the "i dunno wat to say"post

first n foremost i am actually impressed ppl do read my blog...now..i was stuck in 2 minds frm which path to respond...Path A-talk to person,Path B- reply thru my tagboard or C- reply to my post...so i shall reply thru my post since i didnt know abt the respond until nw wen i jus got home n the weekends mean i will b freaking cursed by u...so here goes...
i got freaking hammered for tat post eh??shoot me without even for a sec tink wat was i implying...o well...its ok...again i got freaking hammered for a "crime"i didnt commit...wat did i say wrong??detached??yeah2...too strong for a word...hmmm....maybe i could hv put it as....errr....nt being involved tat much??am i implying u shld join "our"(since wen the class has 2 grps i hv no idea)grp??heck i dun even belong to any grp...it was more of class participation...u know it is so nice tat as a class we actually eat together,chit chat,make jokes n etc...y cant i dream abt tat??y cant i wish for tat??y??of course i was pissed off abt the comments...ur blog ur style...fine wit tat...but it wont help in healing the "gap"between both camps...n am i a hypocrite abt saying tis on my blog n nt to u ppl straight to the face??i cant say straight to the face...u know y??i cld hv done it if i was actually heartless,cold,cruel and heck care abt other ppl feelings....if had said it to u ppl it is jus nt nice...so back to the qns...wat was i implying????all i wan is for the class to participate s a class n nt cursing at each other or making a mockery of each other...tat was wat i was implying...u cn cursed at me all u wan n watever i say here wont make a difference....so if u tink i "hate"u then its very sad...y??bcos i always believe tat every single person will change my perception abt em...wat does tat mean is tat i always go ard the world wit an open mind n s neutral s i cn...no matter hw much bad perception i hv i will always try to tink onli the gd side of tat person..i always hope my motto will b used by everyone in the world so tat there is always peace...to end tis i hope tat the "plan"to go out s a class will work out n everyone participates in it...it is always fun to hv alot of ppl...the more the merrier...i hv rest my case....typing tis on a back end of a tiring n exhausting week...if i had caused any unintentional hurt in any way then i apologise..my last post was "rallying"cry to gel the class together...3/4 are there...all i wan is for 1 whole class to enjoy ourselves n nt complain of "being strangers"to each other...on tat note adios peeps...

The "Wat the hell"post

back to posting today...gd day for me ytd cos i passed my pracs...hahaha...nvr easy...n the theory paper i am hopeful of scrapping thru...hahaha..nw to today...was talkin abt several stuffs,impt n nonsense..hahaha..so 1 thing tat came to my mind after tat was we all seemed close but sum jus seemed "detached"frm the class...so qns to myself was "do i not make enuff effort for em to join us?" as i debated wit myself i realised 1 thing...I did make an effort for em to join us..but sumhow it jus doesnt happen...so wat went wrong??again after tinkin i realised tat no matter how much effort i make it will take the other party to make the effort to join us...so then again i come to another qns...y didnt they make an effort??again after staring blankly on the MRT jus nw i tried to come up wit an reasonable rationale..then i asked again...are we tat bad tat they wont join us??are we tat diverse frm em tat we cant click??past experiences tat jus cant make us click again??...jus dun understand it...i can say most of us are neutral..i am neutral but all i cn say is the comments by a certain person made are unjust,unreasonable and whoever it is tat it is implied to was jus bad...wats up wit tat??it certainly jus make ppl who are actually neutral n calm abt the probs go pissed off...i certainly was...haiz....alrite lah...tats it for today abt it...i hope the ppl involved in tis n who read tis actually make the the effort to make the class a better wholesome grp...n i hope tat to start it off is to nt flamed ppl the way it was said...on tat note adios peeps...

the "so long never blog" post

hello2...wats up peeps??its been quite long since i last blog..wat happen to me??well2..my com room got occupied cos tat dude got chicken pox..pity..shld gone home last week but stayed an xtra week here cos of tat...too bad...well2 hes otw back to London nw..safe journey dude!!anyways...wats hv i been up to??bz2...skool work jus dun seemed to stop...o wat the hell...tats hw life is...ok2..2 events happened wen i went AWOL...hahaha

1st...its the CCS presentation...damn funny lah the presentation frm all the grps tat day...my grp was the last to present...by the tyme it reached my grp,my stomach damn cramp lah..hahaha..cannot tahan the comedy provided...alot of gd actress n actor tat day..hahaha..wanyin cn reali become a tai tai..hahaha..n pravita cn reali win a award lah..hahaha..all said n done it was reali gd frm all the grp..my grp??well lets said we r the cream of the crop..:P...

my grp...frm left...me,See Hwee,Carie(leader),Tang Wu,Yana(err...Mr Atan for a day..haha),Sha & Yanti

To the 2nd event..its of course old errr i mean Mr Faizal's Bday...nt faizal frm msl but my new classmate..i am nt goin to say how old he will b or he will lost his "young"looks..:P...hahaha..anyways..we celebrate a surprise mini bday party at skool's mcdonalds..cake was bought by Yanti n Summer...of course he didnt xpect it...if nt it wont b a surprised rite??ok2..To the bday boy/man...hope u enjoy it dude..hehehe..

his cake...nt a gd shot..sori lah...i was focus on eating the cake..hahaha..jus kidding..

him blowing out his candle..sori no face shot...too many competition to compete to take a gd pic..hahaha..jus kidding..me peeps hv better pics..

so tats the 2 events...nw i got 2 3 mroe tests..clinical theory n pracs tml n socio nxt week...cn die i tell u...stress!!!!!haiz...ok lah ...tats all peeps..adios amigoes..

LP CONCERT...

hello peeps!!back to posting abt the Linkin Park concert on tuesday..yeah2...late post but sibeh tired lah to update tis past few days..anyways,better late than nvr rite??hehehe...ok2..b4 goin on to write abt the LP concert, i will jus update abit abt skool life..n well skool sucks...again it jus makes the mockery of the "easy"poly life theory...f**k it..tis week is one energy draining week..y??cos nxt week got ICA presentation,bio test...WEEE!!!i am dying soon...hahaha..

so anyways in the midst of the dark clouds lies the bright spark for the week..hehe..LP concert was more than jus a spark,it was 1 freaking outstanding concert..its loud n truly lived up their billing s one of the best performers in concerts..i reali suggest tat ppl forked out tat xtra money to watch them live in concert shld they come back here...it will more than justify the ticket price..despite an 1 hr delay it was so freaking memorable...nvr hv i in a million yrs dream of watchin them live..hehehe...yup2..finally after yrs of becoming their fan i watched them live..WOHOO!!hahahaha...anyways, the 1 1/2 hr concert felt like it was jus a few mins..it ended ard 2230 n my god the route back ruined the otherwise perfect day..the transport out of there was f**ked and taxis was fully booked..dun feel like goin to skool the next day but still went..hehehe..anyways,heres the pics..sori if sum pics r fuzzy..difficult pic of em..

Jo n me...waiting patiently 4 the concert to start..nothing to do so go snapping sum pics..hehe
my sis & the brit dude...
LP on stage..the best pic i cn get..

the indoor stadium...n it aint tat full yet...

alritela...tats the pics...didnt take much pics wen they were performin cos we r too bz enjoying ourselves n jumping ard...hehehe..tats all for tis post..till the nxt post adios amigoes...

The Weekend Wedding

hello2 peeps..back to posting depite feeling tired..hehe..wat hv i been doin over the weekends??well2..my cousin got married!!!!WOHOO!!!congrats to the new couple..ok2..off to saturday...it was the nikah part..err..i dunno wat is it called in english..hehe..went to bro's hse 1st to pray then go to their hse which is beside my bro's hse..hehe..went to her hse ard 4.30 n it was aldy god damn packed cos the male side aldy there..sumhow2 we squeezed in..of course our english fren stood out..hehehe..after its all done we go n take photo(for sat)wit the couple..my cousin aldy pretty b4 make-up but damn pretty la after make up..hahaha..the bride & groom both looked good...well photos for sat courtesy of sis' fren...everyone waiting patiently for the tok kadi(hope right spelling) to come..my dad in green btw representing my cousin(female side)The ceremony in progress....the bride's dad btw on the left hand side..the hantaran(gifts)frm the male sideThe hantaran(gifts)by the female side...the family photo wit the couple..frm left:my mom(where r u looking..the cameras infront..hehe),the brit dude,me,bro n my nephew,jo(sis' fren),my sis,sis in law(again,the cameras infront..hehe)my niece(wats tat look 4??hehe)n the couple...

The reception for sat was nt tat bad..my aunt wit her frends cooked the food..nt bad..cant reali enjoy the food cos i got a stomache!!!hahaha..

Nw on to Sunday....the grand wedding...came there early to eat b4 the big crowd came..yeah2 i know kiasu but who cares..anyways my dad helped out wit the reception of guests...the food aint tat bad n the dais was reasonably nice..waited there till abt 1.30 4 the groom to arrive..it certainly came wit a bang s the whole neighbourhood was watching..haha..ok la..lazy to type so here's the pics taken by my sis & me..better appreciate sum of the pics bcos it was challenge to take a gd snap wit all the heads moving here n there wen the couple were on the dais...hahaha...

the wedding dais..simple but nice..

my mom & me...nothing to do la so take the snap lor..:P..haha
the princess..she cn b mistaken for the bride..:P..hahahaha..

female kuda kepang..nt bad..sum of em r pretty ppl..:P..hahaha..
this is one emotional 1 moment...

Part 2 of the emotional moment...which parents wont b rite??

okla..tats it ppl...to the new couple i wish u both never ending love...on tat note adios peeps..

The Weekends

Hello2...wats up peeps??well2..its been a interesting weekend 4 me...certainly matches up to one of my best weekends...lets start on Sat..went to Vivo n Marina Square to show my sis' fren ard s'pore..at the same tyme went to check out the prices of Ipod Videos/Creative Nanos..didnt get the price i wan so i shall wait for another tyme b4 buying..hehehe..ate at Swensen for dinner n tat was tis cute gerl which is the floor manager...damn cute..tat i cant take my eyes off her..:P..hahaha..then had to rush back to watch the Big Match between Arsenal & Manutd..but damn la..the exit to CTE was jammed..it took us abt 20mins to get into CTE la..WTF!!!!lucky2 still caught the match..hehe..great game even though it was a 2-2 draw..

On to Sunday..went to jln2 raya wit sec sch mates..nt all r there la..sum too bz or beyond contact..hehehe..but still damn fun la..almost 1 yr la since we all last c each other..sum looked the same,sum looked more mature n sum become more....better looking...:P..hahaha..kidding2..but still the same great bunch lah...supposed to start at 11am but had to wait until 11.30 lah b4 can moved bcos sum....came "on tyme"..hahaha...then after faizal's hse(4th hse)my hp got lost on the 913 lah...i was so traumatised ppl...lucky2 for me 1 kind soul found my phone n returned it to the Woodlands Control Station..damn relieved...i was so traumatised tat i didnt take any photos wit it lah..hv to wait 4 camerawoman to pass it ard then cn put on here lah..hehehe..anyways,the food frm the houses tat served food was nice..but i mus reali apologised to e bunto's family for half-breaking the chair by sumone in the grp n ur satay damn nice lah & fathienah hope ur run of back luck has ended......hahahaha..overall despite the incidents it was still super2 fun..haiz..sumhow e day still ended..ppl...we got to hv more of tat..hope we cn organised sumtink for the break period..it will b damn fun lah..anyways,came back home ard 1215am..i was so tired tat i reasonably "zombified" 4 the 1 lesson..but certainly the trip was super fun!!!!on tat note adios peeps!!i will reupdate tis soon wit pics(hopefully)..

peace

Hello2...back to posting..jus to voice out tmy feelings..by writing this i feel "old"cos kids my age shldnt b tinking of tis..but recently i have seen alot of unrest,unhappiness thru my eyes..frm small arguments to "kiddish"arguments to bigger n violent arguments...so i asked myself..wat the f**k is goin on..everywhere i c frm my skool to ppl on the street to protests n riots...so again i asked myself...y cant ppl c the way i c??y mus there b disharmony,unhappiness??the best conclusion i cn come up wit is........sum ppl onli care wat they feel n their needs and forgo other ppl's needs n feelings...
lets take my life as an example...everyday i go to skool..met wit certain ppl tat cn b hard to handle or too "sharp"mouth tat cn hurt my feelings but i jus ignore the bad feelings i feel..tis well caused conflicts among frends cos of sum small problems of misunderstanding n well clashed of egos..so hw to solve it??well aint simple as old wounds dun heal considering the tensions/clashes sum had wit each other n mind u its onli the 2nd semester of yr 1..but like i learn frm sec sch..the onli way to "patch"back together is to forgive but nt forget..tat way u give the person a chance to redeem the mistakes done..s for bruised egos well..i hv always tis 2 mottos.."never see the person's bad points but see the person's good points no matter how small it is"n "put others needs b4 oneself's needs"..tat way u will always b positive wen facing the person n understand their needs no matter hw much u hated tat person..u cn hv views abt the person but each tyme u meet the person u mus always free ur mind n allow the person hopefully changed ur views..
s i write tis i am questioning myself whether i am a hypocrite for writing tis while i dun do the same..n well u cld say i am a hypocrite to a certain degree..i nvr quite forgive those who tore my sec sch life apart or basicly ppl in my life who hurt me badly..so i shall vow to change myself further n forgive em n well see ppl's gd pts..i reali trying hard to make ppl tat i am ard wit nw see tat its better to forgive than feel hating the person/persons..
s for the riots n protests n violence goin on in the world..i always pray to god tat sumhow sumwhere tis ppl rioting/causing hurt or their governments find in themselves tat peace is better than bloodshed n waste of resources...hw i wish i cld go to skool n chat wit anyone without the feel of tension or hw i wish wen i open the paper all i c is jus frendly hugs among ppl n nt bloodshed..is it too much to ask??sigh..well...tats all for today..hope ppl whom read tis cn spread the msg...on tat note adios amigoes..