New Year

Wow end of 2007..another year of disappointment n joy..so since its 31/12/07 lets recap 2007...its been a successful year in sum sense if i look at whether i hv achieved my 2007 resolution...n wow its the 1st tyme i hv achieved almost all of it..lets see my 2007 list..hahaha

• Getting >20 for"O"levels-checked.
• get more friends-checked.
• be more happy-checked.
• be less sensitive-checked.
• earn more money-checked.
• reduce my weight to below 75kg-checked.
• Remain in contact with my sec sch mates-checked.

Ok...tats the "checked"list...hahaha..not goin to show my "unchecked"list..hahaha..tis year actually been a big change for me compared to 2006..i just had so much fun in skool despite the f***ing subjects tat i hv to take in nursing..tis yr certainly is the foundation for me to build on..n i also wish to say tat ppl i hv hated in the past i hope to reconcile wit em cos wat is past is a past..so wat is my resolution for 2008??heres the "draft"of my list..still incomplete list..still tinking of it..hahaha

• much more frends.
• reconcile wit old nemesis.
• improve my grades
• improve my self image.
• watch more TV!!
• more time for games!!
• playin soccer wit frends!!(tis yr whole year has been a "no-show"for soccer)
• maintain weight and have bigger muscles??

Ok...tats the draft list..sum things i would love to have in 2008 i wont put in my resolution list cos its beyond my control in sum sense..but for wat control i hv i will work at it..hahaha..n i am turning 18..wow..late teens...so called the age where teens are almost as "matured"as adults..n o yeah for every pain i suffer be it by others or self(falling down/high expectations n etc..i am nt a sadist..hahaha)it has improved me greatly(physically or emotionally)..so to everyone whoe has shaped my life, thank u for being a part of it...2008 here i come..a new year and a new look..hahaha..alritela amigoes..tyme for me to go n eat nw so adios amigoes n a Happy New Year to u all...may all ur resolution 4 2008 come true...jus work hard for it..

the "return of me"post

wat up ppl??yup2...i hv nt been posting lately...lazy lah and didnt do much things anyways....hehe..wat hv i been up to??errr...lets see..mon i went back to skool to do project wit my grp..then Hari raya haji on thurs and oso visit my aunt at the hospital...n ytd went to my fren's hse cos she invited us for kenduri cos her 2 adeks jus had circumcision...not much eh??hahaha..o well...tis hols is for me to rest anyways...
alrite lets start elaborating the stuffs abit..hehehe..project on mon was ok...finished one of it and nw left 2 more to do...went home earlier than expected..hahaha..hope wed's meeting will b the same..hehehe..lazy2 me...hahaha...then of course hari raya haji..n my bro has to work on tat day..too bad for him..haha..s usual for every hari raya my mom cooked delicious meal...alot of ppl agree so...she jus have tis "cooking hands"...hahaha..the sambal goreng and mee siam is a mus hv mates...hahaha..then we visit my aunt at the hospital...she was brought there bcos of the severe pain in her leg tat she cant moved...went to NUH to visit her...and its so close to my attachment ward..hahaha..n she reali looked sick..she rely on wheelchair or ppl to move ard nw..
then ytd...went to my frens hse for kenduri wit bunto,malik,hilman...suppose to meet ard 2pm and then go there but sumhow got delayed and onli went there ard 3..hahaha..anyways the food was reasonably nice and thks to hazirah's family for inviting us..wish more of our ex classmates actually go..hahaha...well we jus chill there until ard 5.45 b4 we chow..wanted to play soccer but our mate which have a soccer ball actually didnt wake up yet...n yes ppl..he slps frm morning till evening..his life begins at nite unless got sum occasion...nocturnal human..hahaha.since its late,we jus went to CP..jus me,bunto and malik..talk abt stupid stuffs we do last tyme along the way...aaahhh..great moment to rmb our "proud"moments..hahahaha...well went there to jus chill until we to Courts..and bunto decided to buy a DVD player..cheap but the functions r good..valur for money alrite..then was abt to leave for home wen we met more ex schoolmates..so we sat down at banquet and chatted more...n then went home ard 9.45pm...
n then today...wat am i doin??nothing actually...jus lazying ard...and sumhow my foot is god damn hurting rite nw...dunno y...n o yeah to all those celebrating christmas Merry Christmas to u all...alrite lah...tats it...tis is 1 damn long post...sori abt tat mates...on tat note adios amigoes

The "I want the sun"post

Back to posting today bcos well i hv nothing to do...hehehe...i intended to go out but the rain keep on raining down n i am feeling like crap...so here i am on my computer staring blankly...hahaha..usually home alone for me is fun but nw its so god damn boring...so i began "planning"for my 2 weeks+ hols...n my god its boring...almost the whole of the 2nd week is spent on project works...haiz...even though i like hanging out wit my grp, doin project is jus sibeh sian lah...so i shall look on the bright side,i hv the 1st week to myself...n i hv to cramp a few things to do tat 1st week to change myself....all i cld say is i hope to b different wen the skool restarts..:P...hehehe..nothing drastic lah jus sum minor tweaks here n there..i hope to add sum "spice"to my life after feeling lifeless lately..i reali nid the hols cos my mind is blank lately and sumhow feel the old self is returning...jus1 more week till i get tat break...1 week packed with things...hv to passed up hmk tml, projects and so on...damn2..nvrmind...shall look on the bright side...oklah...tats all for today...reali writing nonsense rite nw cos i am feeling the blues no thks to the "no-show"frm the sun...i wan the sun back!!!!rain pls go away...hehehe..i tink tat proves i am writing nonsense..haha..oklah,on tat note adios amigoes...

the "wat the f**k is wrong wit tat uncle"post

Wats up wit tat uncle at the south canteen jus nw...reali get my temper up n reali testing my patience...alreadi my patience has been tested tyme n tyme again tis past few months..1st of all a muslim rice shop is supposed to sell rice rite??well tats wat i thought...until the shop sumhow "ran out"of plain rice....wtf??!!!i am cool wit it cos sumtymes in business u do make miscalculations and mistakes...but the thing tat reali N I MEAN REALI test my patience was how rude the uncle was...he was hurrying us to make the decision on wat to eat in a very n i mean f***ing rude behaviour...we r the customers for god given sakes so where is the customer service???!!!n tis was jus the icing on the cake after previous experience of poor customer service by tis shop...the shop owners shld reali go thru customer service to learn sum manners for god sakes...ok enuff of tat...

today oso was the day tat proved how dumb i cn b in approaches...for god given sakes all i had to do was jus go up to her n asked for her no....wat did i do??i absolutely didnt realise she was walking alone...wat went thru my mind??well dreaming...hahaha...n tis is the 2nd tyme a chance has been missed...haiz...dumb2...n now i am reali gutting myself for the lost chance...ok2...ppl frm sec sch will know hw dumb i cn b in tis type of stuffs...hehehe...other than tat tml is goin to b my socio test..sibeh dry lor the topic...hahaha..n still got CCS essay to do due nxt week...haiz...alritela enuff of ranting today...on tat note adios amigoes...

the "i dunno wat to say"post

first n foremost i am actually impressed ppl do read my blog...now..i was stuck in 2 minds frm which path to respond...Path A-talk to person,Path B- reply thru my tagboard or C- reply to my post...so i shall reply thru my post since i didnt know abt the respond until nw wen i jus got home n the weekends mean i will b freaking cursed by u...so here goes...
i got freaking hammered for tat post eh??shoot me without even for a sec tink wat was i implying...o well...its ok...again i got freaking hammered for a "crime"i didnt commit...wat did i say wrong??detached??yeah2...too strong for a word...hmmm....maybe i could hv put it as....errr....nt being involved tat much??am i implying u shld join "our"(since wen the class has 2 grps i hv no idea)grp??heck i dun even belong to any grp...it was more of class participation...u know it is so nice tat as a class we actually eat together,chit chat,make jokes n etc...y cant i dream abt tat??y cant i wish for tat??y??of course i was pissed off abt the comments...ur blog ur style...fine wit tat...but it wont help in healing the "gap"between both camps...n am i a hypocrite abt saying tis on my blog n nt to u ppl straight to the face??i cant say straight to the face...u know y??i cld hv done it if i was actually heartless,cold,cruel and heck care abt other ppl feelings....if had said it to u ppl it is jus nt nice...so back to the qns...wat was i implying????all i wan is for the class to participate s a class n nt cursing at each other or making a mockery of each other...tat was wat i was implying...u cn cursed at me all u wan n watever i say here wont make a difference....so if u tink i "hate"u then its very sad...y??bcos i always believe tat every single person will change my perception abt em...wat does tat mean is tat i always go ard the world wit an open mind n s neutral s i cn...no matter hw much bad perception i hv i will always try to tink onli the gd side of tat person..i always hope my motto will b used by everyone in the world so tat there is always peace...to end tis i hope tat the "plan"to go out s a class will work out n everyone participates in it...it is always fun to hv alot of ppl...the more the merrier...i hv rest my case....typing tis on a back end of a tiring n exhausting week...if i had caused any unintentional hurt in any way then i apologise..my last post was "rallying"cry to gel the class together...3/4 are there...all i wan is for 1 whole class to enjoy ourselves n nt complain of "being strangers"to each other...on tat note adios peeps...

The "Wat the hell"post

back to posting today...gd day for me ytd cos i passed my pracs...hahaha...nvr easy...n the theory paper i am hopeful of scrapping thru...hahaha..nw to today...was talkin abt several stuffs,impt n nonsense..hahaha..so 1 thing tat came to my mind after tat was we all seemed close but sum jus seemed "detached"frm the class...so qns to myself was "do i not make enuff effort for em to join us?" as i debated wit myself i realised 1 thing...I did make an effort for em to join us..but sumhow it jus doesnt happen...so wat went wrong??again after tinkin i realised tat no matter how much effort i make it will take the other party to make the effort to join us...so then again i come to another qns...y didnt they make an effort??again after staring blankly on the MRT jus nw i tried to come up wit an reasonable rationale..then i asked again...are we tat bad tat they wont join us??are we tat diverse frm em tat we cant click??past experiences tat jus cant make us click again??...jus dun understand it...i can say most of us are neutral..i am neutral but all i cn say is the comments by a certain person made are unjust,unreasonable and whoever it is tat it is implied to was jus bad...wats up wit tat??it certainly jus make ppl who are actually neutral n calm abt the probs go pissed off...i certainly was...haiz....alrite lah...tats it for today abt it...i hope the ppl involved in tis n who read tis actually make the the effort to make the class a better wholesome grp...n i hope tat to start it off is to nt flamed ppl the way it was said...on tat note adios peeps...

the "so long never blog" post

hello2...wats up peeps??its been quite long since i last blog..wat happen to me??well2..my com room got occupied cos tat dude got chicken pox..pity..shld gone home last week but stayed an xtra week here cos of tat...too bad...well2 hes otw back to London nw..safe journey dude!!anyways...wats hv i been up to??bz2...skool work jus dun seemed to stop...o wat the hell...tats hw life is...ok2..2 events happened wen i went AWOL...hahaha

1st...its the CCS presentation...damn funny lah the presentation frm all the grps tat day...my grp was the last to present...by the tyme it reached my grp,my stomach damn cramp lah..hahaha..cannot tahan the comedy provided...alot of gd actress n actor tat day..hahaha..wanyin cn reali become a tai tai..hahaha..n pravita cn reali win a award lah..hahaha..all said n done it was reali gd frm all the grp..my grp??well lets said we r the cream of the crop..:P...

my grp...frm left...me,See Hwee,Carie(leader),Tang Wu,Yana(err...Mr Atan for a day..haha),Sha & Yanti

To the 2nd event..its of course old errr i mean Mr Faizal's Bday...nt faizal frm msl but my new classmate..i am nt goin to say how old he will b or he will lost his "young"looks..:P...hahaha..anyways..we celebrate a surprise mini bday party at skool's mcdonalds..cake was bought by Yanti n Summer...of course he didnt xpect it...if nt it wont b a surprised rite??ok2..To the bday boy/man...hope u enjoy it dude..hehehe..

his cake...nt a gd shot..sori lah...i was focus on eating the cake..hahaha..jus kidding..

him blowing out his candle..sori no face shot...too many competition to compete to take a gd pic..hahaha..jus kidding..me peeps hv better pics..

so tats the 2 events...nw i got 2 3 mroe tests..clinical theory n pracs tml n socio nxt week...cn die i tell u...stress!!!!!haiz...ok lah ...tats all peeps..adios amigoes..

LP CONCERT...

hello peeps!!back to posting abt the Linkin Park concert on tuesday..yeah2...late post but sibeh tired lah to update tis past few days..anyways,better late than nvr rite??hehehe...ok2..b4 goin on to write abt the LP concert, i will jus update abit abt skool life..n well skool sucks...again it jus makes the mockery of the "easy"poly life theory...f**k it..tis week is one energy draining week..y??cos nxt week got ICA presentation,bio test...WEEE!!!i am dying soon...hahaha..

so anyways in the midst of the dark clouds lies the bright spark for the week..hehe..LP concert was more than jus a spark,it was 1 freaking outstanding concert..its loud n truly lived up their billing s one of the best performers in concerts..i reali suggest tat ppl forked out tat xtra money to watch them live in concert shld they come back here...it will more than justify the ticket price..despite an 1 hr delay it was so freaking memorable...nvr hv i in a million yrs dream of watchin them live..hehehe...yup2..finally after yrs of becoming their fan i watched them live..WOHOO!!hahahaha...anyways, the 1 1/2 hr concert felt like it was jus a few mins..it ended ard 2230 n my god the route back ruined the otherwise perfect day..the transport out of there was f**ked and taxis was fully booked..dun feel like goin to skool the next day but still went..hehehe..anyways,heres the pics..sori if sum pics r fuzzy..difficult pic of em..

Jo n me...waiting patiently 4 the concert to start..nothing to do so go snapping sum pics..hehe
my sis & the brit dude...
LP on stage..the best pic i cn get..

the indoor stadium...n it aint tat full yet...

alritela...tats the pics...didnt take much pics wen they were performin cos we r too bz enjoying ourselves n jumping ard...hehehe..tats all for tis post..till the nxt post adios amigoes...

The Weekend Wedding

hello2 peeps..back to posting depite feeling tired..hehe..wat hv i been doin over the weekends??well2..my cousin got married!!!!WOHOO!!!congrats to the new couple..ok2..off to saturday...it was the nikah part..err..i dunno wat is it called in english..hehe..went to bro's hse 1st to pray then go to their hse which is beside my bro's hse..hehe..went to her hse ard 4.30 n it was aldy god damn packed cos the male side aldy there..sumhow2 we squeezed in..of course our english fren stood out..hehehe..after its all done we go n take photo(for sat)wit the couple..my cousin aldy pretty b4 make-up but damn pretty la after make up..hahaha..the bride & groom both looked good...well photos for sat courtesy of sis' fren...everyone waiting patiently for the tok kadi(hope right spelling) to come..my dad in green btw representing my cousin(female side)The ceremony in progress....the bride's dad btw on the left hand side..the hantaran(gifts)frm the male sideThe hantaran(gifts)by the female side...the family photo wit the couple..frm left:my mom(where r u looking..the cameras infront..hehe),the brit dude,me,bro n my nephew,jo(sis' fren),my sis,sis in law(again,the cameras infront..hehe)my niece(wats tat look 4??hehe)n the couple...

The reception for sat was nt tat bad..my aunt wit her frends cooked the food..nt bad..cant reali enjoy the food cos i got a stomache!!!hahaha..

Nw on to Sunday....the grand wedding...came there early to eat b4 the big crowd came..yeah2 i know kiasu but who cares..anyways my dad helped out wit the reception of guests...the food aint tat bad n the dais was reasonably nice..waited there till abt 1.30 4 the groom to arrive..it certainly came wit a bang s the whole neighbourhood was watching..haha..ok la..lazy to type so here's the pics taken by my sis & me..better appreciate sum of the pics bcos it was challenge to take a gd snap wit all the heads moving here n there wen the couple were on the dais...hahaha...

the wedding dais..simple but nice..

my mom & me...nothing to do la so take the snap lor..:P..haha
the princess..she cn b mistaken for the bride..:P..hahahaha..

female kuda kepang..nt bad..sum of em r pretty ppl..:P..hahaha..
this is one emotional 1 moment...

Part 2 of the emotional moment...which parents wont b rite??

okla..tats it ppl...to the new couple i wish u both never ending love...on tat note adios peeps..

The Weekends

Hello2...wats up peeps??well2..its been a interesting weekend 4 me...certainly matches up to one of my best weekends...lets start on Sat..went to Vivo n Marina Square to show my sis' fren ard s'pore..at the same tyme went to check out the prices of Ipod Videos/Creative Nanos..didnt get the price i wan so i shall wait for another tyme b4 buying..hehehe..ate at Swensen for dinner n tat was tis cute gerl which is the floor manager...damn cute..tat i cant take my eyes off her..:P..hahaha..then had to rush back to watch the Big Match between Arsenal & Manutd..but damn la..the exit to CTE was jammed..it took us abt 20mins to get into CTE la..WTF!!!!lucky2 still caught the match..hehe..great game even though it was a 2-2 draw..

On to Sunday..went to jln2 raya wit sec sch mates..nt all r there la..sum too bz or beyond contact..hehehe..but still damn fun la..almost 1 yr la since we all last c each other..sum looked the same,sum looked more mature n sum become more....better looking...:P..hahaha..kidding2..but still the same great bunch lah...supposed to start at 11am but had to wait until 11.30 lah b4 can moved bcos sum....came "on tyme"..hahaha...then after faizal's hse(4th hse)my hp got lost on the 913 lah...i was so traumatised ppl...lucky2 for me 1 kind soul found my phone n returned it to the Woodlands Control Station..damn relieved...i was so traumatised tat i didnt take any photos wit it lah..hv to wait 4 camerawoman to pass it ard then cn put on here lah..hehehe..anyways,the food frm the houses tat served food was nice..but i mus reali apologised to e bunto's family for half-breaking the chair by sumone in the grp n ur satay damn nice lah & fathienah hope ur run of back luck has ended......hahahaha..overall despite the incidents it was still super2 fun..haiz..sumhow e day still ended..ppl...we got to hv more of tat..hope we cn organised sumtink for the break period..it will b damn fun lah..anyways,came back home ard 1215am..i was so tired tat i reasonably "zombified" 4 the 1 lesson..but certainly the trip was super fun!!!!on tat note adios peeps!!i will reupdate tis soon wit pics(hopefully)..

peace

Hello2...back to posting..jus to voice out tmy feelings..by writing this i feel "old"cos kids my age shldnt b tinking of tis..but recently i have seen alot of unrest,unhappiness thru my eyes..frm small arguments to "kiddish"arguments to bigger n violent arguments...so i asked myself..wat the f**k is goin on..everywhere i c frm my skool to ppl on the street to protests n riots...so again i asked myself...y cant ppl c the way i c??y mus there b disharmony,unhappiness??the best conclusion i cn come up wit is........sum ppl onli care wat they feel n their needs and forgo other ppl's needs n feelings...
lets take my life as an example...everyday i go to skool..met wit certain ppl tat cn b hard to handle or too "sharp"mouth tat cn hurt my feelings but i jus ignore the bad feelings i feel..tis well caused conflicts among frends cos of sum small problems of misunderstanding n well clashed of egos..so hw to solve it??well aint simple as old wounds dun heal considering the tensions/clashes sum had wit each other n mind u its onli the 2nd semester of yr 1..but like i learn frm sec sch..the onli way to "patch"back together is to forgive but nt forget..tat way u give the person a chance to redeem the mistakes done..s for bruised egos well..i hv always tis 2 mottos.."never see the person's bad points but see the person's good points no matter how small it is"n "put others needs b4 oneself's needs"..tat way u will always b positive wen facing the person n understand their needs no matter hw much u hated tat person..u cn hv views abt the person but each tyme u meet the person u mus always free ur mind n allow the person hopefully changed ur views..
s i write tis i am questioning myself whether i am a hypocrite for writing tis while i dun do the same..n well u cld say i am a hypocrite to a certain degree..i nvr quite forgive those who tore my sec sch life apart or basicly ppl in my life who hurt me badly..so i shall vow to change myself further n forgive em n well see ppl's gd pts..i reali trying hard to make ppl tat i am ard wit nw see tat its better to forgive than feel hating the person/persons..
s for the riots n protests n violence goin on in the world..i always pray to god tat sumhow sumwhere tis ppl rioting/causing hurt or their governments find in themselves tat peace is better than bloodshed n waste of resources...hw i wish i cld go to skool n chat wit anyone without the feel of tension or hw i wish wen i open the paper all i c is jus frendly hugs among ppl n nt bloodshed..is it too much to ask??sigh..well...tats all for today..hope ppl whom read tis cn spread the msg...on tat note adios amigoes..

Home Alone...

Wats up peeps??decided to blog today to say tat i will b home alone tonight,tml,thurs...great isnt it??hehehe...o well...aint tat bad being alone as i dun hv to hear the nagging here n there n well freedom at last..:P..of course i am jealous they r goin there s i nvr been there b4...who wouldnt??but i am cool wit it..i am big enuff to handle myself..n its tis tyme i shall used to proved it..hahaha...o n yeah skool has been great...make 3 new frends which is great..n they r good ppl..good to talk to as they r older(sori guy n gerls..hehe)so they will give mature responds..but at the same tyme they cn joke ard n cn take jokes without being over sensitive..so anyways welcome on board NR0715 to the 3 new students...alrite la...tats all..on tat note adios amigoes...

My "trip"to malaysia

well2 ppl...i am back to posting..been more than a week since i last post..too tired la after skool to post..hahaha..yeah2..i know lame excuse..hehe..anyways..didnt went jln raya today wit my family since my family went to visit Jusco in Malaysia..well 1st trip 4 me there by car..so finally i feel the pain of waiting to pass the customs..n my goodness ppl..its worse by car to get pass immigration then by public transport..damn..but once passed the customs easier la to go to wherever we wan..we wen there at 8.15am..too early for my liking but no choice..hehehe..so wat my bro & me do??basicly each tyme the gerls in the family go shopping we jus sat outside on the bench n talk c**k..hehe..n sumhow after all these years i hv been to Malaysia i hv failed to c pretty gerls..but jus nw...there were alot of them..:P..hehehe..nw i know y malay dudes here go there find love mates...hehehe..will i join the grp of finding love mates there??erm..maybe..:p..hahahaha...anyways,nothing much there la..but the black pepper chicken damn nice man..better nt tink of it nw since i sibeh hungry nw..hehe..

okla..tats basicly it..interesting week ahead for me..first i will b home alone for 3 days..then..tml i may go to Vivo wit my sis for scouting for new MP3/Ipod...hehe..n lastly tml arsenal vs Liverpool...WOHOO!!!hahaha...alrite la...tats all..adios peeps...maybe will post tml..if i am nt lazy..hehe

Open House

Wats up peeps??i am back to posting today...despite being tired...hehe..anyways..today went to my bro's Hari Raya open hse..woke up at 9am jus nw to get ready to go there...still feeling sum of the sickness but recovering well..hehe..anyways...my sis-in-law cooked well leh..i feel so full nw n my "weight maintaining"regime has gone down the drain..hahaha..o wat the hell...once in a while cant hurt much rite??hehehehe..so tired lah to type so here r sum pics..my niece..sori lah abt the dark pic..weather bad la..lighting oso poor..hehemy sis & me...yeah2...i know...i know...i spoilt the pic.. my nephew n my dad..yeah..my nephew is those "manja"type of kids..hehe

My niece,mom & me...i know...i know..too much pic of myself..jus bear wit it..:P

my sis...yeah2...its all the same room..trapped here lah since too many ppl..hehe..

my mom n my bro's frend's kid..damn cute la tis baby..5 mths onli but damn plum...

So tats it...the end of pics..tired nw la...waiting 4 ppl to come sumore to my hse...hehe...alrite la..on tat note adios peeps..

the "clear up misunderstandings"post

hello2..back to posting...despite feeling sick i still post..just to correct sum misunderstandings..first of all..to wanyin n co...i am nt against u ppl..just tat since start of skool,i hv been feeling s**t & sick...so i am sori if u tink i am anti-social...i will try to talk to u ppl more nxt week...2nd of all...i AM NOT and i say again NOT involved in tis internal conflicts tis class hv..i feel so bad for hearing things ppl said abt others...i hv my views abt certain ppl but i am neutral thru n thru...so yeah tats the load of misunderstanding...i tink i covered it all..hehehe..i am reali feeling f**k rite nw..coughing,throat feel like crap and i am certainly feeling sleepy...n o yeah i am no longer vice leader...tats a load off my shoulders...aaahhh...hahaha...on tat note adios peeps..

The "Wats wit all tis crap" Post

Hello2...i am back posting..nothing of note to write on..just that today i just realised sumtink..i just realised at how immature some of us are..the "us"refers to the class btw...i mean how cld we b trying to sumhow "forced"upon the new students to join each of our ICA grp..its like sumhow these new students are like draft picks and we are campaigning for them to join each of our grp..and tis caused the big delay in finalising the grps...haiz...guess our class is reali "politics" and sumhow i hate to get involved...so yet again i shall stand aside..anyways tats all for today...no pics..maybe the weekends more pics..hehehe...on tat note adios peeps

Hari Raya

Wats up ppl!!!its been long since i blogged n well lazy to blog b4 hari raya..too bz wit helping my mom wit making kuih2 n cakes..hehe..Hari Raya is fun s expected and tats all i could asked for..haha..yesterday is more of relaxation since my cousins n my bro visit my hse..so didnt went out..haha..today went to my aunts' hse on both my mom's n dad's sides

First my dad's side..went to my one of aunt's hse n she was sick..the doc was in her room doin treatment..pity her..went to another aunt's hse n well there "creepy"dudes..the "creepy"dudes r my cousins btw..hahaha...dun wan to elaborate on the "creepy"part...

Then we went to my aunt on my mom's side..well basicly everyone n literally EVERYONE was there..i was so blurred tat i jus went ard salam anyone..hahaha...so indirectly we went raya to everyone on my mom's side jus nw..hahahaha...anyways here are sum of the pics tat was taken during these 2 days..hehe..

THE TOP 3 KUIHS(so far)

My family..My niece & nephewMy Bro's FamilyMy niece

My nephew...erm..the camera's infront..wonder who he is looking at??hehe
Frm Top left..Me,sis,bro,my bro's wife,dad&nephew,mom,niece,my bro's maid..My Family..

The "dunno wat to write"post

Wow!its been 3 weeks since i last post.nothing of fun or exciting to blog abt & the fact tat i am recuperating physically,emotionally & physchologically means i hv kept quiet wit ppl...hehehe...wat hv i been doin tis past 3 weeks??well2..lets see..sleep,fast,eat,play game,watch tv,helped my mom wit making the kuih2 raya..n no its safe to eat..i washed my hands b4 doin it..:P..hehe..tried to exercise but fasting mth damn hard lah n catching up wit the spiritual side of me...hahaha..n yeah i hv spent sum of my money on my watch..hehe..of course..like every muslim on tis planet I looked foward to hari raya!!!!its coming soon...WEEE!!!n of course my sis is coming back!!WEEE!!cant wait for all tat to happen..n amidst all tis excitement the "best"part is skool is restarting soon..damn it..damn it..n i hv to c ppl tat i dun wan to c...haiz...o well at least i oso got to mit my frens..missed talkin to u ppl!!hehe..o yeah as of tis post..i am back frm my depression!!WOHOO!!tyme to ROCK ON!!!but of course wont jump ard tat much during the day..:P..haha..alrite la..i will maybe post 1 more tyme b4 Hari Raya..on tat note adios peeps!!

Targeted Buys

I am back to posting..wohoo..almost a week since i post..haha..quite sad tat i wont b working wit the ward staffs of ward 57 anymore since attachment is done..haiz..nice working wit u ppl..make me better s a nurse..n i passed the attachment wit quite good comments..so did wanyin..haha..she definitely better than me..haha..nyways passed my exams s well wit a GPA of 2.654..so dun ask me anymore hw i performed..so gd end to a week which started in the wrong way..anyways hapi bdays to see hwee n wanyin!!wish u all in 1 post lah..lazy to put it on ur exact days..haha..

Nw since i am free..i am starting to target stuffs i wan to buy but still tinkin abt it since its god damn $$ flying off frm my bank..haha..so i am looking for help of shld i buy or shldnt i buy..hehe..here r the pics courtesy of websites..

1.PS3(courtesy of sony.com.sg)

most likely to buy..

2.Swatch watches(courtesy of swatch-shop.co.uk)

help me choose the colour n whether i shld buy or nt..haha

Alrite those tat the pics cn be found..haha..others targeted r new pair of shoes,games..still calculating the costs of tis all..i wan to buy but i wan my money to fly lesser s well..hehe..alritela..tis weekend is the weekend to get my mind straight n finally relaxing my brain after attachment..tyme to cure my zombie status..haha..alrite..on tat note..adios peeps..

a calmer post

A much more calmer n sensible post today..ytd post was simply pure anger frm me..tis post is

abt my explaination...i dun mind being rejected..i hv been in tat situation b4..but the thing tat i

cant take was the "intimate"moments we had n at the same tyme u had other thoughts abt

another dude..wats up wit tat??u shld hv told me..i wouldnt hv done it..well i am nt goin to talk

much more of tis cos the more i say the more pain i will feel..

well tis is my storylife..nw tell me ppl..hw am i suppose to trust another human being when all my life i am seeing tis type of shits happening??i give ppl alot of trusts since i started poly n hopin none would shoved it back up my ass..a few has done..the most painful one is tis one..guess being nice n gd to ppl aint goin to get me far..i care abt ppl's feelings more than mine n sumhow ppl overlooked mine..bravo!!more painful lessons for me to learn..i guessed ppl used me s a puppet to fill up the temporary gaps in their lives..tis is another low point in my life which has aldy seen many despite at a tender age of 17..but ehh.nobody gives the fuck of wat i feel anymore..all tat consolation/praise tat ppl say to me feels like bullshit to me cos i began to learn wat sweet things ppl say r nt true..y do ppl lie n played wit sumone's hope wen they know it is nt possible??ppl r fake.all the smiles r nt wat they actually feel or mean..everythin frm the past week is falling into their place n the puzzle is almost complete..i am nw seeing the full pic..i am nt angry anymore jus disappointed..disappointed at the turn of events n hw sumone i trusted so much is the one tat has done it..it will take me a long tyme to recover frm tis..lucky for me i still hv my family..the start of depression period has began..

VENTING OF FRUSTRATION

I shall post today to vent my frustration beyond anyones imagination..twice n i mean twice i hv been played...I DUN TRUST ANYONE NW!!!i hv been nice to ppl n tis is hw they repay me??i dun care wat ppl feel anymore..who cares wat they feel??could hv left it in a gd note but nooo...i jus realise i hv been played again.y god does it onli happen to me??maybe sum advices r rite..f**k wit commitments n love n instead hv more flings n dates...tat way less pain n more hapiness for me..my head is spinning out of control nw..luckily i hv been in tis situation b4..no more super hard depression...but i jus feel like bangin sumtink to make it break to reali released tis couped up anger nw..dun care anymore...i am numb beyond reasoning...no more of tis!!U PPL WAN ENTERTAINMENT FRM ME FRM NW ON CN GO N F**K OFF!!!find ur own way..i am jus simply humbled by wat has jus transpired..I WAN TO B SELFISH N TINK OF MY OWN HAPPINESS N NT OTHERS!!!F**k it!!!i dun trust anymore freaks in tis world anymore..all take my trust n shoved it back up my ass...no one cn b trusted..no one!!i am one red hot blooded human nw so pls jus take ur nonsense away frm me nw unless u cn offer me solid consolation.cant believed tat i fell for it for the 2nd tyme..all tis while..i am jus blind..thought tat was it..but i guess i dun know u tat well to know wat type of person u r..n to those who tink i am wrong i am cool wit it..but dun find trouble wit me cos i shall break 1 promise n no matter if u r a guy or a gerl i will simply whacked u to a different planet..no more mr nice guy wit ppl anymore..SO DUN GET INVOLVED in anyway!!nt even pyschologically!!b professional n stay away frm tis..i will n i will break the promise of nt hittin a gerl if any gerls get involved..

The "off the mood" post

tis past 2 days hv been well mentally torturing for me..i am nt goin to say wat..so i will go to talk abt attachment..n its hell s well..monday was the most disappointing day for me s i totally lost focus and looked lost n blur s sumtink was bugging my mind pretty badly..felt and performed better after the break after slapping myself to get myself in sum sort of mood for attachment..today..definitely better s i sumhow managed to get myself "into the mood"and put my personal stuffs aside..but wat the hell ppl..the smell of the s**t nearly make me vomit..seriously.it was the 6th tyme i seen a patient s**t n the first tyme i nearly lost it..8 more days for me to hold on to b s professional s i cn b4 i cn finally let go n breakdown..i wan it to last n i am praying hard tat it would last..i dunno wat else to do..but emotionally i am nw torn even though nothing is certain yet..haiz...facial expressions,humour n words cant describe hw low i am feeling nw..dun wan to talk much more of tis for a reason i wont say in my blog..on tat note adios peeps..i will end wit a quote for everyone to tink abt..

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."

Back frm hell....errr...no heaven actually..

Well2...i am back posting since its the end of the week...no pics still cos i tell u attachment is tiring...tat is the onli part of the "nitemare"stories ppl tell us abt besides of course seeing s**ts,urine,patient n visitors' scolding..but other than tat we(me & wanyin)hv settled in well..all thks to the great n i mean realli great staffs of Ward 57(neuro)..they r so damn hard workin.nice n well if u r willing to learn they will teach u n they will help u along...things we r nt supposed to learn we hv learned..& TAT ROCKS!!hahaha...but special thks mus reali reserved 4 our mentor in sum sense senior staffnurse Joyce(hope i got tat spelling rite..hehe)..i tell u she like one super woman..she practically helped us thru our 1st week n the same tyme did her job which is like all of the neuro side of tat ward..i cant thank her enuff for tat..hehe..i am goin to miss working wit her nxt wk..alrite la..try to keep my post short...still dunno wat i will b doin for the weekends wen i cn finally rileks n enjoy myself..all my grpmates r enjoyin themselves doin alot of things i persume so far tis week while onli the 2 of us suffer earlier for attachment..hehe..nvrmind s long s the attachment stays s gd s the 1st wk then i will b hapi..:)..alrite la tats all...adios peeps..

1st Day of Attachment

Wats up peeps??tired but wat the hell still update...o yeah still no pics,mayb i will take sum pics tml ok??sori yeah for nt puttin up any pics recently...so nw on to my 1st day of attachement..i will jus say borin day...talks n orientation of the place so no skills were used..tryin nt to dozed off durin the orientation...hahaha...the ward orientation aint tat bad...the Nurse Manager seems nice enuff n efficient so i hope to learn alot frm tis ward...tml afternoon shift n i shld partner wanyin for the shift...hopeful i will partner her cos i know her n thus more comfortable to work wit...hahaha...n o yeah i was posted to Neuro medical ward.
Talk alot to wanyin jus nw abt various things...n yeah i agree the divisions tat r slowly but surely showin in the class worries me..wats wit the fake look at the front but at the back u cursed or say wrong things abt tat ppl...n i dun like ppl acting cute which is reali way isnt cute n infact its sibeh annoying..no carie i wasnt refering to u..u r cute..hahaha...still trying to remain neutral n hopeful everything will turn out ok but my hope is slowly fading..i will try to patch up the spaces created but looks my efforts r wasted considering the backstabs r still goin on...haiz...okla..too tired to continue ranting n hw come i still vice leader at the end of semester??tink of who u ppl wan to appoint s vice leader..haha..on tat note peeps...adios!!

The Day Of Optimum level of Happiness!!!

Wat cld i say??today i am jus super hapi...weee!!!infact the whole weekend rocks!!!!went to watch the the movie wit her at Orchard...mit in woodlands first to go eat n jus rileks n well the 3As was jus wow...hahaha...dun even tink of askin wat the hell is 3A cos neither of us will say it..:P...watch Bourne Ultimatum n again superb action scene...i cn say the fightin part does crack me up abit at the tools he used to hit the bad guys..hahaha..yeah2...i know i am bad for laughin at ppl getting hit...hahaha..o well...didnt wan the day to end today but it has ended...tml attachment..haiz..i am so goin to suffer tml...god help me in tis..but for nw i wan to install my new game!!!WEEEE!!!!o yeah whose bday tat has passed n coming n i havent wish hapi bday,i nw wish u ppl hapi bday!!!okla...off to installin my game n tryin it out...till tml if i am nt tired..adios ppl!!!

EXAMS R OVER!!!WEEE!!

EXAMS R OVER!!!!!WEEEEE!!!!!today pyscho which made me pyscho ytd is the last paper...WEEE!!!damn exams r over....nw cn look foward to attachment...so "looking foward"to it...today a day of trips for me...hahaha...first to skool then prayers n then NUH for scouting purposes...hahaha...tirin ppl...damn tiring....stupid bus trip to NUH so god damn long..50mins n i was aldy dozing off...o yeah woke up at 6.30am!!!tats y dozing off...hahaha...studied hard ytd nite s well so gd enuff excuse..:P...nw cn look foward to the weekends...goin to b one enjoyable weekends!!!!WEEEE!!!i feel like singin n jus goin crazy nw to relieve the stress...hehe...oopsss..u ppl nw know my craziness...hehe...yeah...i am crazy alrite...anyone dun like me being crazy then to hell wit u...:p...anyone wans to go crazy wit me??hehehe...idiots r nt welcome...:)...haha..o well still got a couple of things still on my mind...one personal the other abt my fren...haiz...dude pls tink carefully b4 doin things rashly...seriously...wish u cld listen to me or bunto..pls listen to our advice...pls...personal stuff i wont like to talk much abt it on my blog...sori..ok la...more update on sun...tired nw n tml still got to take up early...damn it...damn SGH for making it so early in the morning!!!hahaha...okla...no more rantings...adios ppl...

Happy level reach optimum..:P

Postin today...short post...i am so hapi today..hehe...my dream has come thru...haha...studied wit her today...great studyin wit u...but pyscho jus didnt go in..damn hard...onli memorised learning...WTF??hahaha...goin pyscho for pyscho...hehe...to her...pls believe in me...my promises r truth...tis is my vow n for watever it is worth..okla...i am nt goin to say much more on my blog cos i dun wan to jinx it...so tats all for my post today...to ppl who know who she is pls again keep quiet yeah n dun ask too many qns abt it too or say too many things abt it either...i prefer for it to b low profile..thk u for tat...alrite on tat note...adios ppl...

the "i dunno wat to blog"post

well2...i am postin today...but damn short...too tired for long post..studyin again today wit her n still sick abit frm ytd afternoon...again at wld lib...fun2 tyme...but safety in heathcare is damn long n dry..its so f***ing boring...haiz...lucky she make it more fun...:P..haha..2 more exams to go...bio hapi enuff for me...B is the likeliest grade for me...haiz...no A for me...haiz...haha..n tml safety in healthcare...cant take it i tell u...damn boring...haha..then oso today i got to know tat possibly i cant go attachment cos of the "non-reactive"hep B result...WTF??!!they saw my results n said i no nid take any more jabs...WTF??!!if i am goin to get delayed of tis i am goin to get absolutely pissed!!!MY HARDWORK WASTED!!!o wat the hell...lets wait n c wat teacher says...n o yeah dude..u know who u r...dun do anything stupid ok??if u nid ur help abt tat thing come to me ok..i will help u out cos i hv been in ur situation b4..jus dun do anything rash..alrite la on tat note adios ppl...too tired to continue ranting away...:P...

The relaxation day

Today is a relaxing day alrite...definitely helped me eased my studies craziness...hahaha..yeah2...i wen out wit her...again i know a few know who she is...keep quiet wit it..:p..hahaha..nyways went out wit her to study bio..studied all the possible essays qns topics...hahaha..studied for abt 2hrs..we oso watch Rush Hour 3 today which was damn hilarious n reasonable action packed..o yeah we laughed or more of she laughed at the person fallin off the building...ish2...:p.....tired s i am writin tis s i jus reached home but today was jus fun...haha..3 more papers to study...cant wait for tis damn exams to b over wit...haiz..alrite la..i wan to rest nw b4 startin to study again later...hehe...adios peeps..

The 2 days i "like"

Alrite peeps..i am back writing after the 1st 2 exams...still confused but better...Life in poly aint so easy as described wen we were in sec sch...sigh...hahaha..but frens definitely better than my sec sch mates(not all of u ppl r bad so chill)...nyways lets start wit FON & famcom...FON i am hapi if i get a damn 50 marks for the exam...damn tricky n hard paper...then famcom..too tired after FON ytd to reali put my mind to it..so again i am hapi if i get err 55 marks for the exam..ehh..realistic target for me..hahaha...still got 3 papers to go n my brain is aldy startin to tired...nid a break n thk god its the weekends...i wan to watch a movie!!tell me if u r available..:p...hehehe...o yeah got my name tag n its looks kind of nice enuff..hahaha...o yeah...nice for a change tis past 2 days i got frends to talk to on the train..hahaha...so damn tired nw...i nid a massage...cn anyone provide it??women preferred..:p...hahaha...alrite lah i am talkin nonsense nw...better stop b4 u all see how nuts i am nowadays..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

The Day of....goin crazy

Wats up ppl...i am still feelin like i am crazy..mayb i am...who knows??again i am startin to confused myself over things..cn sumone helped me wit tis??sigh...still no help...o yeah rubbish opinions will b ignored...hehehe...nyways today well....well..more of studies...yeah2...wit her again..yeah2..i know a few of u ppl know..:P...jus keep quiet abt it n i will respect a few of u for tat..hahaha..fun s usual but doesnt help cure my damn confused/delirium/crazy mood...studied FON..sigh...nvr seemed to end FON...n i am still sumwhere way off for FAMCOM...WEEEE!!! more studies to squeezed...brain.......getting.....ooo...verload soon....HELP ME!!!!o well..tml is a mus pass 4 me...gd luck to the rest of u s well...we all will nid the luck to squeeze tat many lects..to end tis i will say i hv had enuff of FON for today...lets get the bloody paper over wit...yeah...i am nuts now...WEEE!!!adios ppl...

As exam nears.......confusion arise

As exam draw nears i am getting really confused wit things...not wit my studies but other parts of my life...i shld b gettin a shaver now for my "growing beard"but still hasnt done so..other things tat require my attention i hv not paid attention to...i feel weird as if i am phantom floatin ard here n there..i nid to hv a break but i cant...o well...studied again today at skool wit the grp..nice studyin wit u ppl...made new frens which is nice..:)...damn FON still long way to go...haiz...damn exams...faster finish lah...i nid my life back...as i am writing tis i am really confused as to wat i shld do...alot of shld i do it or shldnt i do it r rising...cn sumone offer a remedy 4 me to cure tis confusion b4 i turned into a senile freak...alrite on a confusion note adios ppl...

Day of learning

Wat a day today is...had my last chickenpox immunization in the morning n then went out wit her to study...
Immunization was supposed to take place at 9am...reached there abt tat tyme but the damn poly got hold up n i finally got my god damn jab at 9.35am..35mins n all it took for the jab was abt 5mins...
Anyways rushed home to picked up the things n mit her at admiralty station(she was early)..wore my cheap new slippers ...hahaha...took 912 frm the station n passed my home of course n basicly i wasted 10mins walkin to the station...bravo......but s the mins go by my arm is gettin more achin frm the jab...hehehe...o well..reached the lib at abt 12pm but the damn lib wasnt open so went to eat brunch cos tat sumone didnt had breakfast..studied n well famcom was the order of the day...hehe..tried to pushed everythin inside..n we almos finished it...jus left wit violence..o well..too damn tired to continue so we chat n surf the net...i wanted to continue studying until 5pm but she cannot"tahan" so off we go to the toilet n then go rounding ard cp again(err borin) n eat ice kacang at Banquet...i learnt sumtink today n she learns sumtink abt me...i am still childish s i like to take ppl things n play "catchin"u might say n well she doesnt like it...so she got to know abt tat part of me n i learn abt tat part of her...dun worry i wont do it again...i promise...hehe...send her back make up 4 tat damn childish behaviour of mine..hehehe..
As i am writing tis my left deltoid(bio rulz!!)muscle is damn achin...i enjoyed the day today n well i will not forget the 3As(not abt grades) yeah...hehe..onli she will know wat the hell is all abt...hehe..on tat note adios peeps...back to study(as if)...hehe

Happiness returns..

wat cn i say??today has certainly lighten up my mood...n yes even though its studies i still like it...haha..yes ppl i went to study wit tat sumone on a National Day...preferred a quiet n resting National Day but wat the heck..nid to go out wit her nyways to jus make me return back to my gd mood..again she missed the meeting tyme of 12pm cos she woke up late...hahaha..haiz..nid to make the wake up call earlier..haha..studied FON n damn wasnt it boring..lucky thing i brought my laptop so i went online...hehe..n no tis isnt in the lib since the lib is closed on public hols..haha..The FON did went in n tat rocks!!WOHOO!!hahaha..studied at sum void deck n i certainly feel our frendship has really strengthen since the first tyme we went out together..stayed there frm 1.30pm till 6pm basicly studying,sleeping(dun even tink in a bad way),play ard(again clean thoughts pls),online n errr...tats all i tink...hehehe..i was tinking of putting up her pic n me for tis post but after several thoughts i decided not to...i prefer tat onli our closed frends know(she hasnt tell hers yet)...so again ppl u hv to guess who..hahaha...i like tis secretive way we r doin...hahahaha...on tat note i hv to say today certainly brightens me up n thk u to u for tat...sat hopefully cn go out again...hehehe...alrite tats all..adios peeps...

The fun day today n saddened now

Today was fun but now i am not so happy...honestly i will start the sad first...i am dishearted abit now..y??i am sad tat watever i do has gone down the drain...i am nice to my elders n i guess tis is god's test for me...my mom is making tis rants abt "how rude i am to her or my sis rude to her"..i admit i am rude at tymes...but again i am compared to low life scums which is harsh..i hv done everything in my power to make sure she stays happy...but again she starts it..i wonder at tymes if i am a really2 low life scum then how she would b..but i am not goin to start an argument as she is my mom...i really feel like crying now...yes...crying...cos i never even thought of goin against her...i guess she never knows how much i love her...well...i will b patient..cos old ppl always do tis type of stuffs...but mom i am really2 sori..haiz...y does my life has to b tis way??y cant i find happiness for at least a full mth...sumtink always fight against my happiness level..haiz...

Ok lah...i hv wiped away my tears...now to the fun part today...it was sha's bday today n mask fitting...sha was so happy at celebrating her 17th bday...HAPPY BDAY SHA!!!hehehe...hope u like my present..hehe...n then today we oso had mask fitting...we had to b mask fit in preparation 4 any airborne diseases wen we r posted to hospital...ok lah...i am so off mood now to write so here r the pics...

Bday gerl sha n yana...my best 2 frends in skool..hehe

sha getting her surprise gift..haha

How happy she looks today tells in tis pic...hahaha

the dude who gave the surprise gift...haha..n of course mine is in there s well..the mask fitting...damn the mask suffocates us at tymes..hehe
New pic courtesy of sha..hehe...my present btw
Me,Yana & Sha at lib...again thks to sha for the new pics
the classmates..again courtesy of sha...hehe

Alrite tats the end of pics...i am so off mood now...i was so high jus now...sumtymes i do wish tat both mom & dad would stop making tis type of rants...i never mean to do tis type of stuffs she rants n rants abt...life is hard as it is without all tis things..luckily i am able to cope wit it now unlike during my depression period..home is suppose to b the place for me to find comfort but at tymes it onli makes me feel worse..But hey..no matter wat my mom & dad rants abt i will still keep to my promise of taking care of em wen they r severely old..i hope they c tat but i guess human words nowadays r hard to believe...as long as in my heart i know i will do it then tats the best praise i cn ever hv..n yes ppl i am a very soft person on the inside esp wen it comes to tis type of stuffs..haiz...god y cant i hv straight happiness without a single feeling of sadness & sorrow??haiz...alrite lah...on tat note adios peeps..

Happy enuff days..hehe

Alrite tis 2 days so far sumwat rocks...hahaha...studied wit the grp of frends...i finally n finally finished abt 11 lects of my FON...WOHOO!!hehe...thk u grp 4 providing me wit entertainment n motivation to study...hahaha...o yeah kecik nice being disturbed n hv suspense by my frend...hehe..up to u to tink who tat person is...hahaha...
Alrite to today...well lect for bio is nice...rare to c see me say tis abt lects...haha...cant believe tat we hv been frends for 17 weeks now...thk u all for being my frends n my counsellors shld i nid one..esp to yana,sha,suriani,tat sumone,carie...ur matured advised has helped me become a better person...thk u all..n i cant believe i passed my clinical theory test...wow!!thought i was a goner..luck certainly played a big2 part in it...to the other 4 passers congrats to u ppl s well...to those who didnt pass well i am sure u all will pass wen they combined the marks...esp to yana,sha u will certainly passed...
alrite tat shld b it for today...tml shld b fun since its nurses day celebration tml n oso its SHA'S BDAY!!!WOHOO!!haha..i will update abt tat tml(if i am not lazy)..hehe...on tat note adios peeps!!

Gd weekend thus far....hehe

Today my update is abt my weekend...haha...actually it is quite a blank weekend..haha..my first part of the post is anything besides soccer...2nd part is all soccer...so ppl who dun like soccer jus read my front part n my end part...haha..Sat was a day of rest for me...tried to study n well succeded in memorising sum parts of famcom...i try to squeeze everything to abt 80% ready for exams b4 thurs so i cld teach her...n no it dun add xtra stress for me...hehe..infact it is a source of motivation as i am keen to study n show my ability to her...hahaha...jus kidding..hahaha..well today i went to a wedding...my sis-in-law cousin got married...well its in bedok n it was a long journey n tat was by car...hahaha..well...not many pretty/cute gerls there n those there looked way too young for me..haha...
Next is abt arsenal,epl n soccer...hehehe..as those ppl who know me will know i am a big arsenal fan...tis off season every bloody pundit n even dumb idiots who sucked as a manager wrote us off for the title bcos we sold henry n freddie..big deal..those 2 players was nowhere near their best last season..then everyone starts to change their stance abit after the emirates cup(arsenal won)n the Amsterdam tournament(we won again)..we completely outclass inter(who beat the "great"man utd days after losing to us) at the Emirates stadium..then jus now morning we got ajax who were willing to kick us off the pitch even though tis was a damn frendly..last season like tat we would hv lost but tis pre season we showed we r not goin to get bullied..n we beat them thanks to Van persie..wit tat i cn frankly say tat arsenal r in it for the title..my prediction for tis season r : 1.Arsenal,2.Man utd,3.Chelsea...the euro champs winner goes to arsenal s well...the tyme of the new aged gunners is now..As of saying tis u cld say i am biased but wat the hell..Glory2 Arsenal!!!!
Alrite tat sums up my weekend...hahaha...not skooling tml so more rests for me n to study..damn tired as i am writing tis s i jus came back frm the wedding..looking foward to Thurs cos its 42nd National Day!!n oso cos i am goin to study wit tat sumone...missed goin out wit u...hahaha...till nxt tyme adios peeps!!!& sori 4 the long post..hehehe

Day of stoning,studying

Alrite peeps...nothing much to update abt...jus tat i really enjoyed the presentation 4 today...it was the best presentation 4 myself personally so far...i guessed i finally learned to settle down to the presentations of poly life...n tat rocks!!hehehe...as of the whole grp..it was certainly the best coordinated project by us..we jus seemed to click superbly well for tis n famcom projects n we really put our efforts in it...yana n sha deserves alot praises for how well it went...they did so much tat despite me,carie n the rest doin reasonable amt of work we feel like we did nothing...hahahahahaha....
Besides tat i got my nursing uniform(finally)today...supposed to b ytd tat got it but the uniforms wasnt there...so delayed until today..n even today i & walter had to wait for a reasonable amt of tyme n goin all over the place to finally get our uniform...the uniform is reasonable nice but damn the shirt is damn "tajam"hahaha....tried to study after goin back home n well i fell asleep...hehehe..but it does went in...hehe..did the cms oso n did ok enuff...bring on the bio exam...still stoned as i am writing tis n i missed talking to tat sumone on msn...tried to sms each other but in small parts...hehehe..dun worry i will helped u out wit ur studies as long as we cn find tyme frm ur bz schedule...jus tell me yeah wen u r available...hehe..alrite on tat note tats it for today...goin to start pushin myself to study...hehehe...till nxt tyme adios peeps...

Days of tinking...

alrite peeps i wasnt tinking of updating my blog today until yana says i shld post the pics we took...hahaha...n so i thought wat the hell lets do it...but b4 i do tat i will talk of the week so far..tis week hv been weird 4 me...y u ask??i cn go home early but i reached home so far all at between 4-6pm...i am feeling tired alrite but i will still go home ard tat tyme for the sake of my grp(our last presentation 4 tis semester is tml WOHOO!!),myself to prepare 4 the exams n tat sumone to prepare her for the exams...I dun do tis for the sake of "selling my value"but as a frend...yana,sha or anyone in class tat nids my help cn approach me..i am happy to help out :) n walter i am glad u realise ur mistake...jus let it b as it is..n i am glad i could help make u realise ur mistake..tats wat frends r for..n i hope the rest would do the same n try to put urself in her shoes...i like the presentation jus now...we did well even though i stumbled abit..hehe..lets do our best so far 4 tml 4 our last presentation...WOHOO!!!

2nd topic 4 today is i jus cant believe y my love life hv to be complicated..y hv it all the gerls i like will hv a major factor tat goes against it??4 17 years of my life n all i end up wit is chasing dusts...i am not ready yet to make the approach cos of the past so yeah my peeps i am still single..But i really2 hope tat god sumhow shows me the rite decision to make cos i dun wan to end up hurting n disappointed again...wen will i do it??Maybe jus maybe soon but the possibility of it never happen at all is higher....for now n possible forever i am glad n happy to b ur frend..u certainly provide the colour in the already colourful poly life..i will treasure our frendship alot n u were certainly part of the grp tat helped me mature more...

Alrite tats the end of tat...now for the pics....more pics of my classmates.........n me of course...hehe..

alrite the good pic...frm left: me,carie,aida,muneera,shankari,yana n sha
candid shot...hahaha...aida,watsup wit tat look??hahahahaha
sha,yana n shan...the rest of us were tired of posing for the cam but tis 3 certainly r not..hahaha

Alrite tat is the end of it 4 me today...EPL is abt to start..WOHOO!!cant wait to c the red n white of arsenal playin for epl title...cmon gunners!!on tat note...adios my peeps..

My Day Today

hello peeps!!yeah the weekend ended well n today was fun....tired but fun enuff....haha...well we celebrate today "man of the class"walter's bday today...HAPPY 18th BDAY DUDE!!try to hv fun will yeah...well not the whole class is invited but 8 of us r invited n we eat choco thingy..dunno how to spell the name..hehehe...anyways it is damn nice....n i wan the cheesecake!!!HEHEHE...i know my weight is goin up today bcos of the chocos but the wat the heck...to tat sumone dun worry i will treat u to it during the hols..hehe..we had round 2 of sharing the set meal..hahaha...here r sum pics..Wat remains of the choco...hehehe...Sha & yana lickin the choco...haha..they loved it...haha..well who wouldnt??heheThe gifts by alethea,wang dan& tang wu & Audris

The bday boy...errr...tried to act cool....haha..better wear tat stuffs...costs us quite alot of money...hehehe

alrite besides tat i went to study wit her...i really2 apologise for making u wait...i rushed thru my rd 2 to make sure u dun wait long..haha...& we r reali like secret agents wen we wan to meet...haha...everything is so carefully planned..haha..again i enjoy my tyme studying wit u...even though we talked alot more today...hahaha...looked foward to more of it...its ok if its woodlands for lib but besides studying i dun wan to see causeway pt again...hehe...alrite tats it for today...the 1 hr of lesson is simply rubbish...hahaha...on tat note adios my peeps...hehe..