updates

hello2..i cant believe this blog is becoming so dusty nowadays. starting aje semangat, after that lazy like crap to update. LOL. o well, at least it lasted this long this blog. LOL. anyways, wat updates up with me? nothing much. just more FYP stuffs and project deadlines to meet like the crappy Lit Review. -.- i love writing composition but writing Lit Review like the ultimate boring of all boring-ness. hahaha..i wonder got such thing. lol. & FYP is taking alot of our time. && the cost is mounting like f**k. ok2 enuff of ranting about FYP, must tink abt positive about it. wait..theres nothing positive about it. lol

Next....been going to gym alot nowadays as well. semangat lah..NAPFA/IPPT very the near. wait actually i dun really care much about that. go extra BMT go lah. good anyways to whip me further into shape. xD but the main reason go gym and running is i want to improve my self-image and fitness/health levels. as some of u will know i still awaiting reports from NHC regarding the condition of my heart(personally, i feel fine) cos of sum irregularities with my ECG(RBB). of course the proper thing to do is rest and not exert but i rather exercise my heart and see how far it can go. the more i rest the more fats will clogged my arteries so must as well run lah and go gym. LOL. besides, having a good body is good boost to anyone's confidence. :) and of course must have people to push me lah. the "bapak" and Seah are good motivators. LOL. and o yeah people "bapak" might have be boncet but he still run 2.4km very fast. hahhaha..

Ok lah enuff of that..this week the soccer world witness what beautiful football can do. and Barcelona demonstrated that brilliantly. the best side in the world this year with slick passing and movement. they have such all rounded squad that anyone can be a hero. u stop messi, xavi will provide the moment of brilliance. u stop Etoo, u got iniesta ochestrating the passes. u stop Henry,they got Etoo to score. how do u stop this team. answer: luck. so lets give a roll of applause and salute to Barcelona, their players, their coach Pep Guardiola, their Board and their fans. and i am happy Henry finally got his CL medal. now he gets the complete sets of medals he can achieved in his career.

oklah...tats about it for this post..till next time adios amigoes..

how should we live our life?

back to posting. it seems this past week is more of wisdom week. hahaha. now after hearing wat people say about others or about me i began to wonder. how should we live our life. be nice to people and dont tell them off straight or be tell em straight to the face? should i express my anger or kip it to myself and worry about others feelings more? should i follow the changes some said or should i just do wat i normally do?
its weird. cos no matter how we deny it, but wat others comments make a big impact in life. so for me i rather live my life without telling others off and kip my anger in check. cos at least should i die *touchwood* tml then people will rmb me in good stead instead of bad way. besides telling people straight off is really demoralising. even though people may go "its ok i am used to it" they are just hiding the awful truth that the bad comment actually hurt em. most will feel that way. some are just really immune to it. lol. but even then i rather not take the chance to hurt someone. i know i have been insensitive to people's feelings at times but i tried my utmost best not to.
so now the question is. the person being criticised/advised should he/she changed his/her way to follow wat people say or live life how we want to live it? personally for me, i rather live my own life. some advices i will take others i will ignore. cos i know i am imperfect(some people will just say straight up i am not in the good look category) so instead of trying to be perfect for others i will just be perfect for myself. of course like i say some advices can be taken like i should smile more instead of having a stone-walled look. lol. but i feel if anyone wants to live how people want em to live then its just wrong. its ur life live it. people may tink they know u but in reality no one noes u like u know urself. once in a while, say sometink positive to urself cos a good praise from others is hard to come by but criticism is.
to end this. the question goes out to all readers of this blog. how should u live ur life?

*And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.*-abraham lincoln

Everyday is a gift not a given right

So back to posting to ensure my blog dont overly collect dust. lols. anyways. this past week have been quite a good week. anyways, yesterday at lecture for HS3112-Adult Nursing 4, we were having a topic about Cancer.
So well they showed the vid of this 3 women who had terminal cancer. if i wasnt mistaken all of em had died by the time the vid was shown to us. it was so sad to see it. all their dreams and aspiration taken away from em by cancer. the common theme among all these people is no matter how suffering it is and knowing their impending fate, they still live life to the fullest everyday. each day they woke up they thanked god for giving em another day.
So this got me to tink "if i were *touchwood* to faced death tomorrow have i live my life to the fullest of joy?" reminicising thru my thoughts and i found i havent. i am always upset over small things.i am always pushing things to tomorrow tinking i always wake up to see another day. yet this people have a humongeous problem and they are happy and thankful to see another day. so people whoever is reading this post, remember, never be sad or look down on urself cos life is too short to do so,smile and always tink positive. any day god could take back our life. be thankful we can see another day. Do wat u always want to do, say to those whom u love u love em and happy to be with em. and for all those single people, if u have a crush on someone pluck up the courage to express ur thoughts to em. life's too short to have regrets,so go out there and enjoy urself while we still have life.

*Each day's a gift not a given right*