympathy then screw ya. i dont need sympathy i just want to feel belong and open people's eyes that most suicide cases occur because all they get is just negative comments or negative feelings. so stop being such a self-centred person and tink of other's feelings before mouthing others off.

i give up

2009-06-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

i just want to rant something. rant about my incompetency to blend in to society. i put a blame on my feelings on one of my classmates today. but really,upon closer inspection its me. in my whole life, i have always tried to blend in. try to flow with society. but i am always the odd piece to the puzzle.never cool enough to fit in. always the nerdy kid with huge bags in secondary school. moving on to poly, i thought i could fit in. for a short 2 years i felt i did. but now i just realised, i didnt move far. with the fake laughter and smile everyday,its not that hard to get deluded. borrowing a line from eminem "i just hide behind the tears of a clown". but in actual fact i am still the same lifeless bugger who lack social life so badly that gaming became my frend. its so bad that wen i want to go out for a movie, i struggle to find frends to go out with.

everyday, i wish i could be one of those guys who have big circle of frends. should i get badly injured or dead *touchwood* i will be just another unknown person passing on. i will probs wont be remembered by many. guess its time i accept the fact that i am wat those people describe me as...a lifeless poor looking kid who will be a footnote in history. o wait..i am soon no longer a kid..a lifeless adult.

thank you for listening to my rant...to whoever if any who reads this blog..soon this blog will torn down..for now this is the outlet of expression for me........

updates

2009-05-30T12:47:00.005+08:00

hello2..i cant believe this blog is becoming so dusty nowadays. starting aje semangat, after that lazy like crap to update. LOL. o well, at least it lasted this long this blog. LOL. anyways, wat updates up with me? nothing much. just more FYP stuffs and project deadlines to meet like the crappy Lit Review. -.- i love writing composition but writing Lit Review like the ultimate boring of all boring-ness. hahaha..i wonder got such thing. lol. & FYP is taking alot of our time. && the cost is mounting like f**k. ok2 enuff of ranting about FYP, must tink abt positive about it. wait..theres nothing positive about it. lol

Next....been going to gym alot nowadays as well. semangat lah..NAPFA/IPPT very the near. wait actually i dun really care much about that. go extra BMT go lah. good anyways to whip me further into shape. xD but the main reason go gym and running is i want to improve my self-image and fitness/health levels. as some of u will know i still awaiting reports from NHC regarding the condition of my heart(personally, i feel fine) cos of sum irregularities with my ECG(RBB). of course the proper thing to do is rest and not exert but i rather exercise my heart and see how far it can go. the more i rest the more fats will clogged my arteries so must as well run lah and go gym. LOL. besides, having a good body is good boost to anyone's confidence. :) and of course must have people to push me lah. the "bapak" and Seah are good motivators. LOL. and o yeah people "bapak" might have be boncet but he still run 2.4km very fast. hahhaha..

Ok lah enuff of that..this week the soccer world witness what beautiful football can do. and Barcelona demonstrated that brilliantly. the best side in the world this year with slick passing and movement. they have such all rounded squad that anyone can be a hero. u stop messi, xavi will provide the moment of brilliance. u stop Etoo, u got iniesta ochestrating the passes. u stop Henry,they got Etoo to score. how do u stop this team. answer: luck. so lets give a roll of applause and salute to Barcelona, their players, their coach Pep Guardiola, their Board and their fans. and i am happy Henry finally got his CL medal. now he gets the complete sets of medals he can achieved in his career.

oklah...tats about it for this post..till next time adios amigoes..

how should we live our life?

2009-05-14T16:41:00.006+08:00

back to posting. it seems this past week is more of wisdom week. hahaha. now after hearing wat people say about others or about me i began to wonder. how should we live our life. be nice to people and dont tell them off straight or be tell em straight to the face? should i express my anger or kip it to myself and worry about others feelings more? should i follow the changes some said or should i just do wat i normally do?
its weird. cos no matter how we deny it, but wat others comments make a big impact in life. so for me i rather live my life without telling others off and kip my anger in check. cos at least should i die *touchwood* tml then people will rmb me in good stead instead of bad way. besides telling people straight off is really demoralising. even though people may go "its ok i am used to it" they are just hiding the awful truth that the bad comment actually hurt em. most will feel that way. some are just really immune to it. lol. but even then i rather not take the chance to hurt someone. i know i have been insensitive to people's feelings at times but i tried my utmost best not to.
so now the question is. the person being criticised/advised should he/she changed his/her way to follow wat people say or live life how we want to live it? personally for me, i rather live my own life. some advices i will take others i will ignore. cos i know i am imperfect(some people will just say straight up i am not in the good look category) so instead of trying to be perfect for others i will just be perfect for myself. of course like i say some advices can be taken like i should smile more instead of having a stone-walled look. lol. but i feel if anyone wants to live how people want em to live then its just wrong. its ur life live it. people may tink they know u but in reality no one noes u like u know urself. once in a while, say sometink positive to urself cos a good praise from others is hard to come by but criticism is.
to end this. the question goes out to all readers of this blog. how should u live ur life?

*And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.*-abraham lincoln

Everyday is a gift not a given right

2009-05-09T10:48:00.009+08:00

So back to posting to ensure my blog dont overly collect dust. lols. anyways. this past week have been quite a good week. anyways, yesterday at lecture for HS3112-Adult Nursing 4, we were having a topic about Cancer.
So well they showed the vid of this 3 women who had terminal cancer. if i wasnt mistaken all of em had died by the time the vid was shown to us. it was so sad to see it. all their dreams and aspiration taken away from em by cancer. the common theme among all these people is no matter how suffering it is and knowing their impending fate, they still live life to the fullest everyday. each day they woke up they thanked god for giving em another day.
So this got me to tink "if i were *touchwood* to faced death tomorrow have i live my life to the fullest of joy?" reminicising thru my thoughts and i found i havent. i am always upset over small things.i am always pushing things to tomorrow tinking i always wake up to see another day. yet this people have a humongeous problem and they are happy and thankful to see another day. so people whoever is reading this post, remember, never be sad or look down on urself cos life is too short to do so,smile and always tink positive. any day god could take back our life. be thankful we can see another day. Do wat u always want to do, say to those whom u love u love em and happy to be with em. and for all those single people, if u have a crush on someone pluck up the courage to express ur thoughts to em. life's too short to have regrets,so go out there and enjoy urself while we still have life.

*Each day's a gift not a given right*

Post Chalet

2009-04-08T11:05:00.003+08:00

hello2...back to posting. just an update on my life. hehehe. lets see. finished attachment last week and chalet(mon-tues) and now looking foward to resting. and oooohhh..got my reviewed result for adult nursing. i improved from C to B and GPA improves by............0.014..wtf!!! so little effect..bloody hell...lols...and here i am hoping it will improve by like 0.2 plus..hahaha..fat hope G. hehehe..o well..cant blame me from hoping..hahaha..

Anyways let start about the chalet since i already about the attachment in my last post. my class(NR0715)organised a chalet at loyang terrace chalet..something like that. lols..was like planned weeks and months before the actual thing. actually it was before my ward 56 posting. actually its last year planned. lols...well planned of course by sha and co...woke up earlier than i would have like to pack my bags and off i go to meet yana, then on to yanti's house. biaselah i am the logistics man. help carry the stuffs. reach the chalet around errrr....12.40pm. and guess wat??we were the only ones there..lol...the rest were all like late. and no key sumore to enter. and the best part is after we were all there we cant collect the key till like 3pm(after our rants they agreed to let put our stuff 1st and give us keys at 2.45pm). then just help out with funhouse prep and playing game. luckily me never kene do the dare...lol...luck of the draw...lols..then bbq and just chilling and eating for like 4 hours...lols...then bathe and prep for funhouse. funhouse is really fun. nothing more to say abt it..hahaha. then off the jacuzzi for sum resting in the nice warm.......water lah...hahaha. and tgh syiok2 relax then yana said she saw sunrise(sunrise indicates its abt 5.45)so we go back lah to the chalet to slp for a while. skali its only 5am. lol. o well..slp like pig till abt 9am. tt also becos sumone called me at 8.45..-.-" then just prep to go home and let em check the house. in all tis midst sumhow the ladle was lost. we had to pay a compensation of 1.60...wth!! we didnt even know there was 2 ladles in the 1st place. lesson learnt: check everything b4 using it.lol...and thats abt the chalet...hahaha

off to this morning Champions league result:1st leg quarterfinals

Man utd 2 Porto 2

Villareal 1 Arsenal 1

of course i am happy with the draw for arsenal...wohoo...so close to going through..cmon u gunners!!! lets win this trophy for the 1st time in our history..cmon!!!! and i must say the man utd porto result was unexpected..hahaha..too bad..it could be Porto going thru instead of man utd..haha..now thats something.

oklah...thats abt it for this post. just before i go off..check out my clan's official webpage. http://www.gametracker.com/clan/naturalselection/
this is what have kept me from this blog..hahaha. as much as i can i will dedicate my remaining free time of my free time to this clan...lol..till the next post adios peeps...

the "so long never update idiot"post

2009-03-29T19:28:00.003+08:00

yo2...wassup peeps?? i have been AWOL from this blog for sometime. y u asked?(not that many will ask)..well simply bcos i am too bz with attachments and exams and well my gaming clan is more important. so yeah...either i am bz at work or bz at home playing game. so i neglect this blog. its gets very2 dusty now. o well...should be more post coming up about ward 44 attachment and 09' chalet. wooot!!!

so just a slight update on life. lets start with exams....i did well for exams actually. GPA go up again. constantly on the up. cmon G!!! push for 3.0...so close now to 3.0...GPA is 2.7++ and could go up further thanks to error on adult nursing marking. yes error!!! after GPA came up then they realised the error. wat the hell!! and they recall us all back from attachment on thursday just for that. a 20 mins worth of apology!!! cmon..i accept ur apology just give me my marks..:P..so thanks to Ms rosie tan for the taxi ride back to NYP..hahahaha...

anyways other than that. ward 44 attachment have been fun so far. the nurses are so good to us so far. me personally i have to say special thanks to staffnurse Joy. guided me in taking my 1st case. and i admit i did well...lols...other than she was nice enuff to guide me along in other parts of nursing. look foward to final week there. 4 mornings...woot.panda eyes by the end of the week. i shall this now. i regret signing sponsorship with SGH...cos.....cos....NHC looks fun..xD hahaha...just kidding. i may after my 3 years with SGH go to NHC..sis..i would recommend ya to NHC should u decide to come back here. its a nice place there.

oklah...thats all for today. more to come in the coming weeks...till next post...adios peeps..

the "so dusty" blog

2009-02-10T22:27:00.007+08:00

Hey2...back to posting after a 1 month long hiatus. hahaha..why? lets just say i am too buzy with attachment to even think about posting. i am done with attachment. 4 weeks of fun,at times crazy at ward 56. from the B2-A station all the staffs are fun and good to talk to. but i have to say the A station staffs may just edged out in terms of fun and guidance for us student nurses. good ward to go to for student nurses to learn alot about cardiovascular and cardiothoracic(surgical).

the attachment group......thanks to sha camera..

Besides that....it was also my birthday on 8 feb. didnt celebrate anything cos i was having diarrhoea. wat a day to have diarrhoea. hahaha. o well..managed to muster up energy to go to causeway point to buy a watch(my mom's give to me) i won't say how much it costs but it just make me appreciate my mom more. and a present for myself i also bought myself iTouch yesterday.hahaha. there goes my $$ but it is certainly money worth spending on. hahaha. ytd also the day where the remains of the attachment group went to eat at popeye at Singapore Flyer. and they also celebrate my birthday there. didnt expect it so i have to say thank u to khatijah,sha,yana and michelle..thanks peeps. here the pics again courtesy of sha,yana....

the remains of the attachment peeps. from left: sha,me,yana,michelle and khatijah.

the cake...its so yummy!!!! even my mom agrees with me...hahahahahaha...

oklah...that's about it. really been a fun,tiring outing. had alot of fun with u peeps. and special thanks to michelle for following me to Suntec to get my iTouch. so statisfied that i got my iTouch. finally. my crave is done. hahahaha. now time to start focussing on my exams. so dull today cos i was at home whole day studying and playing games. sigh. exams rolling in. i am quite confident this time around. BRING IN ON!!!! hahahaha...oklah...that's about it...till next post..adios peeps...

The past week thus far

2009-01-11T16:22:00.002+08:00

alrite2..back to posting about the past week. lets start off. been a so-so week. monday-wednesday quite a long day. cos of projects and so on. tiring but at the same time quite fun. anyways,finish my semester actually this week. cos this coming monday i am off to attachment. SGH for 4 weeks. quite excited for it. hahaha.

anyways, this week oso is the week i got my contact lenses. yep..got it on thurs. took me about 30 mins to properly wear it. hahaha. scared lah. hahaha. and for the whole of thursday i wasn't feeling comfortable with it in my eye. but slowly adjusted to it. tried it again on saturday and it was much2 better. yep on duty for saturday's NYP open house. quite fewer people came on Saturday compared to thursday or friday. so quite a chill job. and the most damn-est part is most of the pretty gerls came with their bfs. -.-...damn it. how want to layan lah dey..damn..hahahaha.

lol o yeah this is the week Faizal tried to get me going with this girl who is a year older than me.hahaha. felt weird lah to ask for her number at the end of lunch cos i just know her for 1 hr lah. if longer than i would definitely have done so. n o yeah she have those sweet looks.hahaha.. if only she reads my blog..hahahaha..fat hopes ghazali..she will never read ur blog. ah well. if fate has it we will meet again..:) melepas aku tak tanye number die...grrr..bodoh lah ghazali..grrr....hahaha..wat to do??ni lah kalau malu2 sangat.hahaha.btw Faizal i appreciate it cos u cared for ur frend.thks mate.other than that its been quite a normal week. that's about it for this post. till next time adios peeps..:)

The Small papaya in a big papaya

2009-01-03T18:29:00.004+08:00

ok...my 1st post of 2009. and my 1st post of the year will be about this papaya. yes a papaya. sounds boring. hahaha. but really i found it rather cool about this papaya. why u ask? lets see. usually papaya is just 1 big thing u always see right? well, this papaya my dad bought had a small little papaya inside the big papaya. 2 papayas. hahaha. well take a look at the pics.....the little papaya inside the big papaya. what are the odds of that happening????

there are the little ones. its tasted sweet according to my dad.

and i didn't know someone was really interested in this pics. hahahaha. but apparently my dad said someone was willing to buy and i say again BUY my pics. cos this is a rare wait super rare find. a mini papaya inside a papaya. so i say let the bidding begin!!!:P hahahaha..oklah on that note adios peeps!!

New Year

2008-12-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

yo2 peeps. wassup?lol that line seems to be used very frequently by me nowadays. hahaha. anyways,another year comes to an end in about an hour plus time. this year have been good. well somewhat good since the good outweighs the bad. and about my resolution for this year..hmmm...lets see

much more frends.-checked
reconcile wit old nemesis.-errrr...cant say..hahaha
improve my grades-checked
improve my self image.-checked
watch more TV!!-errr...checked..does this mean good??hahaha
more time for games!!-errr...checked..again same qns is it good??hahaha
playin soccer wit frends!!(tis yr whole year has been a "no-show"for soccer)-checked
maintain weight and have bigger muscles??-checked and unchecked..

well...not that bad actually. almost had all the resolutions done. well. actually i did more than i had for my resolution. so 2008 a year of success for me. in terms of my life but when it comes to footballing front been quite disappointing year for my beloved arsenal. o well..my life matters more.hahaha.

so on to 2009 resolution. lets see. 2009 looks to be important year for me in terms of poly cos i will in my year 3. the all important year 3. my final year as a polytechnic student and the year they say its the "make or break" year. besides that i got other stuffs on my mind that i really want to do in 2009. like getting my driving license. others is just basicly improving myself. basicly i just want to challenge myself further and imrpove myself more. besides my own benefits i would also love to have some peace in 2009 after a hectic few years of war in the world. and hope singapore can ride this economic storm that is brewing away.

on to my resolutions for the year 2009:

Improve my grades further and hopefully a GPA of 3.
Get my major project 2009 done
Improve my self-image
Get my driving license
Get angry less
Be more sociable(people think i am too "boring and action looking" when they dunno me)
Buy more Arsenal stuff(hehehe..bro u better rmb this!!)
Exercise and play soccer more

well i think thats about it. certain peeps of mine want me to have a GF soon.hahaha..i won't put that as my resolution cos that's tad too hard. ;p hahaha. its a very do-able list and if i don't do almost all this resolution than its quite a failure. in fact some of them i have already started out. in the minor phases. anyways, as i am writing this the final hour of 2008 has already began to tick down. so goodbye 2008 and thank u for the memories. regardless whether they r good or bad memories. its still a memorable 2008. now to 2009. the final year of my teenage life. May 2009 be a year of joy and full of good memories to all people out there and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! till the next post and my 1 post of 2009 adios amigoes and senoritas!!:)

the hols so far......

2008-12-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

hello2...back to posting today about the week so far. well nothing of note happen. besides the footballing side. lol. anyways, this week has just been jam-packed with projects. thank goodness finish 1 liao, just left with 1 more to do. that will leave it till the school reopens. anyways, the project discussion was a success since it was the whole group that met together and discuss. not just a small portion and hey it finished fast cos of tt. hopefully no more bickering among ourselves. well that's it about the study front. and ohh,i also involved in the open hse. all "year 2 nursing students" have to be involved..-.-..and i will be the friendly guide. errr...provide the tour of nyp..hahahahaha..meh,a chance to meet more people and expand my social network.hahaha

Into the footballing front. Singapore K.Oed against the vietnamese and i would say we were pretty unlucky in the 2nd leg but hey we rode our luck in the 1st leg. so i guess the more clinical vietnamese deserves to go thru. and kudos to the fans who turn up and tried to re-create the moment of the 'kallang roar'...alas, not to be we were K.Oed by a lapse in concentration in defend and a very2 blunt strikeforce. and of course after that defeat Arsenal then decided to take the headlines for the wrong reasons. 1st Cesc got injured(out for 4mths) then adebayor got send off for a second bookable offence. what a rubbish ref. if he got sent off for that then lucas should be sent off 3 times. horrible officiating. enough of that i guess..lol..

well that's about it actually. hopeful can go out to sentosa with my peeps this week before the school reopens. lets hope to find some time this week k people...hahahahaha...anyways,that's about it lah..anyways,to all my those who celebrate christmas, may u have a jolly good Christmas!!till next time its me signing off...adios peeps!!!

update

2008-12-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

ok2...back to posting...i know my blog is becoming rusty by the minute. hahahaha. lazy lah to update. besides i have been branded "slacker" so i must keep up to that labeling rite. -.- yeah this week have been a f**k week on erm social terms. hahahhaa..on the study front i have been doing quite well actually. a slacker doing well in 2 tests possibly 3 if u want to count bio(which i think will B) doesn't seem to bad. B for Stats and A for research methods capped a good week on the study front. other than that its been a shitty week. lets start....

1st of all my nephew got sick. apparently DKA(DiabeticKetoAcidosis)which is basicly meaning very2 high concentration of sugar in the blood for all the layman out there. so admitted to KKH and diagnoses with Type 1 Diabetes. so sad. small kid already like that. so have to curb his sugar intake. its more sad to see him in hospital with all the blood taking and hypocount monitoring. and all those IV lines to keep him hydrated. so sad. that's y i can't work in the peads unit. i am pity them too much that i won't be able to take care of em professionally.

then my after all that, my mom got hemorrhoids. rush her to A&E(TTSH) in the morning. luckily the bleeding site has started to clot so they just give her suppository and haemorrhage medicine and go home. and right smack in the middle of all this madness i had a mate in school calling me a "slacker"...-.-...no comments. and all this accumulates to stress. n i can't get stress. the moment i stressed myself out i will have left sided chest pain. most likely musculoskeletal problem cos my ECG seems fine. now u know y i slack. i can't get stressed. thank u very much for contributing to my chest pain for the whole of thursday and friday.

and on top of all that...arsenal are playing like s**t...grrr...song,diaby,bendtner u guys are just a bunch of useless buggers. grrr...sign a DM pls mr wenger. hahaha..as if he reads this blog. but really it saddens me to see how useless arsenal have become now. we used to be the invincibles now we are just a bunch of pussies who always back out of strong physical teams. haiz...o yeah arsenal u are a fraction cause of that chest pain. dumb crap.-.-... n o yeah i pulled my shoulder muscle after carrying the korban meat back to my home..wth..hahaha...-.-..

oklah...thats about it. on hols now btw..hahahaha...so unlikely to update that much..so on that note adios peeps..:)

update for the week

2008-11-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

alrite2 back to updating....hmmm this week has been quite a ok2 week. its quite damn actually that i have back to back nursing lab theory and practical. on a hindsight, it was quite good cos all i study for this week. hahaha...hmm on to theory..quite a easy paper considering it was tough as crap last sem. barely enuff time to finish the paper..wait..i didnt complete the paper. hahaha..hoping to get around C or B at least. then the pracs today. n yes its the 1st day of tests today. n i always go into the guinea pig grp. usualy 1st day curse=most people fail on 1st day. BUT today the curse was lifted cos none from my class failed today and rumours has it many from other classes did well as well. HURRAY!!!hahaha..yes i passed the pracs today. thks to the lecturer for being kind. :) other than that, i didnt do much expt for the soccer tournament last sat which didnt make it pass the 1st rd after waiting for 6hrs? yes2 no excuses but seriously i was tired of waiting by the time match started. o well. theres always other tournament. next week theres one. 7 v 7..cmon team we can go far!!!
well next week also another week full of test. stats and bio. n of course presentation as well. o well...at least its more happening..lol..n i dunno whether i will be involved in the open hse or not..lol.. i didnt update my no so i have no idea whether they msg me or not. lol.. ok la..thats abt it for this post. till the next one adios amigoes and senoritas..yes bun..i would luv to learn spanish..lol..

Muneera's birthday

2008-11-16T13:59:00.004+08:00

hello2 peeps..back to posting today...alrite...posting about.....muneera's birthday on friday...well. it was quite well planned actually. honestly saying, i only knew about the birthday thru friendster alert..lol..so i just asked em(sha,yana,yanti) wat they planned to do.n the plan was already in place. lol. n being a dude, i dont go to shop for gerls' stuff so i just contribute my share n let em buy wat they tink she likes/suits her..lol..they bought for her bag & slipper. on to friday....waited for yana @ abt 1010am but she came late..lol..helped her carry the stuff n on we go to school.. prep everything n waited for her to be "lured"into the trap...hahahahaha..& all tis while, yana n yanti are excited..hahaha..wait..they have been excited since the day b4..hahaha..of course she was happy la at the surprise but aida's bday surprise was the best cos she cried...lol...thks to tt cn kacau her till nw..:P...hahahaha...i am so evil...alrite la..i am tired of typing...so here goes the pics.........the cake...frm top left(clockwise):me,shan,aida,wang ping,sha, bday gerl muneera,yana & yanti...

alrite...other than tt..practise st soccer wit my team for the tournament...& after so long dh tk main bola i looked helplessly out of touch...nehmind...i will b much betta for the tournament..hahaha...we cn surely win one..:) alrite la on tt note..adios peeps..

life update

2008-11-06T21:08:00.002+08:00

alrite back to posting...been quite lazy to post recently...too drained out from skool to do much posting...hahaha..anyways..life has been the same lately to update anything interesting..haha..alritelah..about this week...hmm...usual stuffs...monday-8am..hw sad is tat..a 8AM CLASS!!!!!!lol...mentally draining day full with lectures...the lecture day..lol..home @ 1700 hours..tues-9 am for project..and a certain argument broke out...well..we are all professional enough to continue on with the project as if nothing happen for the sake of project completion. ends skool @ 1700 hours..
wed-started @ 9am and finish @ 3pm with clinical lab as last lesson...really pushing hard in clinical lab to do the skills so that we all can passed the clinical lab assessment. then after that went to BBDC for my practice session. walk as slowly as i can as i got alot of time.hahahaha...and also the day when Obama is voted as the next American President..congrats to him..the 1st black president in US history. hope that is the turning point in the crisis in the world. make the economy back to where it was before if not better.
today-started @ 9am again for project. professional enough again to continue doing the project. and the day where stats is the main course of the day. for god sakes, that has to be the most mind-draining module ever taken by me in NYP. ridiculous freaking maths. lol..n still my head hurts now cos of that. haiz..n tml its @ 8am...8AM!!!!!grrrr!!!!! where's my sleep...hahaha..going to go to bed early today.cannot tahan liao..so tired..lol..okla..thats all for tis post..till next time adios peeps...

the cukur rambut of Ian Dhia Qistina

2008-10-29T18:45:00.003+08:00

alrite2 back to posting...well..tis post is actually abt the sunday cukur rambut of my cuzzin's daughter Ian Dhia Qistina..cool name rite?lol..hmm...mus make a note to myself to put my future children's name oso sound cool like hers..lol...alrite...went there at abt 2plus and sat there n eat n chill till abt 1530 n off we go back home..too hot to jus stay there...the weather has been very2 the hot lately..cannot tahan..lol..n oso tis was my sis' last outing b4 goin back there..1 more yr b4 i see her here again..hopefully next time ard she comes back for real n stay here n work..:p...hahaha...

presenting....Ian Dhia Qistina...cute isnt she?o well most babies r cute..lol..

well...i could have posted this sooner but i hv been quite tired esp on monday cos of lack of slp..slept for jus 3 hrs b4 waking up to send my sis to the airport..dun mind really...lol..after tat went to my sis-in-law aunt's place for "hari-raya"...see hw tired i was after tat..lol...btw i slept for 3 hrs cos i watch soccer between West Ham and Arsenal..of course the gunners win..hehehe..n all tat add together= a very tired me..luckily tues was class started at 12..hehehe..okla...tats all abt tis post..till next time adios peeps..

the past week

2008-10-25T13:46:00.003+08:00

alrite..back to posting about the week...nothing much happen in skool..the same boring lessons..n for god sakes stats is sucking the life out of me...i cant stay awake tat much..trying my best but still i open my eyes without anything registering..so sad...haiz..hw like tat?sumore got test coming up on week 8..-.-..n project discussions aldy lined up...basicly i will hv no life starting tis coming week..9am routine again..-.-..penat2..thk goodness tis weekend long weekend..more rest b4 having my life suck out of me...grrrr...the crazy nyp life has restarted and the best part is i got a freaking attachment from week 14 onwards..then after tat exams..-.-..hw like tat?grrrr...n from initial talks my whole class is involved in the open hse...wtf...all so squeezy...-.-..

okla..i better stop ranting..mus take one step at a time..lol..so anyways..last sunday went to watch Max Payne wit my sis...the movie was based on a video game for ur update...it looks interesting but the movie lack the plot n only the action scenes saved it from being a super crappy movie..so i will give it 2.5/5 stars..

so anyways...tats tat..nw to the upcoming week...sis goin back there on monday..quite sad really cos my crazy partner is goin off..lol...so nw i cn only go crazy by myself...lol..n oso red alert 3 is releasing on tat day...definitely goin to get tat..hehehe...geek for games...lol...any FPS and strategic games i like..but sadly...i doubt i hv much time to play the games considering my bz schedule..lol..so anyways..other than tat its deepavali on monday...so HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all indian people celebrating it..:) alrite la...tats all for tis post..until next time seeya ppl..

the saturday outing

2008-10-19T00:22:00.004+08:00

alrite2...back to posting...goin to blog abt today's hari raya outing with my family...alrite..went out at abt 3pm to one of cousin's hse for a open hse...i tink..lol..well..did i get duit raye?errr...no..lol..yeah..its hard to get duit raye nowadays..hahaha..understandable wit my age(18 is classified old apprently)...n o yeah..i finally said it..one of my cousin( i tink) pretty la..oo tat sound so wrong..lol..from there went to my aunt's hse on my maternal side...n thks very much bro for making 2 trips so u cn pick us up..:)..hahahahaha...so long nvr visit em..of course my aunts there has been very generous since i was small so i got duit raya...n its so nice to visit em after so long not seeing em..frm there went to my family's close frends since god knows wen..lol..very tired by the time reaches there..lol..& frm there home...aaaahhh...so tats all for the trip..i hate describing things too much..:P...

pics taken while waiting for bro...lol...

b4 i end tis..i hv to say i really appreciate wat my classmates did wen i was sick..u all kept asking me hw i am n etc on wed clinical lab after i came despite still being sick...it was rare experience for me n i really appreciate it...these small things tat make my day so thank u very much..:)..alrite on tat note adios peeps...

The "belated post of hari raya walk"

2008-10-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

ok2...tis is way to belated of a post...but anyways...today post is about the jln raya on sat wit my ex msl mates...well...my post wont be as exciting as zaha's jln raye post but i will still write it..lol..anyways...sat jln raye was quite mild cos it was to b 4M3 jln raye but ended up only abt 6 of us actually went..-.-...so nw it became ex-msl jln raye cos the rest of msl gang join in..went to hilman's hse 1st ate n move to rasul where we converged wit the "rest of msl"...at rasul is where we were stuck for abt 2hrs cos of PS3..-.-...guitar hero to cod4 then finally we move out butts out..went to saiful then hazirah then hadi then mine...after mine...the "rest of msl" left whhile the remaining went to bun...was suppose to go to malik after tat but we were all too tired so tk jadi..reach home ard 11.45-12...

taken at my hse...

alrite la...so basicly tats my lazy hari raya post..lol..anyways...started skool today..-.-..@ 8am..-.-..o well...life is goin to b less hectic hopefully tis sem..i hope tis sem moves slow..cos i really dunwan to go to yr 3...lol...so wit tat adios peeps...

Bro Open Hse

2008-10-05T20:43:00.008+08:00

yo2..back to posting...alrite...on sat went to bro hse for open hse..well..free food n drinks i just cant sit at home and do nothing rite..lol..so despite looking shagged after fri PM shift woke up early on sat( 9am is still early for me) n went to siap2 b4 goin off...n the most crappy thing is kene angkat the barang2...-.-..so tired from carrying pts frm IMH still kene carry barang..lol..o well..guess my so called "exercise"..hahaha...anyways..we also celebrated my bro's bday s part of the occasion..lol..my bro turned 37th on tues..so we just celebrated it on sat..easy mah..anyways, tat cheapskate dun wan to blanja us...lol..so anyways..heres the photos......

the hse..nice ehk..lol..

the buffet set...well..wat cn b seen of the buffet set..dun ask wat i am doin..lol..

the bday cake...home-made..

the bday boy err i mean old boy n his family...
our "hiding place" from all people...ok..i am nt posing...its jus tat to prevent ppl frm banging me wit the door..lol..

sis,me,mom n my niece...

ok2...tats all for tis post...till next time..which is hopefully soon..adios amigoes and senoritas..:)

Hari raya!!!

2008-10-01T19:25:00.007+08:00

yo2...back to posting...finally..after a long-hard, tiring and many more adjectives i just so lazy to type in month of ramadhan we r finally celebrating HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI today!!!WOHOO!! s usual nothing much happened..the same usual routine of family gathering in the morning after the prayers and just rest till we go out for visits to my aunts hses..it make look like a light schedule but i am so tired rite nw cos i was working mornings for mon n tues then wake up early again today for prayers and ytd nite slpt late to help wit kemas2 so yeah i am pretty worn out nw..but hey..still thks to my sis took sum pics of hari raya..hehehe..so here goes.....

my hse for hari raya..b4 the imps dirtied the place..lol..

my family..

ok people...change seats!!!

ta-dah..role reverse..lol
mom n dad while waiting to go up to one of my aunt's hse

me..after coming back..looked so tired..lol..

alrite tats all..i am too shagged to type any further...till fri adios peeps..

exam result post

2008-09-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

ok2..back to posting today about my result..lol..released last week tues..hmmm...hows the result?better than i anticipated it to be..at least improvement from last sem..lol..but sum result quite disappointing..like bio..again failing to get an "A"..haiz..just cant seem to break the curse..haiz..ok2..heres the result

GPA=2.586-improvement of 0.043..lol
Adult nursing=C
Mental Health=C+
Nursing Lab=D+
Bio=B
Pharmacology=A
Abn Pysch/Behavior mod=C
Nursing Practice(attachment)=B
Health Info=B

I would say i am more than statisfied with the result...just left to improve further..finally2..i got a f***ing A..lol..the elusive A finally reach me..now..just to further improve this for next sem..

the "prevent my blog frm being dusty"post

2008-09-01T21:01:00.002+08:00

ok2...finally a post..lols...again no pics la dey malas..post tis jus to prevent it frm being dusty..acutally it has considering my last post was almost a month ago..well..nothing much have changed from that tyme till nw..exams r over..hols on till attachment starts on the 15sept..n of course for all muslim in the world..today marks the day of our 1st puasa month..1st ramadhan..

ok lets start wit the exams..ratings on possible results i might get..

Adult Nursing=hope for an A for this one..but most likely a B or worst of all a C

Abnormal psych/behavior modification=tis one has to go down as a scrape fpr a pass..lols..

Mental Health=possible A or at most worst a C..

Biological Science=ehhh...possible A..paper was quite decent..but sumhow my gut feeling tells me i am goin to get another B for this..sigh..

Pharmaco=the most surprsing paper of the lot..easier than i thought...which scares me considering the paper i will always assume "ok" or "easy" always end up on the wrong end of the spectrum..possible A or B..

alrite nw i am on hols..lols..wat hv i been doing?well nothing much..gaming..n buy new games..hahaha..yes i am lifeless bugger who sits infront of the comp or PS3 n jus play it..hahaha..bought Rainbow 6:Vegas 2(PC) and Grid(PS3)..Grid damn hard la..slowly getting used to it..o yeah..i am impressed wit the new gaming store at causeway pt..sells cheaper games but good names..may used tat as my port of call for all my games..since its puasa month..i am basicly goin to slack more at home so as not to overexert my self..lols...okla..tats all for tis post..till next time..which is hopefully not my hari raya post adios from me..

The "finally a post"post

2008-08-05T18:35:00.002+08:00

yo2...wats up peeps?sori abt not blogging tt much recently..been bz n at the same tyme bored n too upset to blog..lol...bz n upset linked together..y?..cos my god damn PC blow up..to b exact my vid card..it was all blackened at the back...wat the hell happen i dunno...nw i did wan to show u the burned part but sumhow....my phone has broken down nw..:(..ok..tis is sum sort of shit bad luck happening to all my electrical appliances..nehmind..so had to dismantled my old com n refix certain parts to my laptop to get internet n games..lol..n it worked..lol..my mini desktop..bought my new com over the weekend..sat wen to buy it at Sim Lim Square..features?intel quad duo,kingston 4gb memory card,seagate 640GB(2 partition)hard drive,nVidia 9800GX2, asus striker 2 motherboard,Xfi xtreme gamer soundcard,750W power n a cheap LG dvd drive..lol..casing looked like a generator..lol.....new com nicknamed "The Generator"..lol..so yeah had it fix on sat but got prob n had to return to Sim Lim to check wat the hell happen on sunday..n its god damn heavy u know having to transfer tis thing...damn tiring weekend...lol...finally2...it worked!!!! this thing made COD4 like a easy pie..lol..

oso wat has happen to me since i gone quiet in the blog..well...hp spoil,bought my PS3 combo..wohoo...PASS MY BCLS!!!!!!yeah!!n2..more motivated nw to go to gym n work out..lol..okla...tyme for me to sign off..adios ppl..

The "to prevent blog rotting"post

2008-07-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

hey2...wats up mate?yeah2..been very lazy to blog lately..yeah LAZY..ehh..no one reads my blog anyways..lol..i tink...nothing interesting has happen anyways for me to blog...the same old skool routine...still on COD4 TC clan..feel free to visit us at http://www.freewebs.com/toughcuntz ..so anyways..tis week starts the BCLS..life saving..hallo2..r u ok?help call ambulance 995..chest compression n ventilator..lol..it seems kinda cool to do it..esp the dudes who tink u cn get a free mouth to mouth..lol..but once u start doin esp entering the 4th cycle..u start to feel the pinch..lol..so far..so gd..confident tat i will pass..lol..hopefully i cn get my BCLS cert..so anyways..tats abt the update i hv..lazy la...will likely to post more over the weekend..so till then adios..

the week update

2008-07-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

hello2 peeps..i am back to posting abt the week...hmm..tis week hv been up n down..actually alot of down then up actually..n am pissed off a little s i am typing tis so yeah definitely alot of downs then ups..alritela..lets start in the order of the day...

Monday-lets see...the worse day of my life..tormented me for the rest of the week cos of my failure in my 1st attempt of the clinical prac assessment..haiz..n worse of all..i injured my hand after the ampoule broke..ouch..

Tuesday-errr...feeling lousy cos of monday..went home n drowned my sorrow by gaming..n all my peeps there cheered me up..lol..n sori yeah ppl(as if they read my blog..pfft)for killing u guys too much to relieved my couped up frustration..lol...

Wednesday-errr...determined to show wat i cn do...still feeling lousy but had tis determination mood slowly returning to me..had a mock reassessment wit my clinical lect..shes one of the strict lects u cn ever find..but all in all tink she wans us to b better nurses..n god damn tired...

Thursday-continued my practice..n oso the day the new aircon was fixed...another tiring day cos hv to clean liao after they finished..n the rearrangement back of furnitures r reali back-breaking..lol..yeah sis...ur room new arrangement liao..lol..

Friday-the day where i hv mixed feelings...happy cos i passed my reassessment...WOHOOO!!n thought of goin out celebrating but lazy liao..lol..jus kidding abt celebration...lol...btw..the lect who took me for assessment damn nice ah..lol..n oso i was pissed off at sumtink..if tat person is reading tis post..for god sakes..its ok today cant go out..but nt replying my sms jus pissed me off to the max..i wan to rant more abt it but i rather nt cos i dun wan to hurt ppl feeling tat much..pfft..i wonder ppl will do tat to in return..

Sat-errr...COD4 day..lol..literally..jus sat there n kick ass..lol...Hitman_G rocks..lol..n all in all today fun...

Sun-errr...watching Hancock tml wit hafiz n bun...likely to watch ah barring any late change of plans...n hope to hv fun...lol..

alrite tats all for tis post..till the next post adios amigoes n senoritas...

Long Overdue Post

2008-07-01T22:26:00.005+08:00

hey2 mates...back to posting..alrite...tis is sumwat a belated post of the Euro08 Final..i did wanted to post ytd but jus tat my mood was off ytd after a f**k day at skool...i will touch on tat later on...anyways to the final..wat cn i say...Spain jus deserved it...tis r the pics of glory courtesy of Eurosports...

the Spanish team..nt the final team..casillas the captain

Fernando "El Nino" Torres..the hero in the final..

the trophy lift...hw i wish tat was arsenal lifting a champions league trophy..lol..

all i cn say is...Spain truly deserved it...they play fluid football wen needed n wen their backs are foreced against the wall they scraped for a win..Holland may rule the grp stage but Spain is the most consistent team i hv seen thru out tis tournament...the age of spain looks like its jus begun wit all the new stars coming into the team..Daniel Guiza in particular looked good wen given a few chances to shine...n o yeah..david villa...top goalscorer of the tournament n Xavi player of the tournament..hw did tat happen i dunno...i feel casillas shld b the player of the tournament..

anyways...besides the Euro win...i had a f**k day at skool on monday...i failed my clinical lab assessment n had to go for retest on fri...nw...dun get me wrong...i am nt down cos of the failure..but i am down cos of the way lecturer said to me "i predicted u wld fail cos u didnt practice"..wat the?i didnt practice..ok2..i am nt goin to justify myself...but seriously..tat wasnt needed after a failure..n sumhow during assessment i broke the ampoule..jus didnt go my way...wat happen to my luck was jus unbelievable..haiz..nehmind..i will moved on..anyways..today thought i will flop big tyme for my bio...cos i jus had no mood to study ytd..but sumhow..a miracle happen..i scored A for the test..lol..wen i least expected an A i scored it..nw..thks to tat..i have the wind back in my sails..cmon retest..i am coming for ya!!!! n thks to all my frends who tried to console me back...even in a crappy way..lol..i appreciate tat very2 much..n nw i am out to prove wat i am capable of!!on tat note..adios mates...

the mix mood post

2008-06-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

hello2 peeps...havent been blogging lately...bz wit skool n stuffs..anyways...hws my week been?quite ok...everything happened according to plan...well almost...sum thing has jus left me stunned..nvrmind abt tat...anyways..tis week i am preoccupied wit my clinical theory test and projects...argh!!n of course Euro08...

ok lets start wit theory test...hmm...rated the paper s "so-so" but i tell u the tyme given was crap..hw the f**k u expect us tat many writing stuffs in 50mins...crazy or wat..stupid idiot who set the timing..no way in hell cn i complete tat paper without doin it without tinking carefully thru the qns..grrrr...will cost me loads of marks..damn...pissed off...nehmind..wats past is past..lets look forward to the clinical practical...

nw to Euro08...i got it rite by saying germans will go to the final...sumtink abt tis germans tat make me say tat..they r tis gritty team which will grind out results if needed..they r like the german panzer tank..no matter hw many hits u throw at it,it will still carry on smashing anyone in its path...for the final...my mind says germans...but my heart wans spain..i reali wish Spain will win...y?bcos they deserved it after playing sum exquisite football...n of course Cesc deserved to win sumtink..hahaha...

nw to today...went to watch...Wanted

pic courtesy of Universal Studios...anyways..it was a nice movie..very thrilling n cool action scenes..it is one hell of a movie...alot of action...bang2..n bld splatter all ard..nt goin to spoil it for those havent seen it yet...but i reali recommend everyone who thirst for action to go n see it..alrite tats abt it...tml will b the day Hitman_G diligently studies for practical n Bio test..haiz..no tyme to continue being Hitman_G...lol...oklah..tats it folks for tis post...adios ppl...

my week so far

2008-06-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

Alrite2..back to blogging..hmm...tis past week has been ok...goin back to skool for project which is finally gathering pace..lol..alrite2...other than tat went to watch movie wit Has,Hafiz..went to watch Hulk..quite cool...way2 better than the previous Hulk Movie..lol..n yes ppl..pls go n watch it..its another piece of the puzzle to a possible Avengers Movie..there i say it..lol..the fighting scenes in there quite cool s well..n the transformation of Hulk frm human to tat green thing was well done s well..so all in all its a great movie..jus ranked below Ironman for tis yr..hmm..tink tats all for tis post..lazy to type long2..n yes i hv to study tonight..no choice..test too near too slack..lol..on tat note adios peeps

bored

2008-06-15T20:35:00.003+08:00

ok2 peeps..back to posting...blog rusting lately..lol...cos i am very the lazy to update..there..i say it..lazy..LAZY..lol..well nt reali lazy...jus bz wit my online gang in call of duty 4...lol..n tat sad part is tats where i earn the most respect in my life so far...hmm..strange...hahaha..so anyways...anyone reading tis blog n playin COD4 pls come over to tat server n join us..the more the merrier..lol..promoting a server which doesnt belong to me..hahaha..anyways..wat goes in my life for tis past 10days...hmm...
1st of all....the outing wit the 4M3 class...was hoping for more ppl but the amt of ppl tat went was gd enuff...hope the next tyme tis is organise more ppl will join..n i am sumwat addicted to go-kart..hahaha...i will definitely aimed for tat wen i go Escape next tyme ard...infact the trip wit them was the best i had goin to escape..always hv tat sucky feeling wen i went there last tyme..lol..
2nd...bought a couple of stuffs finally...hahaha...erm..lets see...bought mouse pad..which improves my gaming..hahaha...n no its not razer mse pad...a barracuda mouse pad..costs me 19.90...ouch..hahaha..then bought shoes..finally...after mths of targetting it...i love Nike shoes..so another Nike...hahaha..nt goin to tell u the amt cos nnti org kate nk menunjuk lak...but it hurts my heart to see my money fly for it..lol...next targets:iPhone,keyboard(razer),bag n possibly the PS3 combo...hahaha..
next Euro2008...took the channel cos i wan to see the action...holland is jus scincillating in tis tournament so far...they finally played the Total Football made famous by a former Dutch coach...i wan to say holland to win..but those who knows football will know Dutch always choked in the K.O rounds...i reali hope they win..they deserved it...hahaha...n oh..i hope France gets K.Oed...jus hate their style for tis tournament...n i hope Spain finally realised tat Cesc is better than Xavi...pls..start Cesc then spain will clicked...
oklah folks tats all for tis past 10days...lol...will blog again soon..till then adios peeps...

THE END OF WEEK POST

2008-06-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

wow...my paeds posting is almost ended...wat cn i say?it has memorable moments...good or bad it certainly is the highlight pt of my nursing attachment...alrite lets start out with the bad..1st of all tis is the most hell posting ever cos of certain staffs...sum r nice while sum r jus out there to suck blood...we were either being overlooked or we r a target of sum anger...u cld hv talk to us nicely in a very2 tactful manner but no...u gave us tat f**k anger straightaway...n the complain we r lazy is jus ridiculous..we were being told on the 1st day nt touch the charts...for ur update ppl who r non nurses...charting is the most basic thing..if u cant chart is almost s saying u hv nothing to do...stupid idiot..lol...of course we r at fault la for playing bingo to kill the tyme...very the unprofessional frm my side...n wow...tuesday nite will certainly remain deep in my memories..see...nvr scold ppl anyhow...kn dh malu sendiri...tink wit ur head nt ur ass...

ok nw to the good memories..although lack of it...i still hv one good memorable moment..i will never ever forget abt tat girl baby.. y?cos shes the 1mth old baby which i fed and change the nappy...such a cute innocent little baby...pity she has URTI...i tink she will recover soon..no photos due to pts confidentiality...n yes it was such an experienced to feed for the 1st tyme ytd..damn trembling..lol...scared of breaking her...lol..today was way2 better than ytd...hahaha..tats basicly the onli good memorable moment for tis posting...the worst posting which to me only really started ytd...wat rubbish...n thks faizal for standing up for us on tues nite..reali earned alot of my respect...alritela...i am outta here for nw...will b back to blog abt sat's outing wit 4M3 gang..YEAH!!!lol...adios amigoes n senoritas

My 1st neonatal feeding

2008-06-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

wow..mus blogged this...tis is a mus...i hv jus fed a 1mth old baby jus nw..hw cool is tat...yeah2..trembling like nobodys business cos i am so scared tat i will break the baby..yes2..hui fang...u cn tagged me abt hw trembling i was...lol...but at the same tyme it comforts me so much holding her...the baby i mean..so cute n cuddly..tis is maybe the highlight point of my life...holding such an innocent looking being...haiz...tats the best love i ever felt...lol..for all guys out there...if u for once tink being a nurse is gay then tink again...u will never feel humanitarian in ur life than helping sick ppl..esp tis posting...helping tis sick kids n small babies jus make u feel so human...cant find the proper word..lol...oklah..on tat note adios peeps..will do a proper update over the weekends..adios..

the sunday bore post

2008-06-01T12:57:00.002+08:00

alrite back to posting...sumtink is bugging me lately..i dunno wat but i hate tis feeling...it is causing me sleepless nites...damn it...watever it is i am prepared for anything...well almost anything...

anyways lets blogged abt the week...started out horribly in KKH and one of the reasons for me to feel down at the moment...treated like invisible humans there...but over the noon shifts it gets better...treated us better...well at least i got things to do and they sumhow asked me to do stuffs..wow..miracle has happen...o well...i tink they will eventually warmed up to us...hoping still...n o yeah,bingo is quite fun...lol...i am getting better at it..

n ytd went out to Vivo for an unplanned walkabout...aimless actually..nvrmind..mit up wit my new frend...nice knowing u...cheered me up abit..n no i wasnt pissed off...so chill yeah..didnt turn out s i planned but ehh still gd enuff...today?maybe kluar to go buy stuffs...but seeing the weather n i my mood totally off i doubt so...

i dunno y...but i am having tis reali heavy heart at the moment..sumtink is jus amiss...infact tis has been me lately..nt emo lah...i still laugh n make stupid lame jokes so i dun tink tis classifies s emo..all i cn say is tats the fake me for now...i am hollow at the moment...y?i dunno...its been a week nw i am having sleepless nites n tis further heaps more misery on me...argh...i wan tis stupid unknown cause to go away...i wan myself back lah...shoo!! well at least state ur case then maybe i cn handled it...tis stupid unknown feeling has left me down n unknown wat to do...damn...nevermind...i am sure it will show up soon...till the next post adios peeps..b4 i go off i shall leave wit this quote..

"the one u desire the most will never be the one u end with no matter how much u wish it was"

The "i am lazy to post but still post"

2008-05-27T17:11:00.003+08:00

ok2...back to posting..actually more of venting my frustration...KKH attachment has been one hell of a boredom mate..supposed to learn alot(well i did reali wit feeding n so on)but the i feel like a lost chicken inside there...1st of all i am adult train...n tat means i nid ppl to eased me into tis paeds settings...but wat happen?certain staffs dun help at all...hw frustrating n damning it is...n no thks to tat we r restricted to play therapy and hrly para n bathin/feeding babies n paeds..i reali wan to learn alot more..i am reali the type of person who would prefer to do work then jus lying ard doin nothing...tk bleh tahan ah...tkpe..i am sure the ward staffs will warmed up to us n eventually treat us like part of their gang...always looked on the bright side...anyways,thks to my new pal jus nw...thks to ur sms u save me frm boredom...lol...gd luck on ur new work yeah...n so tat concludes my ranting abt KKH so far...draggy nw to go to work...haiz...tkpe...always hv hope for a better day each day...

Post CDC pre KK

2008-05-25T16:00:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps..wats up?haiz..sori no pics lately..attachments lah...n i cant take pics in CDC cos its forbidden...lol...alrite tis week is the almost the same s the last week...lol...but more fun lah...except for the weekends where i am jus too god damn tired to go anywhere even though i am bored at home..lol..

alrite lets summarise the CDC posting...fun,full of learning,nice staffs,very the panas in afternoon,working in a container,kipas blowing hot air..lol..but seriously tis is arguably the most fun posting i had...not bcos of the patients but cos of the staffs...lol...they r damn fun lah..esp the ANs...since we work quite closely wit em..hahaha...thks for everything gals...even though u may nt b reading tis post cos u dun know my blog but still i hope u all will know hw appreciative i am towards ur help for this posting...but of course all things mus end so tats it for CDC...learn quite alot on infectious diseases n practicing my PPE technique...n nw i know abt derm cases s well...its damn cool lah...so its a very knowledgable posting...adios to all in CDC n all the pts...

alrite nw move on to KKH(paeds)...goin there for the next 2 weeks...cant say wat i expect to experience cos paeds age range frm 1-18...yes2...i jus escape frm being branded peads...lol...dh adult pon aku ni..hahahaha...so anyways,will brush up on my paeds technique of temp taking n so on...a little diff frm adults...hmmm...tink tis posting will b cool and god willing i will make more frends wit the staffs n pts there...lol...look foward to tis posting...alrite y'all...tat all for today...will blog again maybe on tues or so...till then adios amigoes and senoritas..

another "end of the week"post

2008-05-16T23:51:00.004+08:00

hello peeps..back to posting...so..tis whole week and next week is spent in CDC..tis week have been quite fun,tiring and scary at the same tyme...i do stuffs tat i havent done b4..hahaha..I have never been on an ambulance b4 n tis attachment hv provided me wit tat..so damn cool lah to get a ride on the ambulance..hahaha..n tat is oso thks to kak susi..lol...her father's name same s me lah..hw cool is tat..hahaha..hope to werk wit her again..hahaha..But the diseases there are scaring the living crap out of me...esp those airborne cases..today there is 4 airborne precaution pts..n i know 3 are PTB cases..PTB=pulmonary tuberculosis-spread by airborne..n for all ppl out there..i always prob wit my N95 mask...always seemed to misfit me..so i risked myself by going into this rooms..haiz..guess tats the risk of this job..and all other precautions are just scaring me..haiz..life's a risk at this place..part and parcel of nurses' life...anyways,the CI nt tat bad s initially thought..irritating but after tinking carefully all she wans to do is just improve us and become much better2 nurses..

alrite lah tats abt the it for the week...nothing much happen cos its tiring enuff goin to work..hahaha..anyways,missed skool to a certain extent...hahaha..n all tis stuffs tat is happening in tis world jus make me appreciate life more..n i feel all those involved in the disasters..n i hope they will get the aid they deserve..alrite lah..tats all..hope to hv a good weekend balanced wit fun and rest..adios ppl

my 1st day at CDC

2008-05-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps..blogged here today abt my 1st day at CDC 1....1st of all let me begin by saying tat i dunwan to go attachment rite nw...my mind is programmed such tat its still in skool mode..lol...so anyways,despite looking like a drunken man i still got up and go to CDC today...but wen i reach there,my god....the place dun looked like a healthcare facility...lol...it looked like those old kampung style...hmm...come to tink of it its quite cool..hahaha...anyways,4 ur update,the ward its either in containers or small cottages...hahaha...n oh.. no canteen mates..NO CANTEEN!! to get ur food pls kindly proceed to either the coffeeshops on balestier lane or TTSH which is abt 10mins away...hmph!!bringing my food aldy...malas siol to walk tat far..hahaha...other than tat its actually quite ok...the Clinical Nursing Educator looks ok and friendly and the skool's Lecturers/Facilitators r quite ok s well..all trying to improve us s nurses...the nurses there r ok s well...esp the noon kakaks jus nw...hahaha...thk u for guiding lost NYP students for the final 2 hrs..hahaha..like s if they r goin to read tis post..hahaha..oklah,tml i am on noon shift...lets hope it will b decently bz...hate lagging ard too much...oklah folks...tats all for todays post...more concrete post at the end of the week..for nw adios peeps...

the "near attachment"post..

2008-05-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps...been tinking of changing my blog skin but sibeh lazy n the process too god damn long ah..hahaha...alrite tyme to blog abt tis week..

tis week in the crappy life of G has always been the same...still incomplete objectives...hahaha..damn2...nvrmind...jus dun bothered much nw...too damn occupied wit attachment to b bothered too much abt it...anyways, still had fun wit my usual crazy bunch..hahaha..even days like ytd n today wen i started off on the wrong foot i still find tyme to find fun...hahaha...like jus nw for eg...jus sat at a table wit yana,sha n sha's frends n sumhow still could find laughter..lol...n mind u,i dun usually get comfortable n laugh n talk wen i mit new ppl...hahaha...yes...still has tat part of G frm last tyme..still renovating tat part of me..hahaha..mus say i am quite emo since ytd..dunno y...jus seemed to hit me..i dun usually get all emo u know...hmm...mus investigate tat part...hahaha...anyways,jus nw SBL was fun...nt easy s everyone tink it is...once u enter tat rm,everything jus went blank..will nvr b the same s the real ward setting..infact,it make ppl perform worse..hahaha...

tats sumwat the whole week thing for me...nt goin to update frm mon-thurs type thingy cos nothing interesting lah...hahahahaha...but to my best frend...dun get too stress or angry k...u will get used to it...take it easy...hahaha...oklah..tats all for my update...goin to bath nw..hehehe...yup2..at 2220 i havent bathe yet...hehehehe...jus bz wit internet lah...hahaha..adios peeps!!

The weekly update.

2008-05-02T21:52:00.003+08:00

hello2 peeps...wat up?tis week has been so2..nt reali crazy but at the same tyme nt reali tat emo..hahaha..i jus cant b emo in poly..hahaha...didnt do the objectives i set out to do for tis week..hmph..damn...factors prevent me frm doin so..damn..nvrmind..i will make up nxt week...hahaha...tis week oso see the temperamental me returning..but hey,i cn controlled tat devil in me..hahahaha...no more appearance for it..hehehe...but reali mate, tat jus pissed me off..it was jus utter disrespect..haiz..nvrmind..i will forgive ur statements n placed it under the "i didnt mean wat i say"...besides i aldy "masak" wit ur antics lah..hahaha..nothing much tat stands out for me tis week...so tats it for the week in skool...hahaha..

Sunday likely to go out to watch Ironman...WOHOO!! n wit ppl giving me good comments abt it makes me ever more excited to go watch it...hehehe...other than tat,my sat is still KIV to go out..hehehe..so all in all it shld b a pack weekend..hahaha...got to start moving my ass off tis chair to get sum sun..hahaha..COD4 sticks me to tis chair..hahaha..it has a "hold"on me...hahaha..ok lah,tyme to wrap up tis post b4 it gets too long...on tat note adios mates!!

the "which product to buy 1st"post

2008-04-26T21:31:00.005+08:00

ok folks...promised u ppl more regular posting even though pics cn b severely lacking...hahaha..sori mate...did intend to post the pic sha went crazy dancing but i decided against it to protect myself...hahahaha...anyways,tis mth cld jus cld b the mth i spend quite alot...cos i got a few things in mind to buy n do...hahaha...lets start wit my computer..my mouse is pissing me off by getting me killed in COD4...damn it..cos me to die against a noob..tat was the last straw...hahaha...
Razer copperhead...simply the best mouse to hv...razer is the pinnacle of all mouse products..hehehe.."For gamers By gamers"...i may buy the keyboard s well but i still counting the cost...hehehe..budget2..hahaha...NEXT:i wan to watch Ironman..

ironman poster...courtesy of Marvel studios..besides ironman...i still got a few more other movies in mind..hehehe..n in the midst of all tis...i oso wan to buy new shoes...hahaha..

Ok lah...besides all tat...the past few days has been much better for me...i am enjoying myself n goin crazy again...haha...the typical blip..hahaha...infact we all start to go crazy again all of a sudden...like sha for eg...hahaha..u know wat i am talkin abt sha..hahaha...oklah...tats all for today folks..n the title race is back on again after chelsea win!!WEEE!!!s**k it manutd..hmph!!hahaha...adios peeps..

the "sumtink is amiss"post..

2008-04-23T19:42:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps..again nothing much to blog abt..nothing interesting goes on at the moment..anyways jus to make sure my blog dun collect dust i shall update..hahaha..anyways,over the weekends went to visit my cousin who was warded in SGH for sum neuro probs...weakness over the left side..n those healthcare pros shld know her condition wit tat...hahaha...anyways,pity to c her tat way...in fact its quite pity to c patients wit tat kind of sickness...it makes u feel much more thankful wit wat u hv in life nw...anyways,after tat i went to West Coast eating outlet n had my lunch...they sure hv nice food there..hahaha..anyways tats all abt my weekends...hahaha..anyways,i hv been feeling weird tis past week...sumtink is jus amiss...cant figure out wat yet..maybe its the screw in my head..hahaha..but watever it is my regular craziness is reduced..still hv spurts of craziness but tats all...hmph..mus find wat the hell is wrong wit me..hahaha..b4 i lose all my craziness and turned to b an emo kid..which is unlike me...hahaha...oklah folks..b4 i turn crazy i shall sign off nw..adios peeps!!

1st week of skool

2008-04-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

hello2...wat up peeps??hw u all been doin?me the 1st week has been ok..nothing to b overly excited abt and nothing to b overly unhappy abt..tired abit cos skool has been finishing quite late..haiz..got nite class leh on tuesday..hahaha..used to it in sum sense cos i used to have tutions at nite so i am quite well adjusted to it..besides my tyme wit tis class has been brilliant..seems to have excitement n fun everyday..hahaha...other than tat,the lecturers seemed to make tis semester the "killer" in our tyme here in NYP..haiz..make us more stress liao...aldy stress after seeing our schedule..so full mate..4 weeks of skool then off to attachment for 4 weeks then break then nursing skills test...haiz..got 1 more day to finish our our 1st week..hmm..starts class 9am then finish ard 1pm..then off to gym to gain back my fitness...n maybe can "cuci mata" much more tml..:p..hehehe..got to love the club crawl..hahahaha...nothing can get much hotter in NYP so far then tat gerl jus nw...hahahaha...ok lah peeps...b4 i go all crazy i shall signed off nw...adios peeps..

The B4 skool starts post..

2008-04-13T11:08:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps..promised more regular post so here i am wit tis update..nothing much to update since the chalet..hmm...lets see..went out to buy books on fri wit my mates..n onli got 4 bks out of the 7..crap..n the best part is the 1st lesson is Nursing Lab on mon n the books isnt available..such a damning thing..went to buy books wit yanti and summer..met faizal in skool who was having a fun tyme doin the orientation..hmm..got to say sum of the yr 1 r nt bad..:P..hahaha..

then went to watch "Street Kings" ytd wit summer..initially faizal n yanti was supposed to come along but were unavailable for various reasons..so off i went wit her..went to causeway pt again(damn..got to stop watching movies there)..bought the tics then go repair her phone..movie itself is one damn violent movie..almost the same as "shoot em' up" wit more brains and better storyline..finish movie ard 2100 went to eat then go for a walk ard the admiralty bazaar..then off to home for me..reach home ard 2315...

And skool is starting tml...haiz...4 weeks of skool then i am off to attachment again...first to CDC then to KK for paeds posting..no bad learning new stuffs..hmmm...mixed emotions abt starting skool tml...i am excited to start another crazy skool life and mit the new yr 1s..hahaha...but lazy to wake up early sak...haiz..n its goin to b 1 impt yr for me...a mus pass for BCLS if nt i cant become a nurse..wat more pressure cn i ask for??hahahaha...n its goin to b 1 squeezy yr for me..to the new yr 1s....enjoy the early part of ur yr 1 b4 the torture begins...hahaha...on tat note adios peeps...n i will b seeing all my NYP mates in skool!!

THE NR0715 Chalet

2008-04-10T14:22:00.014+08:00

wat up peeps??yup2..its been long since i blogged..lets jus say attachment n sum things occupies my tyme..so yeah tats y the long break frm blogging..hehehe.my post today is abt the chalet held on monday and tuesday.NR0715 means fun...haha..chalet means fun..chalet and my class mixed together equals to double happiness..hahaha..the whole class is jus pure nut case..nut case is good wen it comes to chalet and fun..games and talks leads to laughter no matter wat we r talking abt..hahaha..always sumone will come up with a good joke..hahaha..the BBQ itself is nice and well prepared and thks to the organisers in yanti,suriani,summer and anymore who helped out in preparing it..tiring but fun..wat more could i ask for?? maybe we could have played truth or dare..tat would be much more fun..hahahaha..alrite peeps here the pics courtesy of sha and myself..most of em is sha's...almost the full class..frm left: yana,wang ping,li zhen,see hwee,muneera,yanti(maybe..too small in the pic),ms aisyah,mo phaug,carie,faizal,cailing,wang dan,summer,shan,me and sha.. another grp pic..

b4 the twister game..hahaha

the twister game..tis is jus a crazy game..hahaha

sumhow i jus realise tat faizal always have a tyme to smile in twister games..
jus b4 muneera had to do her forfeit which didnt go according to plan..

the forfeit video for the 1st game..hahaha..
the sunrise at the beach..we were trying to sleep but ppl decides to disturb our slp..hahaha..dun worry my scandal..we will have more quieter tyme together..:P..hahaha

ok ah...tats it...i am too lazy to write any further or put up more pics and videos..more update soon once we started skool..haiz..tis yr 2 is goin to make me go nuts..haiz..certainly nt looking foward to pharmacology..tats one damning module to take..haiz..oklah..till the next post adios peeps..more frequent updates soon..i promise..n o yeah i am back to single status nw..hahaha..

Yanti's Engagement

2008-03-30T11:44:00.009+08:00

hello peeps!! i am back to posting..yeah2..i know my blog is dry for a week nw..hehehe..sori ah mates..jus tat nothing to post abt..n yeah sori to tat sumone for nt putting things abt u ehh..see lah hw for my next update..hahaha..

Anyways, tis update is abt Yanti's Engagement..it happened ytd..met up wit the peeps tat r invited and went over to her place..nice hse and a nice family..anyways,her concepts r pink.even though i hate pink i tink it is still nice..hehehe..n of course our dear frend yanti looks much more prettier than her normal self(even though her normal self is aldy wow..hehe)..nice to see her frend get engaged..hahaha..next in line will definitely faizal..hahaha..it has to b..or else u will be too o**..hahaha..jus kidding..hahaha..anyways here are the pics courtesy of yana,sha and my phone camera..

the grp tat went over there..frm left:yana,sha,faizal,me,cailing,see hwee and the main attraction yanti.

me,yana's bf and sha's bf..

yanti...main attraction..hahaha..pretty isn't she?hahaha

okla...tats all for my blog for tis post...more to come soon...hehehe..alot more events coming up for me so yeah..till the next post adios peeps..

Attachment

2008-03-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

hello2 ppl...hw u all been doin??me??well...lets jus say attachment is back so here i am again polishing my basic skills of nursing..n sumhow i hate tis feeling of deja vu..everything tat happened then feels like its goin happen again..haiz..ok lets forget abt tat for nw..i am attached to SGH ward 55B tis tyme ard..nt bad ward so far..A+ and B2+ class so aircon..hehehe..its an urology department..quite cool to learn abt new stuffs which are alien to me..hahaha..anyways,i like my attachment so far..so far i hv been well helped to settle in by faiza; and the staffs there..so thks yeah ppl..o well..i tink tats..i hope tis feeling will stop..i jus got to start trusting ppl..atm i dun fully trust ppl yet..jus tat recent experiences forbids me frm doin so..haiz..okla..tinks tat all for today's post..will likely to post again tml..so till then adios amigoes.

a simple friday update

2008-03-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

hello2..hw u all been mates??for me nothing much...jus chill and went out a couple of times..tats all..nothing of interesting so update has also been dry..hehehe..yeah2..i know excuses..well jus update today to show my crappy results...still got my minimum target which is 2.5 for my gpa..so tats all the consolation i cn get frm tis result..damn it..well almost all i predicted for i got tat grade..but gpa is damn disappointing..wat to do??

CFC=C+
PNPE=B
CCS=D(WTF??)
nursing lab=C
HA=C
Bio=B(disappointing yet again)
Socio=C+(most disappointing result)
Pyscho=B+
Nursing practice(last sem clinical posting)=C
GPA=2.543

so much for 3.0 for my gpa..damn it..o well..i will push myself a little more for next sem..n tat concludes my yr1..very nice..all goin according to plan..life moves on much better in poly thus far even though there was heartbreaking moments..but all in all its all good..as the saying goes "keep the good throw away the bad"..i do miss sec sch though to a certain extent..all the sporting activities seems to evaporated wen i join nursing..i dunwan to join sports cca cos then its more serious than fun..i wan to play soccer again..missed kick abouts..sighs..o well..hope to go for a kick-about today..jus hoping..hehehe..anyways..attachment is starting in 3 days tyme..excited and anxious at the same tyme..jus hoping for a good ward where i will learn more n not make me hate nursing..pls...ward 55B of SGH pls b a good ward..pls.. of course let me pass..hehehe..alrite lah..on tat note adios amigoes and senoritas..will blogged once again after the 1st day of attachment..unless sumtink turns up between now n then..good luck to all my mates goin for attachment!!

ARSENAL VS MILAN

2008-03-05T16:28:00.007+08:00

hello2...tis post is purely dedicated to arsenal winning against milan this morning...just pure genius and class frm the gunners to seal it..one of the best moments of my life as an arsenal supporter and certainly is up there with all the great victories...nobody thought we cld do it but we have done it...not just barely winning it but dominating them and making the defending euro champs look like they r the underdogs...alot of pundits/experts will have to eat their words after this..we r nw in the quaterfinals..and watever lies ahead this sure is one hell of a victory to savour..i did put in the video of the goals but was expected for it to be taken down after a day..hehehe..so yeah..this is a edited post..the videos have been removed since most would have seen it..jus more pics of the triumph..
The players tat were on the bench and playing against milan:
Almunia(GK)
Sagna(RB)
Clichy(LB)
Gallas(CB,Captain)
Senderos(CB)
Eboue(RW)-Walcott(RW,71mins)
Cesc Fabregas(CM)
Flamini(CM)
Diaby(LW)
Hleb(AMC)-Gilberto(CM,89mins)
Adebayor(ST)
Subs not used:
Lehmann(gk)
Hoyte(rb)
Van Persie(St)
Bendtner(St)
Denilson(cm)

MOTM cesc fabregas,who simply outclass and outshone kaka today..the man who many ppl claim cannot perform on the big stage..well..it doesnt get any bigger than ac milan..so all anti-arsenal idiots..eat ur words nw!!pics courtesy of skysports and football365.com and arsenal.com

cesc celebration after scoring

cesc shooting tat arrowed into the bottom right hand corner of the netthe whole arsenal team who celebrated after the 1st goal..

adebayor on the way to score the 2nd goal..beautiful assist by walcott..

HOLIDAYS!!!!

2008-02-25T16:13:00.005+08:00

wat up ppl!!!i am on hols now...again hols means a few changes to myself..its all in the gd name of improving myself..things has already changed in just a few days of hols..hahaha...tyme to replenish myself for the attachment..drained after a hard few days n weeks preparing for the exams and finishing the last few assignments..now its tyme for me to just slack off in bed..hehehe..tis is wat i call life..sleeping..hahaha...have other plans of course besides slacking off..cant wait for it..hehehe...

O yeah..ytd a small grp of the floats frm chingay passed here...quite cool considering tis neighbourhood dun see much interesting stuffs..hahaha...didnt take much pics cos i was bz eating..hahaha...but here r 2 pics of the last 2 floats..hahaha..eat is more impt to me..haha

the 2nd last float..blur cos i was eating n pressing the camera at the same tyme..hehe
the last float..one damn shiny float..hahaha..super bright..

finally sumtink interesting happened..besides the elections tyme wen the opposition tried to pysched us here to vote for them and the normal kids noises and teen stuffs...thats hw boring tis neighbourhood is..hahaha...ok lah..tats it for today's post..will post soon but for now adios amigoes and senoritas..HAVE A GOOD HOLS MATES!!!besides those who have to do 6weeks of attachment...hahaha

the "so long never post"post

2008-02-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

hello2 peeps...back to posting today..nothing much happened besides the exams(which is crap)..o well tml is my last module..but cant focus liao..brain in the hols mode...since ytd its been like tis..n i got to know a new frend which is cool ..dunno if she reads my blog or not...hahaha..anyways if u do welcome mate!!hahaha..alrite2..jus a small details abt the exams.

Socio=ok..good paper..hope of A b4 the paper but now i tink B is the best i can hope for..haiz..

CFC(about kids n parents stuff)=damn sian paper..damn sian subject..2nd sian-est subject besides PNPE...best "C"

Bio=another hope b4 paper of getting an "A"...after paper the best i can hope for i tink is "B"..sian

PNPE(abt patient education n law thingy)=wat cn i say?the most worse cursed paper i hv ever sat for...i woke up late n had to take taxi to reach on tyme..stomache during paper n shivering like nobody business..n paper itself s***s...ARGH!!!best hope of "C"

pyscho=ok2 so far..hope b4 paper is "B"..

so tats my summary of the exams...hoping for an "A"...god pls give me an "A"...hahahaha..

besides all tis tml oso is goin to b one crazy day...wohoo!!!1st its the euro champs lge match for arsenal vs milan..cmon u GUNNERS!!!!WE CN WIN!!!WOHOO!!!then after exams goin out wit my crazy mates for class "bonding"..watever it is it sure goin to b crazy wit my crazy mates..WOHOO!!n after tat meet my sec mates for movie...wat a day it promises to b...lets hope it goes s planned...hahaha...ok lah ppl...on tat note..adios amigoes n senoritas..

My belated bday post

2008-02-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

wat up mates?how u all been doin lately?for me the exams are pretty much occupying my mind lately..hehe..next week is the beginning of hell for me..the past week has been sumwat ok for me cos onli went to skool for one day..haha..n yeah well its study week in preparation for exams..wish me luck for tat one..it was also my bday tis past friday...intended to put up sum pics but i am too lazy now to do so..:P...anyways, celebrated it jus like every other bday..mom cooked n my immediate family members came over to eat..BUT hey wheres my present??!! damn u cheapskates ppl!!hahaha..jus kidding...was supposed to go out wit the few "elderly"ppl in class but the organiser got bz so plans were cancelled..i reali dun mind actually..o yeah thks to all my mates who wish me hapi bday...n dun worry yanti i am working on ur wish...:P..hahaha..other than tat nothing much...i dun reali go big for my bday like sum ppl cos i prefer to hv low profile..called me boring but tats jus me..my bday wish?nah cant tell u guys..more of wishes actually..hahahaha...ok lah...trying to change a few stuffs here n there on my blog s part of my small "renovation" of my blog..hahaha..ok lah...tats all frm me for tis post..on tat note adios ppl!!

the "end of the week"post

2008-02-02T18:17:00.001+08:00

hello2...back to update today..lazy but still update...hahaha..been a good week sumwat...cos nt much lessons...hehehe..n oso i hv solved the doubts i hv in my head..everything seems clear nw..hahaha...oso passed my HA at the 2nd attempt n PNPE is finally finished n our hard work has pay off...hahaha..nw every single energy tat i hv is focused on exercise n exams..wohoo!!! BRING ON THE EXAMS!!!hahahaha...today went back to my old skool to go for the NPCC "reunion" n i marvelled n at sum of the changes..cant believe there r using biometrics nw for attendance...n it was oso nice to c my mates back after a long tyme...so thks mates for creating it...hehehe..hope to hv more of it...hahaha..alrite lah...onli short post today cos very tired liao..hahaha..will likely to post on monday...on tat note adios amigoes n senoritas who reads my blog..hahaha...

BCLS

2008-01-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello2...back to posting today...wanted to blog ytd but lazy ah...too much stuffs to do...n yes ppl its PNPE...our grp's "fave" module...WEEE!!!killing me i tell u...sibeh tiring lah...thks god tml tis hell will end...then i cn focus on exams...oso will hv HA retest tml...WEEE!!!hahaha...today was quite a day where emotions reali fly for me...n no i am nt having PMS or sumtink like tat...jus tat sum ppl is reali pushing my patience to the limit...all i cld say is jus dun push too far or u will reali get hurt emotionally..of course no physical lah...its mostly gerls...duhh...today was oso a day where i learn BCLS...basicly means basic cardiac life support which is saving sumone's life by CPR or removing foreign body to remove choking...cool eh??o well...hahaha...n its not as easy doin CPR as sum ppl tink it is...nurses will know it is quite a exercise to do it...hahaha..sum pics of our pracs today...haha Sha...with the assessment stage of CPR..
sori 4 the blurring of the face..jus tat she is doin the chest compression..difficult to get a gd shot lah...

carie...jus like the shirt...jus in case blur for sum...its says "enjoy cocaine die faster"...nice..hahaha

will put in more pics once it becomes available..for nw hv to make do wit tis...hahaha...dn worry will post more abt BCLS n more pics wen we go for lab on wednesday...hahaha...looking foward to clinical lab on wed...reali interesting leh to do CPR...hahaha...saving a life is always gd...for nw i am goin crazy lor trying to finish off HA restest and our last project presentation b4 focussing on exams...wohoo!!!mugging "rulz"..hahaha..my thoughts abt sum stuffs are becoming clearer nw..wat to do still unknown leh...hahaha..bidding my tyme...no worries mates...hahaha..alrite lah...on tat note adios amigoes...i am off to do PNPE summary...

The "i hv no proper title" post

2008-01-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

back to posting peeps..been crazy wit skool work tis week..absolute crazy...the business end of the skool calendar has started again...n as if skool work aint enuff i hv alot of qns in my mind which has been remained unanswered and i hv tis thoughts abt sumtink/sumone which jus seemed unreal n unrealistic..again proved hw dumb i cn be...haiz..tis week actually is quite weird lah..jus seemed to b a week to forget and rmb for various reasons..to forget cos arsenal got absolutely hammered by spurs 5-1 which is crap mates..then i hv seen behaviours by certain individuals which jus seemed to b a mirror imaged of my character wen i was in sec sch..n it felt so strange tat it wasnt me doin tat..then all tis accidents and incidents which u dun see often like hw a repair train broke down...weird...to rmb..quite fun actually wit my mates who jus seemed to b crazy always n tat video was jus so funny.the funniest i hv ever saw..hahaha..n other reasons which i wont say...cos then cn create grandfather stories liao..hahaha..another week is coming to an end...n my payday is tml!!!WEEE!!!PS3 here i come...hahahha...haiz...goin to spend one of my most high expenditure ever achieved by me..having nightmares of my $$$ disappearing..hahaha..yeah2 i know..i am a cheap bloke wen it comes to tis...hehehe..ok lah...tats all the update for tis week...hoping to c a clearer pic of all those things in my mind by nxt week's post...hehehe..on tat note adios amigoes..

Wat we really do for our lab classes....

2008-01-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

back posting...n tis week is hell lor...started off well enuff with jus hanging ard wit my mates n goin to gym thks to my exercise buds for motivating me...n bio i am quietly confident of a "B"...then tuesday was the shitload...I FAILED MY HA!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!hv to go for retest...sob2...schedule so packed sumore mus go retest...wtf!! quite disappointed after my tyme spent on doin it...%$#@#@$#@$....n nw on to today..jus recover after tat setback i hv quite a crazy day besides the nite part where i cramp my every part of me for PNPE..if u ppl wan to know wat we do in labs heres a sneak peek....lol...pics courtesy of walter..the future moms...hahaha..frm left:sha,yana,yanti,tang wu..

sha..posing while bathing the baby...nt bad ehh...multi-tasking...hahahaha

sum show of seriousness...which usually last very short...hahaha

my best buds...damn ppl...u r exposing the baby...hahaha...

faizal n me..potential good fathers??hahaha.."our child" for the pracs..hahaha..in all seriousness though, we onli love gerls...not dudes...hahahaha...

we r reali nuts in class...esp jus nw...cos got bored leh 4 hrs of practising to bath babies n feeding em...hahaha...so we put in sum entertainment..hw abt tat??hahaha...usually the class is tis crazy..jus a matter of how crazy...hahaha...alritela...on tat note adios amigoes...

First post of 2008

2008-01-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

Wat up ppl??my 1st post of 2008...ehh,nothing much but i will still update..been stretch lately by projects,tests n etc...n it just restarted after new year...damn...wat hv i been up to??nothin much besides goin to gym to keep my body toned..n nope not much interest to go exercise crazy, just building my strength for my IPPT test..so my thks to my exercise buddy for teaching me n giving me motivation..besides that i oso watched AVP2 on last sat n for me the ending was the biggest disappointment..could n should hv been much better than that..overall the ratings have to be 6/10..part 1 is better..other than that tats all my schedule besides meeting up with kecik n ashley at skool jus nw for open hse..sori kecik for the disappointment of no sha..:P...come over tml n hopefully she will come..hahahaha...o yeah the bazaar for the open hse was quite good jus that i dun hv tyme to c the concerts cos of classes...sori to yana who perform jus nw n i didnt watch..:P...hahaha..almost sums up all i wan to blog abt today..next few days is study days s i cramp my brain for HA n bio...haiz..wat to do??nursing is like tat..again rubbishes the "nursing is easy"theory...n still got PNPE project to solve..n PNPE is one super dry subject n tis project makes it even more "dryer"..damn...damn..ok lah..better stop complaining from me..hehehe..on tat note adios amigoes..la noche buena aparea..

New Year

2007-12-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

Wow end of 2007..another year of disappointment n joy..so since its 31/12/07 lets recap 2007...its been a successful year in sum sense if i look at whether i hv achieved my 2007 resolution...n wow its the 1st tyme i hv achieved almost all of it..lets see my 2007 list..hahaha

Getting >20 for"O"levels-checked.
get more friends-checked.
be more happy-checked.
be less sensitive-checked.
earn more money-checked.
reduce my weight to below 75kg-checked.
Remain in contact with my sec sch mates-checked.

Ok...tats the "checked"list...hahaha..not goin to show my "unchecked"list..hahaha..tis year actually been a big change for me compared to 2006..i just had so much fun in skool despite the f***ing subjects tat i hv to take in nursing..tis yr certainly is the foundation for me to build on..n i also wish to say tat ppl i hv hated in the past i hope to reconcile wit em cos wat is past is a past..so wat is my resolution for 2008??heres the "draft"of my list..still incomplete list..still tinking of it..hahaha

much more frends.
reconcile wit old nemesis.
improve my grades
improve my self image.
watch more TV!!
more time for games!!
playin soccer wit frends!!(tis yr whole year has been a "no-show"for soccer)
maintain weight and have bigger muscles??

Ok...tats the draft list..sum things i would love to have in 2008 i wont put in my resolution list cos its beyond my control in sum sense..but for wat control i hv i will work at it..hahaha..n i am turning 18..wow..late teens...so called the age where teens are almost as "matured"as adults..n o yeah for every pain i suffer be it by others or self(falling down/high expectations n etc..i am nt a sadist..hahaha)it has improved me greatly(physically or emotionally)..so to everyone whoe has shaped my life, thank u for being a part of it...2008 here i come..a new year and a new look..hahaha..alritela amigoes..tyme for me to go n eat nw so adios amigoes n a Happy New Year to u all...may all ur resolution 4 2008 come true...jus work hard for it..

the "return of me"post

2007-12-24T12:21:00.000+08:00

wat up ppl??yup2...i hv nt been posting lately...lazy lah and didnt do much things anyways....hehe..wat hv i been up to??errr...lets see..mon i went back to skool to do project wit my grp..then Hari raya haji on thurs and oso visit my aunt at the hospital...n ytd went to my fren's hse cos she invited us for kenduri cos her 2 adeks jus had circumcision...not much eh??hahaha..o well...tis hols is for me to rest anyways...
alrite lets start elaborating the stuffs abit..hehehe..project on mon was ok...finished one of it and nw left 2 more to do...went home earlier than expected..hahaha..hope wed's meeting will b the same..hehehe..lazy2 me...hahaha...then of course hari raya haji..n my bro has to work on tat day..too bad for him..haha..s usual for every hari raya my mom cooked delicious meal...alot of ppl agree so...she jus have tis "cooking hands"...hahaha..the sambal goreng and mee siam is a mus hv mates...hahaha..then we visit my aunt at the hospital...she was brought there bcos of the severe pain in her leg tat she cant moved...went to NUH to visit her...and its so close to my attachment ward..hahaha..n she reali looked sick..she rely on wheelchair or ppl to move ard nw..
then ytd...went to my frens hse for kenduri wit bunto,malik,hilman...suppose to meet ard 2pm and then go there but sumhow got delayed and onli went there ard 3..hahaha..anyways the food was reasonably nice and thks to hazirah's family for inviting us..wish more of our ex classmates actually go..hahaha...well we jus chill there until ard 5.45 b4 we chow..wanted to play soccer but our mate which have a soccer ball actually didnt wake up yet...n yes ppl..he slps frm morning till evening..his life begins at nite unless got sum occasion...nocturnal human..hahaha.since its late,we jus went to CP..jus me,bunto and malik..talk abt stupid stuffs we do last tyme along the way...aaahhh..great moment to rmb our "proud"moments..hahahaha...well went there to jus chill until we to Courts..and bunto decided to buy a DVD player..cheap but the functions r good..valur for money alrite..then was abt to leave for home wen we met more ex schoolmates..so we sat down at banquet and chatted more...n then went home ard 9.45pm...
n then today...wat am i doin??nothing actually...jus lazying ard...and sumhow my foot is god damn hurting rite nw...dunno y...n o yeah to all those celebrating christmas Merry Christmas to u all...alrite lah...tats it...tis is 1 damn long post...sori abt tat mates...on tat note adios amigoes

The "I want the sun"post

2007-12-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

Back to posting today bcos well i hv nothing to do...hehehe...i intended to go out but the rain keep on raining down n i am feeling like crap...so here i am on my computer staring blankly...hahaha..usually home alone for me is fun but nw its so god damn boring...so i began "planning"for my 2 weeks+ hols...n my god its boring...almost the whole of the 2nd week is spent on project works...haiz...even though i like hanging out wit my grp, doin project is jus sibeh sian lah...so i shall look on the bright side,i hv the 1st week to myself...n i hv to cramp a few things to do tat 1st week to change myself....all i cld say is i hope to b different wen the skool restarts..:P...hehehe..nothing drastic lah jus sum minor tweaks here n there..i hope to add sum "spice"to my life after feeling lifeless lately..i reali nid the hols cos my mind is blank lately and sumhow feel the old self is returning...jus1 more week till i get tat break...1 week packed with things...hv to passed up hmk tml, projects and so on...damn2..nvrmind...shall look on the bright side...oklah...tats all for today...reali writing nonsense rite nw cos i am feeling the blues no thks to the "no-show"frm the sun...i wan the sun back!!!!rain pls go away...hehehe..i tink tat proves i am writing nonsense..haha..oklah,on tat note adios amigoes...

the "wat the f**k is wrong wit tat uncle"post

2007-12-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

Wats up wit tat uncle at the south canteen jus nw...reali get my temper up n reali testing my patience...alreadi my patience has been tested tyme n tyme again tis past few months..1st of all a muslim rice shop is supposed to sell rice rite??well tats wat i thought...until the shop sumhow "ran out"of plain rice....wtf??!!!i am cool wit it cos sumtymes in business u do make miscalculations and mistakes...but the thing tat reali N I MEAN REALI test my patience was how rude the uncle was...he was hurrying us to make the decision on wat to eat in a very n i mean f***ing rude behaviour...we r the customers for god given sakes so where is the customer service???!!!n tis was jus the icing on the cake after previous experience of poor customer service by tis shop...the shop owners shld reali go thru customer service to learn sum manners for god sakes...ok enuff of tat...

today oso was the day tat proved how dumb i cn b in approaches...for god given sakes all i had to do was jus go up to her n asked for her no....wat did i do??i absolutely didnt realise she was walking alone...wat went thru my mind??well dreaming...hahaha...n tis is the 2nd tyme a chance has been missed...haiz...dumb2...n now i am reali gutting myself for the lost chance...ok2...ppl frm sec sch will know hw dumb i cn b in tis type of stuffs...hehehe...other than tat tml is goin to b my socio test..sibeh dry lor the topic...hahaha..n still got CCS essay to do due nxt week...haiz...alritela enuff of ranting today...on tat note adios amigoes...

the "i dunno wat to say"post

2007-11-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

first n foremost i am actually impressed ppl do read my blog...now..i was stuck in 2 minds frm which path to respond...Path A-talk to person,Path B- reply thru my tagboard or C- reply to my post...so i shall reply thru my post since i didnt know abt the respond until nw wen i jus got home n the weekends mean i will b freaking cursed by u...so here goes...
i got freaking hammered for tat post eh??shoot me without even for a sec tink wat was i implying...o well...its ok...again i got freaking hammered for a "crime"i didnt commit...wat did i say wrong??detached??yeah2...too strong for a word...hmmm....maybe i could hv put it as....errr....nt being involved tat much??am i implying u shld join "our"(since wen the class has 2 grps i hv no idea)grp??heck i dun even belong to any grp...it was more of class participation...u know it is so nice tat as a class we actually eat together,chit chat,make jokes n etc...y cant i dream abt tat??y cant i wish for tat??y??of course i was pissed off abt the comments...ur blog ur style...fine wit tat...but it wont help in healing the "gap"between both camps...n am i a hypocrite abt saying tis on my blog n nt to u ppl straight to the face??i cant say straight to the face...u know y??i cld hv done it if i was actually heartless,cold,cruel and heck care abt other ppl feelings....if had said it to u ppl it is jus nt nice...so back to the qns...wat was i implying????all i wan is for the class to participate s a class n nt cursing at each other or making a mockery of each other...tat was wat i was implying...u cn cursed at me all u wan n watever i say here wont make a difference....so if u tink i "hate"u then its very sad...y??bcos i always believe tat every single person will change my perception abt em...wat does tat mean is tat i always go ard the world wit an open mind n s neutral s i cn...no matter hw much bad perception i hv i will always try to tink onli the gd side of tat person..i always hope my motto will b used by everyone in the world so tat there is always peace...to end tis i hope tat the "plan"to go out s a class will work out n everyone participates in it...it is always fun to hv alot of ppl...the more the merrier...i hv rest my case....typing tis on a back end of a tiring n exhausting week...if i had caused any unintentional hurt in any way then i apologise..my last post was "rallying"cry to gel the class together...3/4 are there...all i wan is for 1 whole class to enjoy ourselves n nt complain of "being strangers"to each other...on tat note adios peeps...

The "Wat the hell"post

2007-11-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

back to posting today...gd day for me ytd cos i passed my pracs...hahaha...nvr easy...n the theory paper i am hopeful of scrapping thru...hahaha..nw to today...was talkin abt several stuffs,impt n nonsense..hahaha..so 1 thing tat came to my mind after tat was we all seemed close but sum jus seemed "detached"frm the class...so qns to myself was "do i not make enuff effort for em to join us?" as i debated wit myself i realised 1 thing...I did make an effort for em to join us..but sumhow it jus doesnt happen...so wat went wrong??again after tinkin i realised tat no matter how much effort i make it will take the other party to make the effort to join us...so then again i come to another qns...y didnt they make an effort??again after staring blankly on the MRT jus nw i tried to come up wit an reasonable rationale..then i asked again...are we tat bad tat they wont join us??are we tat diverse frm em tat we cant click??past experiences tat jus cant make us click again??...jus dun understand it...i can say most of us are neutral..i am neutral but all i cn say is the comments by a certain person made are unjust,unreasonable and whoever it is tat it is implied to was jus bad...wats up wit tat??it certainly jus make ppl who are actually neutral n calm abt the probs go pissed off...i certainly was...haiz....alrite lah...tats it for today abt it...i hope the ppl involved in tis n who read tis actually make the the effort to make the class a better wholesome grp...n i hope tat to start it off is to nt flamed ppl the way it was said...on tat note adios peeps...

the "so long never blog" post

2007-11-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

hello2...wats up peeps??its been quite long since i last blog..wat happen to me??well2..my com room got occupied cos tat dude got chicken pox..pity..shld gone home last week but stayed an xtra week here cos of tat...too bad...well2 hes otw back to London nw..safe journey dude!!anyways...wats hv i been up to??bz2...skool work jus dun seemed to stop...o wat the hell...tats hw life is...ok2..2 events happened wen i went AWOL...hahaha

1st...its the CCS presentation...damn funny lah the presentation frm all the grps tat day...my grp was the last to present...by the tyme it reached my grp,my stomach damn cramp lah..hahaha..cannot tahan the comedy provided...alot of gd actress n actor tat day..hahaha..wanyin cn reali become a tai tai..hahaha..n pravita cn reali win a award lah..hahaha..all said n done it was reali gd frm all the grp..my grp??well lets said we r the cream of the crop..:P...

my grp...frm left...me,See Hwee,Carie(leader),Tang Wu,Yana(err...Mr Atan for a day..haha),Sha & Yanti

To the 2nd event..its of course old errr i mean Mr Faizal's Bday...nt faizal frm msl but my new classmate..i am nt goin to say how old he will b or he will lost his "young"looks..:P...hahaha..anyways..we celebrate a surprise mini bday party at skool's mcdonalds..cake was bought by Yanti n Summer...of course he didnt xpect it...if nt it wont b a surprised rite??ok2..To the bday boy/man...hope u enjoy it dude..hehehe..

his cake...nt a gd shot..sori lah...i was focus on eating the cake..hahaha..jus kidding..

him blowing out his candle..sori no face shot...too many competition to compete to take a gd pic..hahaha..jus kidding..me peeps hv better pics..

so tats the 2 events...nw i got 2 3 mroe tests..clinical theory n pracs tml n socio nxt week...cn die i tell u...stress!!!!!haiz...ok lah ...tats all peeps..adios amigoes..

LP CONCERT...

2007-11-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!!back to posting abt the Linkin Park concert on tuesday..yeah2...late post but sibeh tired lah to update tis past few days..anyways,better late than nvr rite??hehehe...ok2..b4 goin on to write abt the LP concert, i will jus update abit abt skool life..n well skool sucks...again it jus makes the mockery of the "easy"poly life theory...f**k it..tis week is one energy draining week..y??cos nxt week got ICA presentation,bio test...WEEE!!!i am dying soon...hahaha..

so anyways in the midst of the dark clouds lies the bright spark for the week..hehe..LP concert was more than jus a spark,it was 1 freaking outstanding concert..its loud n truly lived up their billing s one of the best performers in concerts..i reali suggest tat ppl forked out tat xtra money to watch them live in concert shld they come back here...it will more than justify the ticket price..despite an 1 hr delay it was so freaking memorable...nvr hv i in a million yrs dream of watchin them live..hehehe...yup2..finally after yrs of becoming their fan i watched them live..WOHOO!!hahahaha...anyways, the 1 1/2 hr concert felt like it was jus a few mins..it ended ard 2230 n my god the route back ruined the otherwise perfect day..the transport out of there was f**ked and taxis was fully booked..dun feel like goin to skool the next day but still went..hehehe..anyways,heres the pics..sori if sum pics r fuzzy..difficult pic of em..

Jo n me...waiting patiently 4 the concert to start..nothing to do so go snapping sum pics..hehe
my sis & the brit dude...
LP on stage..the best pic i cn get..

the indoor stadium...n it aint tat full yet...

alritela...tats the pics...didnt take much pics wen they were performin cos we r too bz enjoying ourselves n jumping ard...hehehe..tats all for tis post..till the nxt post adios amigoes...

The Weekend Wedding

2007-11-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello2 peeps..back to posting depite feeling tired..hehe..wat hv i been doin over the weekends??well2..my cousin got married!!!!WOHOO!!!congrats to the new couple..ok2..off to saturday...it was the nikah part..err..i dunno wat is it called in english..hehe..went to bro's hse 1st to pray then go to their hse which is beside my bro's hse..hehe..went to her hse ard 4.30 n it was aldy god damn packed cos the male side aldy there..sumhow2 we squeezed in..of course our english fren stood out..hehehe..after its all done we go n take photo(for sat)wit the couple..my cousin aldy pretty b4 make-up but damn pretty la after make up..hahaha..the bride & groom both looked good...well photos for sat courtesy of sis' fren...everyone waiting patiently for the tok kadi(hope right spelling) to come..my dad in green btw representing my cousin(female side)The ceremony in progress....the bride's dad btw on the left hand side..the hantaran(gifts)frm the male sideThe hantaran(gifts)by the female side...the family photo wit the couple..frm left:my mom(where r u looking..the cameras infront..hehe),the brit dude,me,bro n my nephew,jo(sis' fren),my sis,sis in law(again,the cameras infront..hehe)my niece(wats tat look 4??hehe)n the couple...

The reception for sat was nt tat bad..my aunt wit her frends cooked the food..nt bad..cant reali enjoy the food cos i got a stomache!!!hahaha..

Nw on to Sunday....the grand wedding...came there early to eat b4 the big crowd came..yeah2 i know kiasu but who cares..anyways my dad helped out wit the reception of guests...the food aint tat bad n the dais was reasonably nice..waited there till abt 1.30 4 the groom to arrive..it certainly came wit a bang s the whole neighbourhood was watching..haha..ok la..lazy to type so here's the pics taken by my sis & me..better appreciate sum of the pics bcos it was challenge to take a gd snap wit all the heads moving here n there wen the couple were on the dais...hahaha...

the wedding dais..simple but nice..

my mom & me...nothing to do la so take the snap lor..:P..haha
the princess..she cn b mistaken for the bride..:P..hahahaha..

female kuda kepang..nt bad..sum of em r pretty ppl..:P..hahaha..
this is one emotional 1 moment...

Part 2 of the emotional moment...which parents wont b rite??

okla..tats it ppl...to the new couple i wish u both never ending love...on tat note adios peeps..

The Weekends

2007-11-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hello2...wats up peeps??well2..its been a interesting weekend 4 me...certainly matches up to one of my best weekends...lets start on Sat..went to Vivo n Marina Square to show my sis' fren ard s'pore..at the same tyme went to check out the prices of Ipod Videos/Creative Nanos..didnt get the price i wan so i shall wait for another tyme b4 buying..hehehe..ate at Swensen for dinner n tat was tis cute gerl which is the floor manager...damn cute..tat i cant take my eyes off her..:P..hahaha..then had to rush back to watch the Big Match between Arsenal & Manutd..but damn la..the exit to CTE was jammed..it took us abt 20mins to get into CTE la..WTF!!!!lucky2 still caught the match..hehe..great game even though it was a 2-2 draw..

On to Sunday..went to jln2 raya wit sec sch mates..nt all r there la..sum too bz or beyond contact..hehehe..but still damn fun la..almost 1 yr la since we all last c each other..sum looked the same,sum looked more mature n sum become more....better looking...:P..hahaha..kidding2..but still the same great bunch lah...supposed to start at 11am but had to wait until 11.30 lah b4 can moved bcos sum....came "on tyme"..hahaha...then after faizal's hse(4th hse)my hp got lost on the 913 lah...i was so traumatised ppl...lucky2 for me 1 kind soul found my phone n returned it to the Woodlands Control Station..damn relieved...i was so traumatised tat i didnt take any photos wit it lah..hv to wait 4 camerawoman to pass it ard then cn put on here lah..hehehe..anyways,the food frm the houses tat served food was nice..but i mus reali apologised to e bunto's family for half-breaking the chair by sumone in the grp n ur satay damn nice lah & fathienah hope ur run of back luck has ended......hahahaha..overall despite the incidents it was still super2 fun..haiz..sumhow e day still ended..ppl...we got to hv more of tat..hope we cn organised sumtink for the break period..it will b damn fun lah..anyways,came back home ard 1215am..i was so tired tat i reasonably "zombified" 4 the 1 lesson..but certainly the trip was super fun!!!!on tat note adios peeps!!i will reupdate tis soon wit pics(hopefully)..

peace

2007-11-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hello2...back to posting..jus to voice out tmy feelings..by writing this i feel "old"cos kids my age shldnt b tinking of tis..but recently i have seen alot of unrest,unhappiness thru my eyes..frm small arguments to "kiddish"arguments to bigger n violent arguments...so i asked myself..wat the f**k is goin on..everywhere i c frm my skool to ppl on the street to protests n riots...so again i asked myself...y cant ppl c the way i c??y mus there b disharmony,unhappiness??the best conclusion i cn come up wit is........sum ppl onli care wat they feel n their needs and forgo other ppl's needs n feelings...
lets take my life as an example...everyday i go to skool..met wit certain ppl tat cn b hard to handle or too "sharp"mouth tat cn hurt my feelings but i jus ignore the bad feelings i feel..tis well caused conflicts among frends cos of sum small problems of misunderstanding n well clashed of egos..so hw to solve it??well aint simple as old wounds dun heal considering the tensions/clashes sum had wit each other n mind u its onli the 2nd semester of yr 1..but like i learn frm sec sch..the onli way to "patch"back together is to forgive but nt forget..tat way u give the person a chance to redeem the mistakes done..s for bruised egos well..i hv always tis 2 mottos.."never see the person's bad points but see the person's good points no matter how small it is"n "put others needs b4 oneself's needs"..tat way u will always b positive wen facing the person n understand their needs no matter hw much u hated tat person..u cn hv views abt the person but each tyme u meet the person u mus always free ur mind n allow the person hopefully changed ur views..
s i write tis i am questioning myself whether i am a hypocrite for writing tis while i dun do the same..n well u cld say i am a hypocrite to a certain degree..i nvr quite forgive those who tore my sec sch life apart or basicly ppl in my life who hurt me badly..so i shall vow to change myself further n forgive em n well see ppl's gd pts..i reali trying hard to make ppl tat i am ard wit nw see tat its better to forgive than feel hating the person/persons..
s for the riots n protests n violence goin on in the world..i always pray to god tat sumhow sumwhere tis ppl rioting/causing hurt or their governments find in themselves tat peace is better than bloodshed n waste of resources...hw i wish i cld go to skool n chat wit anyone without the feel of tension or hw i wish wen i open the paper all i c is jus frendly hugs among ppl n nt bloodshed..is it too much to ask??sigh..well...tats all for today..hope ppl whom read tis cn spread the msg...on tat note adios amigoes..

Home Alone...

2007-10-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

Wats up peeps??decided to blog today to say tat i will b home alone tonight,tml,thurs...great isnt it??hehehe...o well...aint tat bad being alone as i dun hv to hear the nagging here n there n well freedom at last..:P..of course i am jealous they r goin there s i nvr been there b4...who wouldnt??but i am cool wit it..i am big enuff to handle myself..n its tis tyme i shall used to proved it..hahaha...o n yeah skool has been great...make 3 new frends which is great..n they r good ppl..good to talk to as they r older(sori guy n gerls..hehe)so they will give mature responds..but at the same tyme they cn joke ard n cn take jokes without being over sensitive..so anyways welcome on board NR0715 to the 3 new students...alrite la...tats all..on tat note adios amigoes...

My "trip"to malaysia

2007-10-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

well2 ppl...i am back to posting..been more than a week since i last post..too tired la after skool to post..hahaha..yeah2..i know lame excuse..hehe..anyways..didnt went jln raya today wit my family since my family went to visit Jusco in Malaysia..well 1st trip 4 me there by car..so finally i feel the pain of waiting to pass the customs..n my goodness ppl..its worse by car to get pass immigration then by public transport..damn..but once passed the customs easier la to go to wherever we wan..we wen there at 8.15am..too early for my liking but no choice..hehehe..so wat my bro & me do??basicly each tyme the gerls in the family go shopping we jus sat outside on the bench n talk c**k..hehe..n sumhow after all these years i hv been to Malaysia i hv failed to c pretty gerls..but jus nw...there were alot of them..:P..hehehe..nw i know y malay dudes here go there find love mates...hehehe..will i join the grp of finding love mates there??erm..maybe..:p..hahahaha...anyways,nothing much there la..but the black pepper chicken damn nice man..better nt tink of it nw since i sibeh hungry nw..hehe..

okla..tats basicly it..interesting week ahead for me..first i will b home alone for 3 days..then..tml i may go to Vivo wit my sis for scouting for new MP3/Ipod...hehe..n lastly tml arsenal vs Liverpool...WOHOO!!!hahaha...alrite la...tats all..adios peeps...maybe will post tml..if i am nt lazy..hehe

Open House

2007-10-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

Wats up peeps??i am back to posting today...despite being tired...hehe..anyways..today went to my bro's Hari Raya open hse..woke up at 9am jus nw to get ready to go there...still feeling sum of the sickness but recovering well..hehe..anyways...my sis-in-law cooked well leh..i feel so full nw n my "weight maintaining"regime has gone down the drain..hahaha..o wat the hell...once in a while cant hurt much rite??hehehehe..so tired lah to type so here r sum pics..my niece..sori lah abt the dark pic..weather bad la..lighting oso poor..hehemy sis & me...yeah2...i know...i know...i spoilt the pic.. my nephew n my dad..yeah..my nephew is those "manja"type of kids..hehe

My niece,mom & me...i know...i know..too much pic of myself..jus bear wit it..:P

my sis...yeah2...its all the same room..trapped here lah since too many ppl..hehe..

my mom n my bro's frend's kid..damn cute la tis baby..5 mths onli but damn plum...

So tats it...the end of pics..tired nw la...waiting 4 ppl to come sumore to my hse...hehe...alrite la..on tat note adios peeps..

the "clear up misunderstandings"post

2007-10-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

hello2..back to posting...despite feeling sick i still post..just to correct sum misunderstandings..first of all..to wanyin n co...i am nt against u ppl..just tat since start of skool,i hv been feeling s**t & sick...so i am sori if u tink i am anti-social...i will try to talk to u ppl more nxt week...2nd of all...i AM NOT and i say again NOT involved in tis internal conflicts tis class hv..i feel so bad for hearing things ppl said abt others...i hv my views abt certain ppl but i am neutral thru n thru...so yeah tats the load of misunderstanding...i tink i covered it all..hehehe..i am reali feeling f**k rite nw..coughing,throat feel like crap and i am certainly feeling sleepy...n o yeah i am no longer vice leader...tats a load off my shoulders...aaahhh...hahaha...on tat note adios peeps..

The "Wats wit all tis crap" Post

2007-10-17T19:13:00.001+08:00

Hello2...i am back posting..nothing of note to write on..just that today i just realised sumtink..i just realised at how immature some of us are..the "us"refers to the class btw...i mean how cld we b trying to sumhow "forced"upon the new students to join each of our ICA grp..its like sumhow these new students are like draft picks and we are campaigning for them to join each of our grp..and tis caused the big delay in finalising the grps...haiz...guess our class is reali "politics" and sumhow i hate to get involved...so yet again i shall stand aside..anyways tats all for today...no pics..maybe the weekends more pics..hehehe...on tat note adios peeps

Hari Raya

2007-10-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

Wats up ppl!!!its been long since i blogged n well lazy to blog b4 hari raya..too bz wit helping my mom wit making kuih2 n cakes..hehe..Hari Raya is fun s expected and tats all i could asked for..haha..yesterday is more of relaxation since my cousins n my bro visit my hse..so didnt went out..haha..today went to my aunts' hse on both my mom's n dad's sides

First my dad's side..went to my one of aunt's hse n she was sick..the doc was in her room doin treatment..pity her..went to another aunt's hse n well there "creepy"dudes..the "creepy"dudes r my cousins btw..hahaha...dun wan to elaborate on the "creepy"part...

Then we went to my aunt on my mom's side..well basicly everyone n literally EVERYONE was there..i was so blurred tat i jus went ard salam anyone..hahaha...so indirectly we went raya to everyone on my mom's side jus nw..hahahaha...anyways here are sum of the pics tat was taken during these 2 days..hehe..

THE TOP 3 KUIHS(so far)

My family..My niece & nephewMy Bro's FamilyMy niece

My nephew...erm..the camera's infront..wonder who he is looking at??hehe
Frm Top left..Me,sis,bro,my bro's wife,dad&nephew,mom,niece,my bro's maid..My Family..

The "dunno wat to write"post

2007-10-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

Wow!its been 3 weeks since i last post.nothing of fun or exciting to blog abt & the fact tat i am recuperating physically,emotionally & physchologically means i hv kept quiet wit ppl...hehehe...wat hv i been doin tis past 3 weeks??well2..lets see..sleep,fast,eat,play game,watch tv,helped my mom wit making the kuih2 raya..n no its safe to eat..i washed my hands b4 doin it..:P..hehe..tried to exercise but fasting mth damn hard lah n catching up wit the spiritual side of me...hahaha..n yeah i hv spent sum of my money on my watch..hehe..of course..like every muslim on tis planet I looked foward to hari raya!!!!its coming soon...WEEE!!!n of course my sis is coming back!!WEEE!!cant wait for all tat to happen..n amidst all tis excitement the "best"part is skool is restarting soon..damn it..damn it..n i hv to c ppl tat i dun wan to c...haiz...o well at least i oso got to mit my frens..missed talkin to u ppl!!hehe..o yeah as of tis post..i am back frm my depression!!WOHOO!!tyme to ROCK ON!!!but of course wont jump ard tat much during the day..:P..haha..alrite la..i will maybe post 1 more tyme b4 Hari Raya..on tat note adios peeps!!

Targeted Buys

2007-09-15T12:04:00.000+08:00

I am back to posting..wohoo..almost a week since i post..haha..quite sad tat i wont b working wit the ward staffs of ward 57 anymore since attachment is done..haiz..nice working wit u ppl..make me better s a nurse..n i passed the attachment wit quite good comments..so did wanyin..haha..she definitely better than me..haha..nyways passed my exams s well wit a GPA of 2.654..so dun ask me anymore hw i performed..so gd end to a week which started in the wrong way..anyways hapi bdays to see hwee n wanyin!!wish u all in 1 post lah..lazy to put it on ur exact days..haha..

Nw since i am free..i am starting to target stuffs i wan to buy but still tinkin abt it since its god damn $$ flying off frm my bank..haha..so i am looking for help of shld i buy or shldnt i buy..hehe..here r the pics courtesy of websites..

1.PS3(courtesy of sony.com.sg)

most likely to buy..

2.Swatch watches(courtesy of swatch-shop.co.uk)

help me choose the colour n whether i shld buy or nt..haha

Alrite those tat the pics cn be found..haha..others targeted r new pair of shoes,games..still calculating the costs of tis all..i wan to buy but i wan my money to fly lesser s well..hehe..alritela..tis weekend is the weekend to get my mind straight n finally relaxing my brain after attachment..tyme to cure my zombie status..haha..alrite..on tat note..adios peeps..

a calmer post

2007-09-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

A much more calmer n sensible post today..ytd post was simply pure anger frm me..tis post is

abt my explaination...i dun mind being rejected..i hv been in tat situation b4..but the thing tat i

cant take was the "intimate"moments we had n at the same tyme u had other thoughts abt

another dude..wats up wit tat??u shld hv told me..i wouldnt hv done it..well i am nt goin to talk

much more of tis cos the more i say the more pain i will feel..

well tis is my storylife..nw tell me ppl..hw am i suppose to trust another human being when all my life i am seeing tis type of shits happening??i give ppl alot of trusts since i started poly n hopin none would shoved it back up my ass..a few has done..the most painful one is tis one..guess being nice n gd to ppl aint goin to get me far..i care abt ppl's feelings more than mine n sumhow ppl overlooked mine..bravo!!more painful lessons for me to learn..i guessed ppl used me s a puppet to fill up the temporary gaps in their lives..tis is another low point in my life which has aldy seen many despite at a tender age of 17..but ehh.nobody gives the fuck of wat i feel anymore..all tat consolation/praise tat ppl say to me feels like bullshit to me cos i began to learn wat sweet things ppl say r nt true..y do ppl lie n played wit sumone's hope wen they know it is nt possible??ppl r fake.all the smiles r nt wat they actually feel or mean..everythin frm the past week is falling into their place n the puzzle is almost complete..i am nw seeing the full pic..i am nt angry anymore jus disappointed..disappointed at the turn of events n hw sumone i trusted so much is the one tat has done it..it will take me a long tyme to recover frm tis..lucky for me i still hv my family..the start of depression period has began..

VENTING OF FRUSTRATION

2007-09-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

I shall post today to vent my frustration beyond anyones imagination..twice n i mean twice i hv been played...I DUN TRUST ANYONE NW!!!i hv been nice to ppl n tis is hw they repay me??i dun care wat ppl feel anymore..who cares wat they feel??could hv left it in a gd note but nooo...i jus realise i hv been played again.y god does it onli happen to me??maybe sum advices r rite..f**k wit commitments n love n instead hv more flings n dates...tat way less pain n more hapiness for me..my head is spinning out of control nw..luckily i hv been in tis situation b4..no more super hard depression...but i jus feel like bangin sumtink to make it break to reali released tis couped up anger nw..dun care anymore...i am numb beyond reasoning...no more of tis!!U PPL WAN ENTERTAINMENT FRM ME FRM NW ON CN GO N F**K OFF!!!find ur own way..i am jus simply humbled by wat has jus transpired..I WAN TO B SELFISH N TINK OF MY OWN HAPPINESS N NT OTHERS!!!F**k it!!!i dun trust anymore freaks in tis world anymore..all take my trust n shoved it back up my ass...no one cn b trusted..no one!!i am one red hot blooded human nw so pls jus take ur nonsense away frm me nw unless u cn offer me solid consolation.cant believed tat i fell for it for the 2nd tyme..all tis while..i am jus blind..thought tat was it..but i guess i dun know u tat well to know wat type of person u r..n to those who tink i am wrong i am cool wit it..but dun find trouble wit me cos i shall break 1 promise n no matter if u r a guy or a gerl i will simply whacked u to a different planet..no more mr nice guy wit ppl anymore..SO DUN GET INVOLVED in anyway!!nt even pyschologically!!b professional n stay away frm tis..i will n i will break the promise of nt hittin a gerl if any gerls get involved..

The "off the mood" post

2007-09-04T17:40:00.001+08:00

tis past 2 days hv been well mentally torturing for me..i am nt goin to say wat..so i will go to talk abt attachment..n its hell s well..monday was the most disappointing day for me s i totally lost focus and looked lost n blur s sumtink was bugging my mind pretty badly..felt and performed better after the break after slapping myself to get myself in sum sort of mood for attachment..today..definitely better s i sumhow managed to get myself "into the mood"and put my personal stuffs aside..but wat the hell ppl..the smell of the s**t nearly make me vomit..seriously.it was the 6th tyme i seen a patient s**t n the first tyme i nearly lost it..8 more days for me to hold on to b s professional s i cn b4 i cn finally let go n breakdown..i wan it to last n i am praying hard tat it would last..i dunno wat else to do..but emotionally i am nw torn even though nothing is certain yet..haiz...facial expressions,humour n words cant describe hw low i am feeling nw..dun wan to talk much more of tis for a reason i wont say in my blog..on tat note adios peeps..i will end wit a quote for everyone to tink abt..

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."

Back frm hell....errr...no heaven actually..

2007-08-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

Well2...i am back posting since its the end of the week...no pics still cos i tell u attachment is tiring...tat is the onli part of the "nitemare"stories ppl tell us abt besides of course seeing s**ts,urine,patient n visitors' scolding..but other than tat we(me & wanyin)hv settled in well..all thks to the great n i mean realli great staffs of Ward 57(neuro)..they r so damn hard workin.nice n well if u r willing to learn they will teach u n they will help u along...things we r nt supposed to learn we hv learned..& TAT ROCKS!!hahaha...but special thks mus reali reserved 4 our mentor in sum sense senior staffnurse Joyce(hope i got tat spelling rite..hehe)..i tell u she like one super woman..she practically helped us thru our 1st week n the same tyme did her job which is like all of the neuro side of tat ward..i cant thank her enuff for tat..hehe..i am goin to miss working wit her nxt wk..alrite la..try to keep my post short...still dunno wat i will b doin for the weekends wen i cn finally rileks n enjoy myself..all my grpmates r enjoyin themselves doin alot of things i persume so far tis week while onli the 2 of us suffer earlier for attachment..hehe..nvrmind s long s the attachment stays s gd s the 1st wk then i will b hapi..:)..alrite la tats all...adios peeps..

1st Day of Attachment

2007-08-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Wats up peeps??tired but wat the hell still update...o yeah still no pics,mayb i will take sum pics tml ok??sori yeah for nt puttin up any pics recently...so nw on to my 1st day of attachement..i will jus say borin day...talks n orientation of the place so no skills were used..tryin nt to dozed off durin the orientation...hahaha...the ward orientation aint tat bad...the Nurse Manager seems nice enuff n efficient so i hope to learn alot frm tis ward...tml afternoon shift n i shld partner wanyin for the shift...hopeful i will partner her cos i know her n thus more comfortable to work wit...hahaha...n o yeah i was posted to Neuro medical ward.
Talk alot to wanyin jus nw abt various things...n yeah i agree the divisions tat r slowly but surely showin in the class worries me..wats wit the fake look at the front but at the back u cursed or say wrong things abt tat ppl...n i dun like ppl acting cute which is reali way isnt cute n infact its sibeh annoying..no carie i wasnt refering to u..u r cute..hahaha...still trying to remain neutral n hopeful everything will turn out ok but my hope is slowly fading..i will try to patch up the spaces created but looks my efforts r wasted considering the backstabs r still goin on...haiz...okla..too tired to continue ranting n hw come i still vice leader at the end of semester??tink of who u ppl wan to appoint s vice leader..haha..on tat note peeps...adios!!

The Day Of Optimum level of Happiness!!!

2007-08-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

Wat cld i say??today i am jus super hapi...weee!!!infact the whole weekend rocks!!!!went to watch the the movie wit her at Orchard...mit in woodlands first to go eat n jus rileks n well the 3As was jus wow...hahaha...dun even tink of askin wat the hell is 3A cos neither of us will say it..:P...watch Bourne Ultimatum n again superb action scene...i cn say the fightin part does crack me up abit at the tools he used to hit the bad guys..hahaha..yeah2...i know i am bad for laughin at ppl getting hit...hahaha..o well...didnt wan the day to end today but it has ended...tml attachment..haiz..i am so goin to suffer tml...god help me in tis..but for nw i wan to install my new game!!!WEEEE!!!!o yeah whose bday tat has passed n coming n i havent wish hapi bday,i nw wish u ppl hapi bday!!!okla...off to installin my game n tryin it out...till tml if i am nt tired..adios ppl!!!

EXAMS R OVER!!!WEEE!!

2007-08-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

EXAMS R OVER!!!!!WEEEEE!!!!!today pyscho which made me pyscho ytd is the last paper...WEEE!!!damn exams r over....nw cn look foward to attachment...so "looking foward"to it...today a day of trips for me...hahaha...first to skool then prayers n then NUH for scouting purposes...hahaha...tirin ppl...damn tiring....stupid bus trip to NUH so god damn long..50mins n i was aldy dozing off...o yeah woke up at 6.30am!!!tats y dozing off...hahaha...studied hard ytd nite s well so gd enuff excuse..:P...nw cn look foward to the weekends...goin to b one enjoyable weekends!!!!WEEEE!!!i feel like singin n jus goin crazy nw to relieve the stress...hehe...oopsss..u ppl nw know my craziness...hehe...yeah...i am crazy alrite...anyone dun like me being crazy then to hell wit u...:p...anyone wans to go crazy wit me??hehehe...idiots r nt welcome...:)...haha..o well still got a couple of things still on my mind...one personal the other abt my fren...haiz...dude pls tink carefully b4 doin things rashly...seriously...wish u cld listen to me or bunto..pls listen to our advice...pls...personal stuff i wont like to talk much abt it on my blog...sori..ok la...more update on sun...tired nw n tml still got to take up early...damn it...damn SGH for making it so early in the morning!!!hahaha...okla...no more rantings...adios ppl...

Happy level reach optimum..:P

2007-08-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

Postin today...short post...i am so hapi today..hehe...my dream has come thru...haha...studied wit her today...great studyin wit u...but pyscho jus didnt go in..damn hard...onli memorised learning...WTF??hahaha...goin pyscho for pyscho...hehe...to her...pls believe in me...my promises r truth...tis is my vow n for watever it is worth..okla...i am nt goin to say much more on my blog cos i dun wan to jinx it...so tats all for my post today...to ppl who know who she is pls again keep quiet yeah n dun ask too many qns abt it too or say too many things abt it either...i prefer for it to b low profile..thk u for tat...alrite on tat note...adios ppl...

the "i dunno wat to blog"post

2007-08-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

well2...i am postin today...but damn short...too tired for long post..studyin again today wit her n still sick abit frm ytd afternoon...again at wld lib...fun2 tyme...but safety in heathcare is damn long n dry..its so f***ing boring...haiz...lucky she make it more fun...:P..haha..2 more exams to go...bio hapi enuff for me...B is the likeliest grade for me...haiz...no A for me...haiz...haha..n tml safety in healthcare...cant take it i tell u...damn boring...haha..then oso today i got to know tat possibly i cant go attachment cos of the "non-reactive"hep B result...WTF??!!they saw my results n said i no nid take any more jabs...WTF??!!if i am goin to get delayed of tis i am goin to get absolutely pissed!!!MY HARDWORK WASTED!!!o wat the hell...lets wait n c wat teacher says...n o yeah dude..u know who u r...dun do anything stupid ok??if u nid ur help abt tat thing come to me ok..i will help u out cos i hv been in ur situation b4..jus dun do anything rash..alrite la on tat note adios ppl...too tired to continue ranting away...:P...

The relaxation day

2007-08-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

Today is a relaxing day alrite...definitely helped me eased my studies craziness...hahaha..yeah2...i wen out wit her...again i know a few know who she is...keep quiet wit it..:p..hahaha..nyways went out wit her to study bio..studied all the possible essays qns topics...hahaha..studied for abt 2hrs..we oso watch Rush Hour 3 today which was damn hilarious n reasonable action packed..o yeah we laughed or more of she laughed at the person fallin off the building...ish2...:p.....tired s i am writin tis s i jus reached home but today was jus fun...haha..3 more papers to study...cant wait for tis damn exams to b over wit...haiz..alrite la..i wan to rest nw b4 startin to study again later...hehe...adios peeps..

The 2 days i "like"

2007-08-17T20:02:00.001+08:00

Alrite peeps..i am back writing after the 1st 2 exams...still confused but better...Life in poly aint so easy as described wen we were in sec sch...sigh...hahaha..but frens definitely better than my sec sch mates(not all of u ppl r bad so chill)...nyways lets start wit FON & famcom...FON i am hapi if i get a damn 50 marks for the exam...damn tricky n hard paper...then famcom..too tired after FON ytd to reali put my mind to it..so again i am hapi if i get err 55 marks for the exam..ehh..realistic target for me..hahaha...still got 3 papers to go n my brain is aldy startin to tired...nid a break n thk god its the weekends...i wan to watch a movie!!tell me if u r available..:p...hehehe...o yeah got my name tag n its looks kind of nice enuff..hahaha...o yeah...nice for a change tis past 2 days i got frends to talk to on the train..hahaha...so damn tired nw...i nid a massage...cn anyone provide it??women preferred..:p...hahaha...alrite lah i am talkin nonsense nw...better stop b4 u all see how nuts i am nowadays..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

The Day of....goin crazy

2007-08-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

Wats up ppl...i am still feelin like i am crazy..mayb i am...who knows??again i am startin to confused myself over things..cn sumone helped me wit tis??sigh...still no help...o yeah rubbish opinions will b ignored...hehehe...nyways today well....well..more of studies...yeah2...wit her again..yeah2..i know a few of u ppl know..:P...jus keep quiet abt it n i will respect a few of u for tat..hahaha..fun s usual but doesnt help cure my damn confused/delirium/crazy mood...studied FON..sigh...nvr seemed to end FON...n i am still sumwhere way off for FAMCOM...WEEEE!!! more studies to squeezed...brain.......getting.....ooo...verload soon....HELP ME!!!!o well..tml is a mus pass 4 me...gd luck to the rest of u s well...we all will nid the luck to squeeze tat many lects..to end tis i will say i hv had enuff of FON for today...lets get the bloody paper over wit...yeah...i am nuts now...WEEE!!!adios ppl...

As exam nears.......confusion arise

2007-08-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

As exam draw nears i am getting really confused wit things...not wit my studies but other parts of my life...i shld b gettin a shaver now for my "growing beard"but still hasnt done so..other things tat require my attention i hv not paid attention to...i feel weird as if i am phantom floatin ard here n there..i nid to hv a break but i cant...o well...studied again today at skool wit the grp..nice studyin wit u ppl...made new frens which is nice..:)...damn FON still long way to go...haiz...damn exams...faster finish lah...i nid my life back...as i am writing tis i am really confused as to wat i shld do...alot of shld i do it or shldnt i do it r rising...cn sumone offer a remedy 4 me to cure tis confusion b4 i turned into a senile freak...alrite on a confusion note adios ppl...

Day of learning

2007-08-11T20:33:00.001+08:00

Wat a day today is...had my last chickenpox immunization in the morning n then went out wit her to study...
Immunization was supposed to take place at 9am...reached there abt tat tyme but the damn poly got hold up n i finally got my god damn jab at 9.35am..35mins n all it took for the jab was abt 5mins...
Anyways rushed home to picked up the things n mit her at admiralty station(she was early)..wore my cheap new slippers ...hahaha...took 912 frm the station n passed my home of course n basicly i wasted 10mins walkin to the station...bravo......but s the mins go by my arm is gettin more achin frm the jab...hehehe...o well..reached the lib at abt 12pm but the damn lib wasnt open so went to eat brunch cos tat sumone didnt had breakfast..studied n well famcom was the order of the day...hehe..tried to pushed everythin inside..n we almos finished it...jus left wit violence..o well..too damn tired to continue so we chat n surf the net...i wanted to continue studying until 5pm but she cannot"tahan" so off we go to the toilet n then go rounding ard cp again(err borin) n eat ice kacang at Banquet...i learnt sumtink today n she learns sumtink abt me...i am still childish s i like to take ppl things n play "catchin"u might say n well she doesnt like it...so she got to know abt tat part of me n i learn abt tat part of her...dun worry i wont do it again...i promise...hehe...send her back make up 4 tat damn childish behaviour of mine..hehehe..
As i am writing tis my left deltoid(bio rulz!!)muscle is damn achin...i enjoyed the day today n well i will not forget the 3As(not abt grades) yeah...hehe..onli she will know wat the hell is all abt...hehe..on tat note adios peeps...back to study(as if)...hehe

Happiness returns..

2007-08-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

wat cn i say??today has certainly lighten up my mood...n yes even though its studies i still like it...haha..yes ppl i went to study wit tat sumone on a National Day...preferred a quiet n resting National Day but wat the heck..nid to go out wit her nyways to jus make me return back to my gd mood..again she missed the meeting tyme of 12pm cos she woke up late...hahaha..haiz..nid to make the wake up call earlier..haha..studied FON n damn wasnt it boring..lucky thing i brought my laptop so i went online...hehe..n no tis isnt in the lib since the lib is closed on public hols..haha..The FON did went in n tat rocks!!WOHOO!!hahaha..studied at sum void deck n i certainly feel our frendship has really strengthen since the first tyme we went out together..stayed there frm 1.30pm till 6pm basicly studying,sleeping(dun even tink in a bad way),play ard(again clean thoughts pls),online n errr...tats all i tink...hehehe..i was tinking of putting up her pic n me for tis post but after several thoughts i decided not to...i prefer tat onli our closed frends know(she hasnt tell hers yet)...so again ppl u hv to guess who..hahaha...i like tis secretive way we r doin...hahahaha...on tat note i hv to say today certainly brightens me up n thk u to u for tat...sat hopefully cn go out again...hehehe...alrite tats all..adios peeps...

The fun day today n saddened now

2007-08-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today was fun but now i am not so happy...honestly i will start the sad first...i am dishearted abit now..y??i am sad tat watever i do has gone down the drain...i am nice to my elders n i guess tis is god's test for me...my mom is making tis rants abt "how rude i am to her or my sis rude to her"..i admit i am rude at tymes...but again i am compared to low life scums which is harsh..i hv done everything in my power to make sure she stays happy...but again she starts it..i wonder at tymes if i am a really2 low life scum then how she would b..but i am not goin to start an argument as she is my mom...i really feel like crying now...yes...crying...cos i never even thought of goin against her...i guess she never knows how much i love her...well...i will b patient..cos old ppl always do tis type of stuffs...but mom i am really2 sori..haiz...y does my life has to b tis way??y cant i find happiness for at least a full mth...sumtink always fight against my happiness level..haiz...

Ok lah...i hv wiped away my tears...now to the fun part today...it was sha's bday today n mask fitting...sha was so happy at celebrating her 17th bday...HAPPY BDAY SHA!!!hehehe...hope u like my present..hehe...n then today we oso had mask fitting...we had to b mask fit in preparation 4 any airborne diseases wen we r posted to hospital...ok lah...i am so off mood now to write so here r the pics...

Bday gerl sha n yana...my best 2 frends in skool..hehe

sha getting her surprise gift..haha

How happy she looks today tells in tis pic...hahaha

the dude who gave the surprise gift...haha..n of course mine is in there s well..the mask fitting...damn the mask suffocates us at tymes..hehe
New pic courtesy of sha..hehe...my present btw
Me,Yana & Sha at lib...again thks to sha for the new pics
the classmates..again courtesy of sha...hehe

Alrite tats the end of pics...i am so off mood now...i was so high jus now...sumtymes i do wish tat both mom & dad would stop making tis type of rants...i never mean to do tis type of stuffs she rants n rants abt...life is hard as it is without all tis things..luckily i am able to cope wit it now unlike during my depression period..home is suppose to b the place for me to find comfort but at tymes it onli makes me feel worse..But hey..no matter wat my mom & dad rants abt i will still keep to my promise of taking care of em wen they r severely old..i hope they c tat but i guess human words nowadays r hard to believe...as long as in my heart i know i will do it then tats the best praise i cn ever hv..n yes ppl i am a very soft person on the inside esp wen it comes to tis type of stuffs..haiz...god y cant i hv straight happiness without a single feeling of sadness & sorrow??haiz...alrite lah...on tat note adios peeps..

Happy enuff days..hehe

2007-08-07T18:40:00.001+08:00

Alrite tis 2 days so far sumwat rocks...hahaha...studied wit the grp of frends...i finally n finally finished abt 11 lects of my FON...WOHOO!!hehe...thk u grp 4 providing me wit entertainment n motivation to study...hahaha...o yeah kecik nice being disturbed n hv suspense by my frend...hehe..up to u to tink who tat person is...hahaha...
Alrite to today...well lect for bio is nice...rare to c see me say tis abt lects...haha...cant believe tat we hv been frends for 17 weeks now...thk u all for being my frends n my counsellors shld i nid one..esp to yana,sha,suriani,tat sumone,carie...ur matured advised has helped me become a better person...thk u all..n i cant believe i passed my clinical theory test...wow!!thought i was a goner..luck certainly played a big2 part in it...to the other 4 passers congrats to u ppl s well...to those who didnt pass well i am sure u all will pass wen they combined the marks...esp to yana,sha u will certainly passed...
alrite tat shld b it for today...tml shld b fun since its nurses day celebration tml n oso its SHA'S BDAY!!!WOHOO!!haha..i will update abt tat tml(if i am not lazy)..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

Gd weekend thus far....hehe

2007-08-05T17:17:00.001+08:00

Today my update is abt my weekend...haha...actually it is quite a blank weekend..haha..my first part of the post is anything besides soccer...2nd part is all soccer...so ppl who dun like soccer jus read my front part n my end part...haha..Sat was a day of rest for me...tried to study n well succeded in memorising sum parts of famcom...i try to squeeze everything to abt 80% ready for exams b4 thurs so i cld teach her...n no it dun add xtra stress for me...hehe..infact it is a source of motivation as i am keen to study n show my ability to her...hahaha...jus kidding..hahaha..well today i went to a wedding...my sis-in-law cousin got married...well its in bedok n it was a long journey n tat was by car...hahaha..well...not many pretty/cute gerls there n those there looked way too young for me..haha...
Next is abt arsenal,epl n soccer...hehehe..as those ppl who know me will know i am a big arsenal fan...tis off season every bloody pundit n even dumb idiots who sucked as a manager wrote us off for the title bcos we sold henry n freddie..big deal..those 2 players was nowhere near their best last season..then everyone starts to change their stance abit after the emirates cup(arsenal won)n the Amsterdam tournament(we won again)..we completely outclass inter(who beat the "great"man utd days after losing to us) at the Emirates stadium..then jus now morning we got ajax who were willing to kick us off the pitch even though tis was a damn frendly..last season like tat we would hv lost but tis pre season we showed we r not goin to get bullied..n we beat them thanks to Van persie..wit tat i cn frankly say tat arsenal r in it for the title..my prediction for tis season r : 1.Arsenal,2.Man utd,3.Chelsea...the euro champs winner goes to arsenal s well...the tyme of the new aged gunners is now..As of saying tis u cld say i am biased but wat the hell..Glory2 Arsenal!!!!
Alrite tat sums up my weekend...hahaha...not skooling tml so more rests for me n to study..damn tired as i am writing tis s i jus came back frm the wedding..looking foward to Thurs cos its 42nd National Day!!n oso cos i am goin to study wit tat sumone...missed goin out wit u...hahaha...till nxt tyme adios peeps!!!& sori 4 the long post..hehehe