alrite back to posting...sumtink is bugging me lately..i dunno wat but i hate tis feeling...it is causing me sleepless nites...damn it...watever it is i am prepared for anything...well almost anything...
anyways lets blogged abt the week...started out horribly in KKH and one of the reasons for me to feel down at the moment...treated like invisible humans there...but over the noon shifts it gets better...treated us better...well at least i got things to do and they sumhow asked me to do stuffs..wow..miracle has happen...o well...i tink they will eventually warmed up to us...hoping still...n o yeah,bingo is quite fun...lol...i am getting better at it..
n ytd went out to Vivo for an unplanned walkabout...aimless actually..nvrmind..mit up wit my new frend...nice knowing u...cheered me up abit..n no i wasnt pissed off...so chill yeah..didnt turn out s i planned but ehh still gd enuff...today?maybe kluar to go buy stuffs...but seeing the weather n i my mood totally off i doubt so...
i dunno y...but i am having tis reali heavy heart at the moment..sumtink is jus amiss...infact tis has been me lately..nt emo lah...i still laugh n make stupid lame jokes so i dun tink tis classifies s emo..all i cn say is tats the fake me for now...i am hollow at the moment...y?i dunno...its been a week nw i am having sleepless nites n tis further heaps more misery on me...argh...i wan tis stupid unknown cause to go away...i wan myself back lah...shoo!! well at least state ur case then maybe i cn handled it...tis stupid unknown feeling has left me down n unknown wat to do...damn...nevermind...i am sure it will show up soon...till the next post adios peeps..b4 i go off i shall leave wit this quote..
"the one u desire the most will never be the one u end with no matter how much u wish it was"
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