tis past 2 days hv been well mentally torturing for me..i am nt goin to say wat..so i will go to talk abt attachment..n its hell s well..monday was the most disappointing day for me s i totally lost focus and looked lost n blur s sumtink was bugging my mind pretty badly..felt and performed better after the break after slapping myself to get myself in sum sort of mood for attachment..today..definitely better s i sumhow managed to get myself "into the mood"and put my personal stuffs aside..but wat the hell ppl..the smell of the s**t nearly make me vomit..seriously.it was the 6th tyme i seen a patient s**t n the first tyme i nearly lost it..8 more days for me to hold on to b s professional s i cn b4 i cn finally let go n breakdown..i wan it to last n i am praying hard tat it would last..i dunno wat else to do..but emotionally i am nw torn even though nothing is certain yet..haiz...facial expressions,humour n words cant describe hw low i am feeling nw..dun wan to talk much more of tis for a reason i wont say in my blog..on tat note adios peeps..i will end wit a quote for everyone to tink abt..
"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."
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