My Day Today

hello peeps!!yeah the weekend ended well n today was fun....tired but fun enuff....haha...well we celebrate today "man of the class"walter's bday today...HAPPY 18th BDAY DUDE!!try to hv fun will yeah...well not the whole class is invited but 8 of us r invited n we eat choco thingy..dunno how to spell the name..hehehe...anyways it is damn nice....n i wan the cheesecake!!!HEHEHE...i know my weight is goin up today bcos of the chocos but the wat the heck...to tat sumone dun worry i will treat u to it during the hols..hehe..we had round 2 of sharing the set meal..hahaha...here r sum pics..Wat remains of the choco...hehehe...Sha & yana lickin the choco...haha..they loved it...haha..well who wouldnt??heheThe gifts by alethea,wang dan& tang wu & Audris

The bday boy...errr...tried to act cool....haha..better wear tat stuffs...costs us quite alot of money...hehehe

alrite besides tat i went to study wit her...i really2 apologise for making u wait...i rushed thru my rd 2 to make sure u dun wait long..haha...& we r reali like secret agents wen we wan to meet...haha...everything is so carefully planned..haha..again i enjoy my tyme studying wit u...even though we talked alot more today...hahaha...looked foward to more of it...its ok if its woodlands for lib but besides studying i dun wan to see causeway pt again...hehe...alrite tats it for today...the 1 hr of lesson is simply rubbish...hahaha...on tat note adios my peeps...hehe..

Raking up the past

ok....first of all b4 i actually start the topic i would say its a good day today meeting her for lunch n meeting a few frends i had frm sec sch...now to the topic...
I really didnt wan to write tis topic...honestly...but tis past few days i hv been havin flashbacks of my f**k up sec sch life...i dunno y...so once n for all i will say wat i went thru...honestly ppl always see me as the nerd/geek idiot in skool last tyme...dun bulls**t wit me cos i know wat u ppl tink of me...i never really fit in even though i tried to adjust to them...everyday to skool i may smile n looked like i am not bothered but onli god,my mom n sis knows wat torture i wen thru...i had a damn depression frm sec 2(mid year) to sec 4(mid year)...2 years!! none of my frends helped me thru tat period..my academic n social life declined...n all tis was bcos of s**k up dudes who tink they r jus too "cool" n disturbing a geek/nerd like me is a trend...i am not naming who but u know who u r...day by day the tortures doesnt stop...n sum of my "frends"turned their backs on me...Sec 3 was certainly the lowest pt of my life...nothing seems to b goin my way...maybe oso i was immature in love tat tyme but i know who backstabbed me!!i will never ever forgive u for tat..even my dad wasnt giving me any sort of encouragement..i hv thought of suicide to end my bloody miserable life...wat stopped me was my faith in my religion,my mom n sis...without those 3 then i guess i would never found out wat the hell happiness means...so thk u very2 much sis n mom...i owed u 2 alot...
But i guess i hv to thanked all tis idiots who pissed me off for accelerating my maturity level..All tis s***s i went thru made me more experienced of handling tis type of stuffs...u ppl will suffer wat i went thru..i always believed in retribution..god is fair in tat..so now,i am still suffering the side effects of the depression period but it is goin off day by day..but if u irritate me now or say bad stuffs abt me it wont affect me...all i cn gather frm those words r tat mentally u r immature n a coward...fights??no thk u..violence dun take u anywhere in tis world..for now i am happy n if it pains sum ppl to see me happy then too bad...tis is my life n ur chapter has been closed...now i hv a new chapter..IF sum of u who read n disapproved of wat i wrote then too bad...all tis r true...sum of u earned my respect wen i end sec 4..i cn say all 4M3 ppl earned my respect wen sec 4 ends n i certainly missed abun's jokes n so on n playin soccer wit u guys...wit tat closes the chapter of tat part of my life n a new one has begun...i hope it would b more happiness in it for tis chapter...on tat note adios my peeps...

The relaxing week

Ok lets start wit the general stuffs.. tis week has been fun for me...haha..y u ask??bcos simply the timetable is getting shorter n thus more rests for me...ahh...too bad to tat sumone who has alot of things to do...haha...o yeah i am sori i didnt said gd luck to u jus now...i did wan to but forgot n onli remembered it at abt 2 plus which is too late to do so...sori...so sori...i will make it up to u...hehehe
N tis week oso make me realise one thing..if tat was ever a voting for the new leader i will vote for the current leader i tink...sumhow i tink tat if i vote for the opponent then i feel he is not ready for it...i cant explain y as yet...but honestly dude, u pinned the blame on others for tis n tat but its up to u to adjust to certain ppl...i cn sense u r not havin a great poly life thus far but tat is bcos u dun wan to adjust to certain ppl...who cares if she likes u n so on or the leader shouts at u??jus moved on..wanyin is nice enuff if u cn jus get along wit her..i will admit it tat she is bossy at tymes n does take things into her own hands but tats how every leader is...in all honesty i know u wan my vice leader job in the first place..but if u wan it either for my pos or hers jus tell us in the face..i am sure either one of us will gladly allow u to takeover...abt the liking part, treat her like a frend n tat sms/mms u send to her in all honesty is harsh...u hv to feel wat other ppl feelings r all abt...ppl may not show it but inside they r hurting...to understand ppl n i doubt u understand them u hv to put urself in their shoes..it aint easy but u hv to try it...In all honesty sum ppl in klas nid to realise tat s well...understand ppl n their feelings b4 u make judgement abt em...i will treat everyone has neutrally as i cn b but dun cross the line of backstabbin me in the back..then u will see the bad side of me...
To end tis i hv to say tis week has more positives then negatives...the rain certainly make my concentration for lessons hard..hehehe...exams r so closed n i am yet to touched my books for it..o well..i guess i will wait for tat sumone to study wit her...on tat note adios my peeps...hehe

Cold,gloomy day

Wats wit the weather tis past few days...rain2 n its cold n gets worse in lect rooms..haha..anyways weather hv been weird tis yr and traditionally it is quite sunny ard tis period...o well...more rain means more peaceful slp for me..hehe..

Ok enuff of the weather...could hv been happier today if tat sumone wasnt feelin down...cheer up ok...if u nid anythin tats within my limits jus tell me yeah...haha...anways got 'A' for my bioscience n the ppl i sumwat helped out in their bioscience got 'A'...told u 3 tat u cn get 'A'..i am happy for u ppl s well..sure2 i will u out for the exams oso...no worries..infact i liked studyin wit u..wat i studied actually went in...haha...but for now try to get ur mood up first..if i cn find tyme n without all those ppl watchin i will try to cheer u up wit the "cute"voice if i got one tat is..hahaha...

alrite ppl...tis r my two best buddies in skool...yeah2...the yana n sha i was talkin abt...sori yeah dudes...they r pretty n cute but they r already attached...haha...n no i wont reveal whose the "her"is...hehehe

Appreciation

first of all thk u yana for the hospitality & the mee is nice...hehe...alrite today was quite a average day for me...haha...project of course was done today n we held the discussion at yana's hse which is nice...sumtink abt today oso make me realise how close my ica grp is together...haha...of course "veggie" errr i mean carie is certainly the leader of the grp even though we divide the leadership for every project...hahaha..today oso make me realise one thing..i hv never been tis happy in my life in a long while but in poly...
2 things y...no matter how lousy i felt i will always find sumwhere to fin laughter n happiness b4 the day ends...3 ppl do tis to me....yana,sha & her...TO her first...yes u didnt sing tat badly infact it was slightly above average...& tat pics certainly showed u r slightly above average...i will treasure our frendship alot...u certainly make my day wen i feel down...n no ppl i cant reveal who she is..TO yana & sha...well wat could i say??u 2 r mayb the most bubbly personalities i hv ever met....i could always trust u 2 for opinions..no matter wat ppl tink of both of u i will always trust & respect both of u..certainly both of u cn make me smile anyday...hahaha..so thk u to the 3 of u....to the rest not mention here u ppl oso rock!!NR0715 ROCKS!!minus the gossips & backstabbings then it will b much2 better...

Day of..............................rotting...

Finally the weekend hv arrive...ahh...finally i cn basicly jus rot doin nothin but jus play games,watch tv,internet n sleeping...hahaha...well i nid tis rest after a week of tests & presentation...bio test was easier than expected yesterday..hmm..a pass is definitely for all of us..n tat means i hv a pass for my bio tis semester as i passed both bio tests which contains 50% of the overall marks...hehehe...of course i will strive to do better for my semestral exam...hehe...n congrats to all those who passed yesterdays clinical...

Now today...ahhh...i cn relax...too bad to tat sumone who cant get a rest despite a tiring week...haha...well look on the bright side yeah,u will hv fun there...i am sure of it...hehe...the rain is sure makin tis weekend more relaxing..hehe..to sha,do ur blog..i am sure ppl will b interested more in ur content then how ur blog looked...hehe..tell me yeah if u hv done one...alrite i am off now to recuperate my brain cells n yes i burned quite alot for ur phone yesterday...hehehehe...but i was happy i could help out for u...hahahaha...alrite mates i am off to slacking again...adios...

sleepy,tiring,boring & more gossips week

this week is one of those weeks where my brain jus went into overdrive...haha...start off wit a test(lifescience) which even though is a open book is still undeniably boring..n the lecturer is well boring...brain still tired n worn out the safety in healthcare project hv to b finished by mon n presented tues...so..no choice brain went into super overdrive again...spent $5.60 on chocs for the Q&A part...sigh...n i thought i cld save alot of money tis week...sigh...presentation went well enuff n the stress of being the project leader was relieved for tat part...hahaha...then now i hv the bioscience test comin up tml...nice...my brain is like a super computer now tryin to store all the data...frm frontal bone to the phalanges of the feet,frm the buccinator(well tat aint hard enuff to rmb hehe) to the quadriceps..i hv to rmb all n rite now the info is there...hopefully cn last till the bio exams s well....
jus has i thought the tests n presentation r occupying me enuff more class stuffs turned up...first i was asked to help me ask our leader whether she wants to step down...i jus couldnt bring myself to do so cos i dun wan to hurt her feeling...EVEN if she doesnt wan to step down a challenger will ultimately forced her to step down n restore the "democratic" way of the class...i start tis week being neutral but as more n more complains/gossips n so on comes my way i began to pity her more...yes ppl...i do pity her s her classmate & a fellow human...honestly i cant see how she could make the class "autocratic" or "dictatorship"..yes she cn b bossy n straight foward but personally i feel she does hv the leadership quality..for now i will not say anything abt it but hopefully wit the new leader,vice leader n treasurer the class could managed less gossips...& gd luck to all mates in NR0715 for bio tml...we cn all pass!!n to those who take their clinical tml gd luck to u n stay calm..till nxt tyme adios ppl....& thank u for reading my blog & yes my old classmates i am still single..hehe

A relatively good weekend!!

ok....i sumwat like tis weekend...haha...prefer today though as i study n well i enjoyed myself wit her...thk u for tat....hahaha...

First of all i got a haircut on saturday n yeah ppl i changed my hairstyle for the 1st tyme in 2 years...haha...no2...the cut remains the same but the styling of it changes...hahaha...anyways studied yesterday for the bio pracs test coming up tis week...well actually to make sure i know my stuffs b4 goin to study wit her...hehe...so i cn show off my ability...hehe...

n then today....woke up today earlier than i expected no thks to my dad wakin me up while closing my aircon...damn...its a sunday for god sakes but i guess he doesnt know how to go in quietly..hehehe...got out of bed n then bro n his family came...haiz...the 2 kids...cute as they r but very2 active...dun bother much abt it n went to bathe n prepare my stuffs to go study wit her...hehehe...n i dun tink selling weight losing device would work..haha...anyways went to study wit her again at woodlands...sigh...enjoyed the study part very2 much cos well i got to see u n truly enjoyed myself n oso learn my bio...hahahahaha...o yeah nxt tyme pls u choose where to go whether for study or jus basicly goin out...hehe...n no more woodlands!!got sick n tired of it abit...haha..n sori yeah for forgetting to give u the stuffs...hahaha...went home n got caught in the rain...didnt spoil my day though cos i like the rain!!!hehehe...alrite on tat note i say adios...haha...

Wat happen??

Again skool today i feel the slow degenaration of my happiness level....Wat i thought would b a great class in the first few weeks is now changing slowly...most of them either r showing the cold blank look or "faking"it....ok i cn understand for sum is fatigue...i know i am like tat s well....
But u cn feel the tension is grp...each talk,each smile,each laugh could be felt like it was "fake"...ok i know yana,sha n sum others r alrite...in fact i trust onli yana,sha n her cos i know they r not fakes...others well i trust them to a certain extent....back to the prob...i can understand y ppl tinks our leader in a bad way n so on but ppl try to understand her abit...jus abit...i admit i dun know her well but none of u knows her s well except for her close frend..so put up wit it n try to work together..sum ppl questioned her ability n u know who u r but cmon she basicly got cca,tests,projects n the class to maintain....n yet she still cn take control of the class stuffs..
Next point...wats up wit the gossips n backstabs n the small fractions in class??cmon who go out wit who or all the person's bad stuffs shldnt be spread....confidentiality ppl...n ppl onli looks at bad points of one person...try to look in the person's good side....then u cn at least the very least get along wit it...N i hate all the backstabs by the ppl...cmon u put up the "fake" nice look for tat person but at the back u hate tat person n cursed tat person...wats up wit tat??at least if u hate the person keep it to urself n not spread hate msgs abt tat person but at the front all so nice to tat person...
N lastly...today pracs sucks!!ok i passed but damn wasnt i screwed up pretty bad by the lecturer...bombard me frm every angle n sumone taught me the wrong thing...costs my marks..damn....BUT i am happy still i passed..thk u very much lecturer..hehe
On tat note i hv to say tat i miss the old class...i wan it back...pls join in my revolution of being neutral....lets get the happy,out goin class back...till nxt tyme adios...

Relieved at the end of FAMCOM

Ok i am so relieved tat FAMCOM has been presented n done wit....no2...not cause of the grp probs but more of tis project seems cursed...But tis project oso make me realise one thing...how fake ppl cn be wen they exactly say diff things behind their back...ok2..i am a hypocrite s well everyone human is a hypocrite...i will admit it BUT i onli do it bcos i cant bare to see the person get hurt..
I dunno abt the others reason but i hv 1 motto now...the motto is "DUN TRUST ANYONE LIKE UR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT"...to be exact i onli trust 3 ppl in klas...as long as they dun screwed me back like sum ppl i hv met in life then they hv earned my trust...oso another thing is if u wan to b the leader/sub leader of the klas so much then jus tell me or our leader abt it....i know i am willing to step down n allow u to takeover...basicly in klas is like politics...wat was said to other ppl aint true for sum n secrets r passed on as if the secrets dun mean a thing....for me i cn swear to u ppl who read my blog tat i dun tell anyone secrets tat touched on the person's personal life...n for the rest of it i onli n onli tell it to her....so i hope to u n u know who u r pls n pls keep wat was said between us jus between the 2 of us....
To end tis i will say tat i will step down as sub leader at the end of semester cos i cant take the complains of poor leadership either abt our leader or abt me!!NO MORE!!i will remain as neutral as i cn n no i dun take sides....believe me on tat....i jus wan to see the harmony,easy goin grp tat i joined again n not the sum ppl of hypocrites...
So on tat note i will say adios....i still hv faith in the grp...

The day my mind went overload!!!

ok.....let me start off n said tat the famcom project one n truly sucks big tyme...f*** it....first of all the instruction wasnt clear by the lecturer...then start the discussion...at first it went alrite since its a big grp i was confident of finishing it...but how wrong was I??!! we try to be as fair as possible to divide it equally....but unfortunately many dun know wat their part is....how sad was tat....n on friday i jus knew i became the sub grp leader....i was like"WTH"!!!!ok...no choice so i try to be the best as i cn....then the info passed on to me was f***ed up...ppl tell em to put in pt form but they give me one bloody full page n asked me to pick out myself!!!WTH!!!do i look like i hv alot free tyme???!!!! then the grp got divided further wen the complain of unfair distribution came up...understandable behind both parties decision BUT pls stop the arguments n concentrate on it....i begged it to stop talkin behind ppl's back...pls...pls...
then today comes the news....i was already burned out frm tis,my pracs on wed n safety in healthcare quiz tml...the lecturer response to our project was simple.....u did wrongly...wat the hell??!!after all my tyme burned on tis,it turned out to be wrong....
ok tats it...i hv had enuff of tis project...i hv a much2 impt prac tests coming up...so f**k it...f**k famcom!!!

Simply super day...

hello!!i hv not been posting for a few days now..no thks to tests n projects...hehe...anyways jus hv to post today no matter how tired i am now..haha..well today simply live up to my expectations..haha.
Went out today wit her n tat already good enuff for me cos it simply entertain me n it alone cn make my day...haha..anyways suppose to meet at 11.15am but tat sumone decided to wake up late n thus eventually meet up at 12pm...haha...i am cool wit it though...went to lib(tat was fun)n tried to study which we did(wohoo)n then buy tickets to transfomers!!!!eat n then finally time for the movie...wohoo!!!i expect a super blockbuster movie but it is a super2 best blockbuster movie for tis year!!!!robots fly here there actions non stop all ard..to put it simply a movie no one n i mean no one shld missed it!!!!certainly more than justify the ticket price!!!after the movie wen back to lib but found studying hard as the images of robot flying is still in our heads...haha..wen to eat dinner n back home....I wish i hv much2 more great days like today!!!!!N thks u for making urself available for today..hehehe....
p.s. i wan to study wit u more....tell me wen u hv ur free days(which is rare considering ur schedule)...hehehe
till nxt tyme adios frm me!!!!

Frends

if ppl ask me wat is the diff between life in sec sch to poly is simple...frends make the diff...for my sec sch sum of my frends r crap while in poly most of my frends r good...
Take tis week for an example...i was having a f***ing week wit stomache n schoolwork n projects n i felt miserable for the first tyme in poly but the frends pulled me back into the happiness state....esp to her for her tyme yesterday n certainly it makes up for my f***ing week..compared to sec sch i would be more miserable cos they were alot of idiots who jus seemed to enjoy pissing me off...
So certainly i hv to say frends makes the diff between happiness n misery..frends frm sec sch would put me off for writing tis BUT u hv to live in my life to know how much sum "frends"contributes to my depression...n no its not bcos of gerls but more of great frends...so to end tis i would hv to say alot of thks to her,sha n yana for contributing alot to my happiness level so far....so on tat note adios frm me...
p.s i wan to go to watch transformers...hope nxt weekend cn...pls be available will u...hehe