Back frm hell....errr...no heaven actually..

Well2...i am back posting since its the end of the week...no pics still cos i tell u attachment is tiring...tat is the onli part of the "nitemare"stories ppl tell us abt besides of course seeing s**ts,urine,patient n visitors' scolding..but other than tat we(me & wanyin)hv settled in well..all thks to the great n i mean realli great staffs of Ward 57(neuro)..they r so damn hard workin.nice n well if u r willing to learn they will teach u n they will help u along...things we r nt supposed to learn we hv learned..& TAT ROCKS!!hahaha...but special thks mus reali reserved 4 our mentor in sum sense senior staffnurse Joyce(hope i got tat spelling rite..hehe)..i tell u she like one super woman..she practically helped us thru our 1st week n the same tyme did her job which is like all of the neuro side of tat ward..i cant thank her enuff for tat..hehe..i am goin to miss working wit her nxt wk..alrite la..try to keep my post short...still dunno wat i will b doin for the weekends wen i cn finally rileks n enjoy myself..all my grpmates r enjoyin themselves doin alot of things i persume so far tis week while onli the 2 of us suffer earlier for attachment..hehe..nvrmind s long s the attachment stays s gd s the 1st wk then i will b hapi..:)..alrite la tats all...adios peeps..

1st Day of Attachment

Wats up peeps??tired but wat the hell still update...o yeah still no pics,mayb i will take sum pics tml ok??sori yeah for nt puttin up any pics recently...so nw on to my 1st day of attachement..i will jus say borin day...talks n orientation of the place so no skills were used..tryin nt to dozed off durin the orientation...hahaha...the ward orientation aint tat bad...the Nurse Manager seems nice enuff n efficient so i hope to learn alot frm tis ward...tml afternoon shift n i shld partner wanyin for the shift...hopeful i will partner her cos i know her n thus more comfortable to work wit...hahaha...n o yeah i was posted to Neuro medical ward.
Talk alot to wanyin jus nw abt various things...n yeah i agree the divisions tat r slowly but surely showin in the class worries me..wats wit the fake look at the front but at the back u cursed or say wrong things abt tat ppl...n i dun like ppl acting cute which is reali way isnt cute n infact its sibeh annoying..no carie i wasnt refering to u..u r cute..hahaha...still trying to remain neutral n hopeful everything will turn out ok but my hope is slowly fading..i will try to patch up the spaces created but looks my efforts r wasted considering the backstabs r still goin on...haiz...okla..too tired to continue ranting n hw come i still vice leader at the end of semester??tink of who u ppl wan to appoint s vice leader..haha..on tat note peeps...adios!!

The Day Of Optimum level of Happiness!!!

Wat cld i say??today i am jus super hapi...weee!!!infact the whole weekend rocks!!!!went to watch the the movie wit her at Orchard...mit in woodlands first to go eat n jus rileks n well the 3As was jus wow...hahaha...dun even tink of askin wat the hell is 3A cos neither of us will say it..:P...watch Bourne Ultimatum n again superb action scene...i cn say the fightin part does crack me up abit at the tools he used to hit the bad guys..hahaha..yeah2...i know i am bad for laughin at ppl getting hit...hahaha..o well...didnt wan the day to end today but it has ended...tml attachment..haiz..i am so goin to suffer tml...god help me in tis..but for nw i wan to install my new game!!!WEEEE!!!!o yeah whose bday tat has passed n coming n i havent wish hapi bday,i nw wish u ppl hapi bday!!!okla...off to installin my game n tryin it out...till tml if i am nt tired..adios ppl!!!

EXAMS R OVER!!!WEEE!!

EXAMS R OVER!!!!!WEEEEE!!!!!today pyscho which made me pyscho ytd is the last paper...WEEE!!!damn exams r over....nw cn look foward to attachment...so "looking foward"to it...today a day of trips for me...hahaha...first to skool then prayers n then NUH for scouting purposes...hahaha...tirin ppl...damn tiring....stupid bus trip to NUH so god damn long..50mins n i was aldy dozing off...o yeah woke up at 6.30am!!!tats y dozing off...hahaha...studied hard ytd nite s well so gd enuff excuse..:P...nw cn look foward to the weekends...goin to b one enjoyable weekends!!!!WEEEE!!!i feel like singin n jus goin crazy nw to relieve the stress...hehe...oopsss..u ppl nw know my craziness...hehe...yeah...i am crazy alrite...anyone dun like me being crazy then to hell wit u...:p...anyone wans to go crazy wit me??hehehe...idiots r nt welcome...:)...haha..o well still got a couple of things still on my mind...one personal the other abt my fren...haiz...dude pls tink carefully b4 doin things rashly...seriously...wish u cld listen to me or bunto..pls listen to our advice...pls...personal stuff i wont like to talk much abt it on my blog...sori..ok la...more update on sun...tired nw n tml still got to take up early...damn it...damn SGH for making it so early in the morning!!!hahaha...okla...no more rantings...adios ppl...

Happy level reach optimum..:P

Postin today...short post...i am so hapi today..hehe...my dream has come thru...haha...studied wit her today...great studyin wit u...but pyscho jus didnt go in..damn hard...onli memorised learning...WTF??hahaha...goin pyscho for pyscho...hehe...to her...pls believe in me...my promises r truth...tis is my vow n for watever it is worth..okla...i am nt goin to say much more on my blog cos i dun wan to jinx it...so tats all for my post today...to ppl who know who she is pls again keep quiet yeah n dun ask too many qns abt it too or say too many things abt it either...i prefer for it to b low profile..thk u for tat...alrite on tat note...adios ppl...

the "i dunno wat to blog"post

well2...i am postin today...but damn short...too tired for long post..studyin again today wit her n still sick abit frm ytd afternoon...again at wld lib...fun2 tyme...but safety in heathcare is damn long n dry..its so f***ing boring...haiz...lucky she make it more fun...:P..haha..2 more exams to go...bio hapi enuff for me...B is the likeliest grade for me...haiz...no A for me...haiz...haha..n tml safety in healthcare...cant take it i tell u...damn boring...haha..then oso today i got to know tat possibly i cant go attachment cos of the "non-reactive"hep B result...WTF??!!they saw my results n said i no nid take any more jabs...WTF??!!if i am goin to get delayed of tis i am goin to get absolutely pissed!!!MY HARDWORK WASTED!!!o wat the hell...lets wait n c wat teacher says...n o yeah dude..u know who u r...dun do anything stupid ok??if u nid ur help abt tat thing come to me ok..i will help u out cos i hv been in ur situation b4..jus dun do anything rash..alrite la on tat note adios ppl...too tired to continue ranting away...:P...

The relaxation day

Today is a relaxing day alrite...definitely helped me eased my studies craziness...hahaha..yeah2...i wen out wit her...again i know a few know who she is...keep quiet wit it..:p..hahaha..nyways went out wit her to study bio..studied all the possible essays qns topics...hahaha..studied for abt 2hrs..we oso watch Rush Hour 3 today which was damn hilarious n reasonable action packed..o yeah we laughed or more of she laughed at the person fallin off the building...ish2...:p.....tired s i am writin tis s i jus reached home but today was jus fun...haha..3 more papers to study...cant wait for tis damn exams to b over wit...haiz..alrite la..i wan to rest nw b4 startin to study again later...hehe...adios peeps..

The 2 days i "like"

Alrite peeps..i am back writing after the 1st 2 exams...still confused but better...Life in poly aint so easy as described wen we were in sec sch...sigh...hahaha..but frens definitely better than my sec sch mates(not all of u ppl r bad so chill)...nyways lets start wit FON & famcom...FON i am hapi if i get a damn 50 marks for the exam...damn tricky n hard paper...then famcom..too tired after FON ytd to reali put my mind to it..so again i am hapi if i get err 55 marks for the exam..ehh..realistic target for me..hahaha...still got 3 papers to go n my brain is aldy startin to tired...nid a break n thk god its the weekends...i wan to watch a movie!!tell me if u r available..:p...hehehe...o yeah got my name tag n its looks kind of nice enuff..hahaha...o yeah...nice for a change tis past 2 days i got frends to talk to on the train..hahaha...so damn tired nw...i nid a massage...cn anyone provide it??women preferred..:p...hahaha...alrite lah i am talkin nonsense nw...better stop b4 u all see how nuts i am nowadays..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

The Day of....goin crazy

Wats up ppl...i am still feelin like i am crazy..mayb i am...who knows??again i am startin to confused myself over things..cn sumone helped me wit tis??sigh...still no help...o yeah rubbish opinions will b ignored...hehehe...nyways today well....well..more of studies...yeah2...wit her again..yeah2..i know a few of u ppl know..:P...jus keep quiet abt it n i will respect a few of u for tat..hahaha..fun s usual but doesnt help cure my damn confused/delirium/crazy mood...studied FON..sigh...nvr seemed to end FON...n i am still sumwhere way off for FAMCOM...WEEEE!!! more studies to squeezed...brain.......getting.....ooo...verload soon....HELP ME!!!!o well..tml is a mus pass 4 me...gd luck to the rest of u s well...we all will nid the luck to squeeze tat many lects..to end tis i will say i hv had enuff of FON for today...lets get the bloody paper over wit...yeah...i am nuts now...WEEE!!!adios ppl...

As exam nears.......confusion arise

As exam draw nears i am getting really confused wit things...not wit my studies but other parts of my life...i shld b gettin a shaver now for my "growing beard"but still hasnt done so..other things tat require my attention i hv not paid attention to...i feel weird as if i am phantom floatin ard here n there..i nid to hv a break but i cant...o well...studied again today at skool wit the grp..nice studyin wit u ppl...made new frens which is nice..:)...damn FON still long way to go...haiz...damn exams...faster finish lah...i nid my life back...as i am writing tis i am really confused as to wat i shld do...alot of shld i do it or shldnt i do it r rising...cn sumone offer a remedy 4 me to cure tis confusion b4 i turned into a senile freak...alrite on a confusion note adios ppl...

Day of learning

Wat a day today is...had my last chickenpox immunization in the morning n then went out wit her to study...
Immunization was supposed to take place at 9am...reached there abt tat tyme but the damn poly got hold up n i finally got my god damn jab at 9.35am..35mins n all it took for the jab was abt 5mins...
Anyways rushed home to picked up the things n mit her at admiralty station(she was early)..wore my cheap new slippers ...hahaha...took 912 frm the station n passed my home of course n basicly i wasted 10mins walkin to the station...bravo......but s the mins go by my arm is gettin more achin frm the jab...hehehe...o well..reached the lib at abt 12pm but the damn lib wasnt open so went to eat brunch cos tat sumone didnt had breakfast..studied n well famcom was the order of the day...hehe..tried to pushed everythin inside..n we almos finished it...jus left wit violence..o well..too damn tired to continue so we chat n surf the net...i wanted to continue studying until 5pm but she cannot"tahan" so off we go to the toilet n then go rounding ard cp again(err borin) n eat ice kacang at Banquet...i learnt sumtink today n she learns sumtink abt me...i am still childish s i like to take ppl things n play "catchin"u might say n well she doesnt like it...so she got to know abt tat part of me n i learn abt tat part of her...dun worry i wont do it again...i promise...hehe...send her back make up 4 tat damn childish behaviour of mine..hehehe..
As i am writing tis my left deltoid(bio rulz!!)muscle is damn achin...i enjoyed the day today n well i will not forget the 3As(not abt grades) yeah...hehe..onli she will know wat the hell is all abt...hehe..on tat note adios peeps...back to study(as if)...hehe

Happiness returns..

wat cn i say??today has certainly lighten up my mood...n yes even though its studies i still like it...haha..yes ppl i went to study wit tat sumone on a National Day...preferred a quiet n resting National Day but wat the heck..nid to go out wit her nyways to jus make me return back to my gd mood..again she missed the meeting tyme of 12pm cos she woke up late...hahaha..haiz..nid to make the wake up call earlier..haha..studied FON n damn wasnt it boring..lucky thing i brought my laptop so i went online...hehe..n no tis isnt in the lib since the lib is closed on public hols..haha..The FON did went in n tat rocks!!WOHOO!!hahaha..studied at sum void deck n i certainly feel our frendship has really strengthen since the first tyme we went out together..stayed there frm 1.30pm till 6pm basicly studying,sleeping(dun even tink in a bad way),play ard(again clean thoughts pls),online n errr...tats all i tink...hehehe..i was tinking of putting up her pic n me for tis post but after several thoughts i decided not to...i prefer tat onli our closed frends know(she hasnt tell hers yet)...so again ppl u hv to guess who..hahaha...i like tis secretive way we r doin...hahahaha...on tat note i hv to say today certainly brightens me up n thk u to u for tat...sat hopefully cn go out again...hehehe...alrite tats all..adios peeps...

The fun day today n saddened now

Today was fun but now i am not so happy...honestly i will start the sad first...i am dishearted abit now..y??i am sad tat watever i do has gone down the drain...i am nice to my elders n i guess tis is god's test for me...my mom is making tis rants abt "how rude i am to her or my sis rude to her"..i admit i am rude at tymes...but again i am compared to low life scums which is harsh..i hv done everything in my power to make sure she stays happy...but again she starts it..i wonder at tymes if i am a really2 low life scum then how she would b..but i am not goin to start an argument as she is my mom...i really feel like crying now...yes...crying...cos i never even thought of goin against her...i guess she never knows how much i love her...well...i will b patient..cos old ppl always do tis type of stuffs...but mom i am really2 sori..haiz...y does my life has to b tis way??y cant i find happiness for at least a full mth...sumtink always fight against my happiness level..haiz...

Ok lah...i hv wiped away my tears...now to the fun part today...it was sha's bday today n mask fitting...sha was so happy at celebrating her 17th bday...HAPPY BDAY SHA!!!hehehe...hope u like my present..hehe...n then today we oso had mask fitting...we had to b mask fit in preparation 4 any airborne diseases wen we r posted to hospital...ok lah...i am so off mood now to write so here r the pics...

Bday gerl sha n yana...my best 2 frends in skool..hehe

sha getting her surprise gift..haha

How happy she looks today tells in tis pic...hahaha

the dude who gave the surprise gift...haha..n of course mine is in there s well..the mask fitting...damn the mask suffocates us at tymes..hehe
New pic courtesy of sha..hehe...my present btw
Me,Yana & Sha at lib...again thks to sha for the new pics
the classmates..again courtesy of sha...hehe

Alrite tats the end of pics...i am so off mood now...i was so high jus now...sumtymes i do wish tat both mom & dad would stop making tis type of rants...i never mean to do tis type of stuffs she rants n rants abt...life is hard as it is without all tis things..luckily i am able to cope wit it now unlike during my depression period..home is suppose to b the place for me to find comfort but at tymes it onli makes me feel worse..But hey..no matter wat my mom & dad rants abt i will still keep to my promise of taking care of em wen they r severely old..i hope they c tat but i guess human words nowadays r hard to believe...as long as in my heart i know i will do it then tats the best praise i cn ever hv..n yes ppl i am a very soft person on the inside esp wen it comes to tis type of stuffs..haiz...god y cant i hv straight happiness without a single feeling of sadness & sorrow??haiz...alrite lah...on tat note adios peeps..

Happy enuff days..hehe

Alrite tis 2 days so far sumwat rocks...hahaha...studied wit the grp of frends...i finally n finally finished abt 11 lects of my FON...WOHOO!!hehe...thk u grp 4 providing me wit entertainment n motivation to study...hahaha...o yeah kecik nice being disturbed n hv suspense by my frend...hehe..up to u to tink who tat person is...hahaha...
Alrite to today...well lect for bio is nice...rare to c see me say tis abt lects...haha...cant believe tat we hv been frends for 17 weeks now...thk u all for being my frends n my counsellors shld i nid one..esp to yana,sha,suriani,tat sumone,carie...ur matured advised has helped me become a better person...thk u all..n i cant believe i passed my clinical theory test...wow!!thought i was a goner..luck certainly played a big2 part in it...to the other 4 passers congrats to u ppl s well...to those who didnt pass well i am sure u all will pass wen they combined the marks...esp to yana,sha u will certainly passed...
alrite tat shld b it for today...tml shld b fun since its nurses day celebration tml n oso its SHA'S BDAY!!!WOHOO!!haha..i will update abt tat tml(if i am not lazy)..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

Gd weekend thus far....hehe

Today my update is abt my weekend...haha...actually it is quite a blank weekend..haha..my first part of the post is anything besides soccer...2nd part is all soccer...so ppl who dun like soccer jus read my front part n my end part...haha..Sat was a day of rest for me...tried to study n well succeded in memorising sum parts of famcom...i try to squeeze everything to abt 80% ready for exams b4 thurs so i cld teach her...n no it dun add xtra stress for me...hehe..infact it is a source of motivation as i am keen to study n show my ability to her...hahaha...jus kidding..hahaha..well today i went to a wedding...my sis-in-law cousin got married...well its in bedok n it was a long journey n tat was by car...hahaha..well...not many pretty/cute gerls there n those there looked way too young for me..haha...
Next is abt arsenal,epl n soccer...hehehe..as those ppl who know me will know i am a big arsenal fan...tis off season every bloody pundit n even dumb idiots who sucked as a manager wrote us off for the title bcos we sold henry n freddie..big deal..those 2 players was nowhere near their best last season..then everyone starts to change their stance abit after the emirates cup(arsenal won)n the Amsterdam tournament(we won again)..we completely outclass inter(who beat the "great"man utd days after losing to us) at the Emirates stadium..then jus now morning we got ajax who were willing to kick us off the pitch even though tis was a damn frendly..last season like tat we would hv lost but tis pre season we showed we r not goin to get bullied..n we beat them thanks to Van persie..wit tat i cn frankly say tat arsenal r in it for the title..my prediction for tis season r : 1.Arsenal,2.Man utd,3.Chelsea...the euro champs winner goes to arsenal s well...the tyme of the new aged gunners is now..As of saying tis u cld say i am biased but wat the hell..Glory2 Arsenal!!!!
Alrite tat sums up my weekend...hahaha...not skooling tml so more rests for me n to study..damn tired as i am writing tis s i jus came back frm the wedding..looking foward to Thurs cos its 42nd National Day!!n oso cos i am goin to study wit tat sumone...missed goin out wit u...hahaha...till nxt tyme adios peeps!!!& sori 4 the long post..hehehe

Day of stoning,studying

Alrite peeps...nothing much to update abt...jus tat i really enjoyed the presentation 4 today...it was the best presentation 4 myself personally so far...i guessed i finally learned to settle down to the presentations of poly life...n tat rocks!!hehehe...as of the whole grp..it was certainly the best coordinated project by us..we jus seemed to click superbly well for tis n famcom projects n we really put our efforts in it...yana n sha deserves alot praises for how well it went...they did so much tat despite me,carie n the rest doin reasonable amt of work we feel like we did nothing...hahahahahaha....
Besides tat i got my nursing uniform(finally)today...supposed to b ytd tat got it but the uniforms wasnt there...so delayed until today..n even today i & walter had to wait for a reasonable amt of tyme n goin all over the place to finally get our uniform...the uniform is reasonable nice but damn the shirt is damn "tajam"hahaha....tried to study after goin back home n well i fell asleep...hehehe..but it does went in...hehe..did the cms oso n did ok enuff...bring on the bio exam...still stoned as i am writing tis n i missed talking to tat sumone on msn...tried to sms each other but in small parts...hehehe..dun worry i will helped u out wit ur studies as long as we cn find tyme frm ur bz schedule...jus tell me yeah wen u r available...hehe..alrite on tat note tats it for today...goin to start pushin myself to study...hehehe...till nxt tyme adios peeps...

Days of tinking...

alrite peeps i wasnt tinking of updating my blog today until yana says i shld post the pics we took...hahaha...n so i thought wat the hell lets do it...but b4 i do tat i will talk of the week so far..tis week hv been weird 4 me...y u ask??i cn go home early but i reached home so far all at between 4-6pm...i am feeling tired alrite but i will still go home ard tat tyme for the sake of my grp(our last presentation 4 tis semester is tml WOHOO!!),myself to prepare 4 the exams n tat sumone to prepare her for the exams...I dun do tis for the sake of "selling my value"but as a frend...yana,sha or anyone in class tat nids my help cn approach me..i am happy to help out :) n walter i am glad u realise ur mistake...jus let it b as it is..n i am glad i could help make u realise ur mistake..tats wat frends r for..n i hope the rest would do the same n try to put urself in her shoes...i like the presentation jus now...we did well even though i stumbled abit..hehe..lets do our best so far 4 tml 4 our last presentation...WOHOO!!!

2nd topic 4 today is i jus cant believe y my love life hv to be complicated..y hv it all the gerls i like will hv a major factor tat goes against it??4 17 years of my life n all i end up wit is chasing dusts...i am not ready yet to make the approach cos of the past so yeah my peeps i am still single..But i really2 hope tat god sumhow shows me the rite decision to make cos i dun wan to end up hurting n disappointed again...wen will i do it??Maybe jus maybe soon but the possibility of it never happen at all is higher....for now n possible forever i am glad n happy to b ur frend..u certainly provide the colour in the already colourful poly life..i will treasure our frendship alot n u were certainly part of the grp tat helped me mature more...

Alrite tats the end of tat...now for the pics....more pics of my classmates.........n me of course...hehe..

alrite the good pic...frm left: me,carie,aida,muneera,shankari,yana n sha
candid shot...hahaha...aida,watsup wit tat look??hahahahaha
sha,yana n shan...the rest of us were tired of posing for the cam but tis 3 certainly r not..hahaha

Alrite tat is the end of it 4 me today...EPL is abt to start..WOHOO!!cant wait to c the red n white of arsenal playin for epl title...cmon gunners!!on tat note...adios my peeps..