peace

Hello2...back to posting..jus to voice out tmy feelings..by writing this i feel "old"cos kids my age shldnt b tinking of tis..but recently i have seen alot of unrest,unhappiness thru my eyes..frm small arguments to "kiddish"arguments to bigger n violent arguments...so i asked myself..wat the f**k is goin on..everywhere i c frm my skool to ppl on the street to protests n riots...so again i asked myself...y cant ppl c the way i c??y mus there b disharmony,unhappiness??the best conclusion i cn come up wit is........sum ppl onli care wat they feel n their needs and forgo other ppl's needs n feelings...
lets take my life as an example...everyday i go to skool..met wit certain ppl tat cn b hard to handle or too "sharp"mouth tat cn hurt my feelings but i jus ignore the bad feelings i feel..tis well caused conflicts among frends cos of sum small problems of misunderstanding n well clashed of egos..so hw to solve it??well aint simple as old wounds dun heal considering the tensions/clashes sum had wit each other n mind u its onli the 2nd semester of yr 1..but like i learn frm sec sch..the onli way to "patch"back together is to forgive but nt forget..tat way u give the person a chance to redeem the mistakes done..s for bruised egos well..i hv always tis 2 mottos.."never see the person's bad points but see the person's good points no matter how small it is"n "put others needs b4 oneself's needs"..tat way u will always b positive wen facing the person n understand their needs no matter hw much u hated tat person..u cn hv views abt the person but each tyme u meet the person u mus always free ur mind n allow the person hopefully changed ur views..
s i write tis i am questioning myself whether i am a hypocrite for writing tis while i dun do the same..n well u cld say i am a hypocrite to a certain degree..i nvr quite forgive those who tore my sec sch life apart or basicly ppl in my life who hurt me badly..so i shall vow to change myself further n forgive em n well see ppl's gd pts..i reali trying hard to make ppl tat i am ard wit nw see tat its better to forgive than feel hating the person/persons..
s for the riots n protests n violence goin on in the world..i always pray to god tat sumhow sumwhere tis ppl rioting/causing hurt or their governments find in themselves tat peace is better than bloodshed n waste of resources...hw i wish i cld go to skool n chat wit anyone without the feel of tension or hw i wish wen i open the paper all i c is jus frendly hugs among ppl n nt bloodshed..is it too much to ask??sigh..well...tats all for today..hope ppl whom read tis cn spread the msg...on tat note adios amigoes..