the mix mood post

hello2 peeps...havent been blogging lately...bz wit skool n stuffs..anyways...hws my week been?quite ok...everything happened according to plan...well almost...sum thing has jus left me stunned..nvrmind abt tat...anyways..tis week i am preoccupied wit my clinical theory test and projects...argh!!n of course Euro08...

ok lets start wit theory test...hmm...rated the paper s "so-so" but i tell u the tyme given was crap..hw the f**k u expect us tat many writing stuffs in 50mins...crazy or wat..stupid idiot who set the timing..no way in hell cn i complete tat paper without doin it without tinking carefully thru the qns..grrrr...will cost me loads of marks..damn...pissed off...nehmind..wats past is past..lets look forward to the clinical practical...

nw to Euro08...i got it rite by saying germans will go to the final...sumtink abt tis germans tat make me say tat..they r tis gritty team which will grind out results if needed..they r like the german panzer tank..no matter hw many hits u throw at it,it will still carry on smashing anyone in its path...for the final...my mind says germans...but my heart wans spain..i reali wish Spain will win...y?bcos they deserved it after playing sum exquisite football...n of course Cesc deserved to win sumtink..hahaha...

nw to today...went to watch...Wanted

pic courtesy of Universal Studios...anyways..it was a nice movie..very thrilling n cool action scenes..it is one hell of a movie...alot of action...bang2..n bld splatter all ard..nt goin to spoil it for those havent seen it yet...but i reali recommend everyone who thirst for action to go n see it..alrite tats abt it...tml will b the day Hitman_G diligently studies for practical n Bio test..haiz..no tyme to continue being Hitman_G...lol...oklah..tats it folks for tis post...adios ppl...

my week so far

Alrite2..back to blogging..hmm...tis past week has been ok...goin back to skool for project which is finally gathering pace..lol..alrite2...other than tat went to watch movie wit Has,Hafiz..went to watch Hulk..quite cool...way2 better than the previous Hulk Movie..lol..n yes ppl..pls go n watch it..its another piece of the puzzle to a possible Avengers Movie..there i say it..lol..the fighting scenes in there quite cool s well..n the transformation of Hulk frm human to tat green thing was well done s well..so all in all its a great movie..jus ranked below Ironman for tis yr..hmm..tink tats all for tis post..lazy to type long2..n yes i hv to study tonight..no choice..test too near too slack..lol..on tat note adios peeps

bored

ok2 peeps..back to posting...blog rusting lately..lol...cos i am very the lazy to update..there..i say it..lazy..LAZY..lol..well nt reali lazy...jus bz wit my online gang in call of duty 4...lol..n tat sad part is tats where i earn the most respect in my life so far...hmm..strange...hahaha..so anyways...anyone reading tis blog n playin COD4 pls come over to tat server n join us..the more the merrier..lol..promoting a server which doesnt belong to me..hahaha..anyways..wat goes in my life for tis past 10days...hmm...
1st of all....the outing wit the 4M3 class...was hoping for more ppl but the amt of ppl tat went was gd enuff...hope the next tyme tis is organise more ppl will join..n i am sumwat addicted to go-kart..hahaha...i will definitely aimed for tat wen i go Escape next tyme ard...infact the trip wit them was the best i had goin to escape..always hv tat sucky feeling wen i went there last tyme..lol..
2nd...bought a couple of stuffs finally...hahaha...erm..lets see...bought mouse pad..which improves my gaming..hahaha...n no its not razer mse pad...a barracuda mouse pad..costs me 19.90...ouch..hahaha..then bought shoes..finally...after mths of targetting it...i love Nike shoes..so another Nike...hahaha..nt goin to tell u the amt cos nnti org kate nk menunjuk lak...but it hurts my heart to see my money fly for it..lol...next targets:iPhone,keyboard(razer),bag n possibly the PS3 combo...hahaha..
next Euro2008...took the channel cos i wan to see the action...holland is jus scincillating in tis tournament so far...they finally played the Total Football made famous by a former Dutch coach...i wan to say holland to win..but those who knows football will know Dutch always choked in the K.O rounds...i reali hope they win..they deserved it...hahaha...n oh..i hope France gets K.Oed...jus hate their style for tis tournament...n i hope Spain finally realised tat Cesc is better than Xavi...pls..start Cesc then spain will clicked...
oklah folks tats all for tis past 10days...lol...will blog again soon..till then adios peeps...

THE END OF WEEK POST

wow...my paeds posting is almost ended...wat cn i say?it has memorable moments...good or bad it certainly is the highlight pt of my nursing attachment...alrite lets start out with the bad..1st of all tis is the most hell posting ever cos of certain staffs...sum r nice while sum r jus out there to suck blood...we were either being overlooked or we r a target of sum anger...u cld hv talk to us nicely in a very2 tactful manner but no...u gave us tat f**k anger straightaway...n the complain we r lazy is jus ridiculous..we were being told on the 1st day nt touch the charts...for ur update ppl who r non nurses...charting is the most basic thing..if u cant chart is almost s saying u hv nothing to do...stupid idiot..lol...of course we r at fault la for playing bingo to kill the tyme...very the unprofessional frm my side...n wow...tuesday nite will certainly remain deep in my memories..see...nvr scold ppl anyhow...kn dh malu sendiri...tink wit ur head nt ur ass...

ok nw to the good memories..although lack of it...i still hv one good memorable moment..i will never ever forget abt tat girl baby.. y?cos shes the 1mth old baby which i fed and change the nappy...such a cute innocent little baby...pity she has URTI...i tink she will recover soon..no photos due to pts confidentiality...n yes it was such an experienced to feed for the 1st tyme ytd..damn trembling..lol...scared of breaking her...lol..today was way2 better than ytd...hahaha..tats basicly the onli good memorable moment for tis posting...the worst posting which to me only really started ytd...wat rubbish...n thks faizal for standing up for us on tues nite..reali earned alot of my respect...alritela...i am outta here for nw...will b back to blog abt sat's outing wit 4M3 gang..YEAH!!!lol...adios amigoes n senoritas

My 1st neonatal feeding

wow..mus blogged this...tis is a mus...i hv jus fed a 1mth old baby jus nw..hw cool is tat...yeah2..trembling like nobodys business cos i am so scared tat i will break the baby..yes2..hui fang...u cn tagged me abt hw trembling i was...lol...but at the same tyme it comforts me so much holding her...the baby i mean..so cute n cuddly..tis is maybe the highlight point of my life...holding such an innocent looking being...haiz...tats the best love i ever felt...lol..for all guys out there...if u for once tink being a nurse is gay then tink again...u will never feel humanitarian in ur life than helping sick ppl..esp tis posting...helping tis sick kids n small babies jus make u feel so human...cant find the proper word..lol...oklah..on tat note adios peeps..will do a proper update over the weekends..adios..

the sunday bore post

alrite back to posting...sumtink is bugging me lately..i dunno wat but i hate tis feeling...it is causing me sleepless nites...damn it...watever it is i am prepared for anything...well almost anything...

anyways lets blogged abt the week...started out horribly in KKH and one of the reasons for me to feel down at the moment...treated like invisible humans there...but over the noon shifts it gets better...treated us better...well at least i got things to do and they sumhow asked me to do stuffs..wow..miracle has happen...o well...i tink they will eventually warmed up to us...hoping still...n o yeah,bingo is quite fun...lol...i am getting better at it..

n ytd went out to Vivo for an unplanned walkabout...aimless actually..nvrmind..mit up wit my new frend...nice knowing u...cheered me up abit..n no i wasnt pissed off...so chill yeah..didnt turn out s i planned but ehh still gd enuff...today?maybe kluar to go buy stuffs...but seeing the weather n i my mood totally off i doubt so...

i dunno y...but i am having tis reali heavy heart at the moment..sumtink is jus amiss...infact tis has been me lately..nt emo lah...i still laugh n make stupid lame jokes so i dun tink tis classifies s emo..all i cn say is tats the fake me for now...i am hollow at the moment...y?i dunno...its been a week nw i am having sleepless nites n tis further heaps more misery on me...argh...i wan tis stupid unknown cause to go away...i wan myself back lah...shoo!! well at least state ur case then maybe i cn handled it...tis stupid unknown feeling has left me down n unknown wat to do...damn...nevermind...i am sure it will show up soon...till the next post adios peeps..b4 i go off i shall leave wit this quote..

"the one u desire the most will never be the one u end with no matter how much u wish it was"