VENTING OF FRUSTRATION

I shall post today to vent my frustration beyond anyones imagination..twice n i mean twice i hv been played...I DUN TRUST ANYONE NW!!!i hv been nice to ppl n tis is hw they repay me??i dun care wat ppl feel anymore..who cares wat they feel??could hv left it in a gd note but nooo...i jus realise i hv been played again.y god does it onli happen to me??maybe sum advices r rite..f**k wit commitments n love n instead hv more flings n dates...tat way less pain n more hapiness for me..my head is spinning out of control nw..luckily i hv been in tis situation b4..no more super hard depression...but i jus feel like bangin sumtink to make it break to reali released tis couped up anger nw..dun care anymore...i am numb beyond reasoning...no more of tis!!U PPL WAN ENTERTAINMENT FRM ME FRM NW ON CN GO N F**K OFF!!!find ur own way..i am jus simply humbled by wat has jus transpired..I WAN TO B SELFISH N TINK OF MY OWN HAPPINESS N NT OTHERS!!!F**k it!!!i dun trust anymore freaks in tis world anymore..all take my trust n shoved it back up my ass...no one cn b trusted..no one!!i am one red hot blooded human nw so pls jus take ur nonsense away frm me nw unless u cn offer me solid consolation.cant believed tat i fell for it for the 2nd tyme..all tis while..i am jus blind..thought tat was it..but i guess i dun know u tat well to know wat type of person u r..n to those who tink i am wrong i am cool wit it..but dun find trouble wit me cos i shall break 1 promise n no matter if u r a guy or a gerl i will simply whacked u to a different planet..no more mr nice guy wit ppl anymore..SO DUN GET INVOLVED in anyway!!nt even pyschologically!!b professional n stay away frm tis..i will n i will break the promise of nt hittin a gerl if any gerls get involved..